Suddenly
Sick Feelings
“He always comes to campus the day you look for him,” explained Rania.
“But just like you, I didn't see it either,” continued Rania.
“Alright, thank you.”
“You don't want to lose it, do you?”
“I told you it won't happen.”
“I can't help you because it's going to get worse.”
“Iya, I understand.”
Rania pats Kai on the shoulder and leaves.
Without it…
It is in a quiet room.
Like back in that time.
“You where, Sky?”
But he didn't really disappear. It's just…
Undiscovered.
Kai is still on campus. Waiting in front of his class. But the class is over.
“What is Sky today sign in?” ask Kai to someone who is still in class.
“Iya, in. He just came out.”
Those guys Jusru got the babble when Kai was gone.
“There happened to them?”
“Didn't you not see them together lately?”
“But yesterday I saw Kai with Rania.”
“Wah, what else? They're together again.”
“Seems not. Kai and Rania look like a pair of friends.”
“But if they come back, isn't it okay?”
“But Kai looks so serious on Sky.”
“You're right too, doesn't that look real?”
“You mean, too Kai too obvious?”
“Iya. And the attitude of Sky which I think is more indifferent.”.
“Yang finally lured Kai, did you?”
“Whoaa! Doesn't Sky look amazing?”
“In fact but many hate it because it looks not worth it.”
“She is actually beautiful but not popular.”
“Isn't she now popular because of her boyfriend? Hahaha.”.
Tok.dok…
“What is fun? Discussing others with your ignorance?” Ken shut those guys up.
Just like Kai, Ken is also looking for Kai's whereabouts.
“Sky, is it here?” ask Kai.
“What else is this?”
“What are you doing?”
“She was there just now after handing over her duties.”
“Alright, thank you.”
“I saw it in the parking lot.”
“Really?”
“Yes, what are you waiting for before you lose..”
Kai has run. People in the photography club wonder, “They install a unique.”
“What happened to them?”
“Sky has lately become quiet.”
“Hey, it's because his hand is injured.”
“Hands or others?”
“Looks like both.”
“Rania, that guy why keep showing up between them?”
“Sky doesn't bring her phone anymore.”
“But he actually brought his old phone.”
“Hah, really?”
“Iya, I saw it earlier.”
“I hope he gets his happiness.”
“Pak chairman, Sky in the past like what?”
“Hmm..”
“She is popular but she doesn't realize she is popular. He always told stories but people never knew behind his life.”
“Whoaa! You've liked it, huh?”
“Iya, who does not like it..certainly will like it.”.
“Not like that. You ever like him?”
“Ya.”
“Whoaa!”
“Now?”
“Hey, you're crazy, huh?”
“Hahaha, whoaa! Aren't we catching our chairman wet?”
“Hahaha..”.
Kai spoke in his mind with a troubled mind.
The person he was looking for was seen laughing with some of his friends who rarely happened except with clubmates.
“Sky...,” call Kai and get close.
His eyes looked at me like never before. “What happened to his hand?” Kai was in his mind with the look in his eyes watching him.
“Hai, Kai!” greet one of them.
Sky smiled…
His footsteps stepped without caring for someone in front of him.
“Sky..”.
“What happened to your hand?” Kai clasped Sky's left hand.
Hand's hurt. Wrapped in a bandage in a hand sling. “Nothing,” he said with still not looking at me.
“I'll take you home.”
“No need.”
“You will walk in such a state?”
Sky tried to step foot.
“Sky, we have to talk.”
“Not now, Kai.”
“You will continue to blur and let things get more protracted?”
“Didn't everyone also deserve to take some time for themselves?”
“Some days now, is that not enough?”
“You think of yourself, Kai.”
“No. I want to finish quickly, Sky. You're gonna keep getting mad at me?”
“You don't understand, Kai.”
“Lower ego..”
“Ego? You said ego? You have to question yourself, Kai.”
“Sky..”.
Sky sighed. “Good.”
Kai was about to hug her but Sky first walked in front of him. It feels like I just got rejected. Sky rejected.
They were in the car in a quiet atmosphere. Sky looked outwards with his blank gaze. Making Kai remember, Sky cried in front of him and he was the one who made him cry. Even now his eyes were visible after crying. What happened to his hand?
“You want me to buy cheesecake?”
“No.”
“Lemonade?”
“No.”
“Then what do you want to eat?” Kai really didn't know where to go.
“You alone, I've eaten.”
“What happened to your hand?”
“Fall.”
“How can it happen?”
“All can also happen.”
“Sky, aren't we going to talk all right?”
“Didn't I have to do it? This is not the right time, Kai.”
“Then when do you think the time is right?”
“Not now.”
“Besok?”
“No idea.”
“You don't even know and hide behind reason a time. You're blaming time.”
“And you've ruined the moment. Why are you doing unnecessary things like that?”
“I only..”
“What only? Bored of the point?”
“Iya.”
“You are bored with me or this relationship? Or both of them?”
“Both but..”
“Oh, both?”
“Not, I just tried with your reaction. Aren't we always like this and do you feel it? Sometimes I also feel bored.”
“Because we always meet, that's the cause?”
“Iya. I'm sorry, I have to say, Sky.”
“I never get bored, Kai. Maybe my words are too far away. But that's how I feel. What if we really become a family and even this is nothing but you're bored? Even though my attitude seems indifferent to you doesn't mean I don't love you, Kai.”
“I just can't express like you did to me. But I've never messed around with how I feel about you, Kai.”
Sky started crying.
“If our frequent meetings are the cause and if that's what you want.”.
“Not to meet, Kai.”
“But don't blame me if I really change because of the distance you made.”
Kai did not speak.
Sky wiped his tears and left in front of Kai. Kai saw it go by without doing anything…
No. gabe.
It's not like that.
The signals that will always come too late if it's about love. It happened to Kai.
Although it's really late.
“Sky..”.
Happened again.
Repeatedly.
There is no Sky presence, although it no longer changes its password. Sky seems to be intentionally invisible.
Kai looked towards the door as if Sky was coming and approached him.
“Sky..”.
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