Suddenly
The Happy Old Year

My ears did not hear wrong.

Bell kept ringing, but I was so lazy to get out of my bed.

I have no expectations, just like last year.

But last year…

“That's Kai.”

There was no one else but Kai, the door was his.

Kai noticed my gaze towards him who was still sheltering under the covers.

“I give up, do you too?” he said he was sitting near me.

“You are not, Kai.”

“Really?”

“Yes, you stink..”

“You someone who sticks to your body.”

“Actually..”.

“You miss me so much?” cut Sky.

“Not need in tanya.”

Sky brushed off Kai's hand, “I don't like the smell.”

“1 hours away new year,” said Kai.

“Iya, then?”

“I don't want to take a shower this night.”

“I think you have the same scent as last year's new year.”

“Sky, you don't want to corner me, do you?”

“Depending on how you caught my speech,” Sky turned his back and submerged himself under the covers until invisible.

“You'll be like this on new year's night?”

“Indeed it's always like this,” I replied.

“Sky, forgive me but..alright.”

“I'll be back,” the sound of the door being closed again.

Sky turned around and looked towards the door. His gaze was the same as what he thought.

But soon the door sounds again. Kai just passed by a few minutes ago. Her smile that sheet carried the reclining chair that Kai placed beside my bed with left a little distance.

Not only that, he also brought a lot of food. Even a box of ice cream with 3 flavors.

Kai installed the projector right in front of the viewing distance. “You want to watch it?” Kai rubbed my forehead and then kissed it.

Sky nodded.

A full bag was placed next to me. Kai also had another bag next to him. The ice cream box was between me and Kai with two large spoons.

“You look like someone else,” said Kai who was lying down with cover behind a blanket.

“Down, I don't think you and I are as usual. Do you want to say something?” sahutku.

“How did you know that I would say something?”

“That's visible from your mouth, I want to talk.”

“Hey, are you kidding me? That's because I'm talking.”

“You still smell the aroma.”

“Do you hate him so much?”

“I think it will happen,” Sky replied with one mouthful of ice cream.

“Hm, yummy.”

“You like it?” kai's left hand is in my head.

“Ya.”

“How about me?”

“No,” replied.

“Because of the aroma?”

The sound of fireworks suddenly made me wake up by opening the curtains and looking at the fireworks that were adorning the sky in the middle of the night.

“Happy new year,” the sound is soft.

“I have..”

Sky turned towards Kai. The man fell asleep with his mouth still sounding, as if delirious.

“Kissing.”

“But..”.

“He who..”.

“Doing it.”

“Happy new year, Kai.”

The next day, nothing happened. Kai didn't even realize that. “You're up?” his voice greeted me.

“Hm.”

“You must be angry because you went to bed first and then compared it to what happened in the past.”

“Hey, why don't you be so confident, Kai? That's the past. I no longer think about it even if not completely, haha.”.

“Hey, your laughter makes me feel guilty.”

“Good if you feel that way but then forget it.”

“Come..”.

“No want! You still stink.”

“Hahaha, alright.”.

“I will remove that scent,” he continued. Kai kissed my forehead before it passed.

January 1st, 2pm.

But soon Rania comes to talk to Kai.

Initially Kai refuses but seeing Rania who is always excessive makes Kai have to end it.

I thought they were going somewhere far from my sight.

They did it again as before. It was in a public place overlooking the balcony where I could watch it.

“I'll catch up with you,” said Kai by taking off his hand.

Rania smiled with satisfaction as if Kai had chosen her and I lost to her even though I didn't think so.

Lasted so long.

Making the scene no longer interesting or making me wonder.

Both eyes turned away.

My mouth also wants to make a sound, tell the truth.

My fingers deliberately took my phone and contacted her without making a sound and turned it off so quickly as Kai started picking it up.

My gaze was on the outside, they were still talking to each other.

Rania clasped Kai's hand which she immediately brushed aside.

“Kurasa..”.

“They are really over.”

“But don't know anymore.”

“Will be valid forever or not.”

Kai walked away leaving her. Rania noticed my gaze watching her. His gaze was sharp even from a distance.

Cellphone's ringing.

There was a line of smiles on my face, as well as Rania.

“Are you satisfied?” rania's voice is across there.

“What are you talking about?” my answer.

“Are you going to continue in pretense? I don't think I know, Rania.”

“Hahaha, what do you mean?” said it.

“20 June. That's you, right?”

Tut…

I turned it off by raising my phone overhead and smiling at Rania then waving my right hand and closing the balcony door.

Kai's voice calling me signifies that it will get closer.

“Today,” my voice is out.

Kai came up to me and hugged me.

His embrace seemed to describe…

Rania…

Someone he doesn't forget easily.

“You okay?” I said with my fingers rubbing the strands of her hair that was much longer than before.

“Ya,” the sound is really soft.

“What happened?”

“It's over,” Kai took off his hug and stared into my two eyes in turn.

“You have kissed him,” I said without further ado.

Both eyes widened. Both of his hands gripped my hands so tightly.

“That's a mistake, Sky.”

“How do I know it was a mistake? Did you record it?”

“It was a mistake, he did it.”

“You were late to say it even though I heard everything when you spoke in a state of sleep.”

I took off that hand.

“Sky, it's a mistake.”

“All that happens what will end, Kai? Rania's? Aren't you tired? You and I are losing their way. You feel it too, Kai.”

“You always said that the feeling you have will be the same.”.

“It's just me, you're not Kai. Even now you're heavy taking it off, am I not wrong?”

“Sky, we can start it again.it was just a mistake that meant nothing. What you think is not what you imagine.”

“Kai, aren't you tired?”

“No. Sky, please!”

“I also don't deserve to be angry. That mistake you said happened to me, too.”.

“With Green.”

Kai looked into my eyes with his sharp eyes.

The distance between me and Kai was getting into the empty space.

“Now you feel what I feel, Kai. Same thing happened.”

“Good..”.

Kai stepped back with his gaze that began to pass, getting more and more passed, and completely passed.

The past that meets again.

A life that is still going on and…

The past is back in its own way.

Burying the past that cannot be repeated.

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Seriate…