Suddenly
Anything Goes
“What you guys have then..”
Bruk!
My head hit the door with a sitting position and also with a pale face.
Energy drained.
The lecture ended at 5pm with the stomach position having to adapt to hold hunger.
Once it was over, at least I had to get to the club room before embarrassing myself for lying on the street.
It was only that I could be aware of the voices of people speaking but not clearly heard in my ears.
It was like flying with a balanced body. And landed perfectly. There was a pain like a new wound touching the wound ointment. There was a cold sensation but the pain was more domineering.
My head feels heavy too. Like sansak that has become months with boxing gloves worn by more than one person.
The scenarios in my mind popped up again. Like Kai and Rania being a real couple after leaving me or me meeting a stranger and becoming my partner.
Kai who suddenly moved without telling me. My father who suddenly became someone who pushed the bell and then I looked up because I did not step in front of someone I missed.
Ken is getting away from me or Yuta and Kale are suddenly coming back to me.
Rania did a crazy act according to my scenario at that time or Mother and Keen separated.
The contents of my head are full of life scenarios that are sometimes of something we think and feel.
Both my eyes began to fall asleep.
There was a drowsiness that could no longer be endured but there were still blemishes in my eyes that were beginning to be seen.
My hands are warm too. Touching someone's hand. I hope it's Kai.
My hearing has returned, voices calling my name are heard repeatedly.
I closed my eyes and said, “You must return.”
“You should go back.”
Tringggg!
Both of my eyes opened as if returning from a journey without illumination and arriving at a brighter space. It feels like it.
Her breaths puffing. Like after being chased and there is also fatigue that suddenly feels even though it does not do exhausting activities.
Sky tried to wake up. Shutting down the alarm clock selects Kai left behind. The alarm clock will ring at 5 p.m.
The clothes he was wearing were still complete. Clothes after camping.
Throat's dry. Head dizzy. His eyelids thicken. His whole body felt full of bruises.
“What Rania still with her?” Sky spoke in his mind.
Both eyes wrinkled because the pain in his head spread to the crown. He woke up with a body condition that is not fit. Lately, his health has been declining.
He always called it, when thinking too much about things—illness will come open the door.
Sky walked with heart-days as his head started making him spin. He took the still intact mineral water on the table. Drinking it was as if it had completely lost body fluids.
Tong!
His eyes closed and opened occasionally. Like I was holding back the pain.
The bell voice he heard was inexhaustible. He walked with his hands touching the wall.
Walking like that made me realize what if behind that door, not someone I knew? What's gonna happen?
“That's not Kai,” both my eyes widen and little by little make thinking clearly.
The step of the time to step back. Before opening it, he must know who is behind the door.
“Ren?”
Sky turned his body. Go back to her room and look at her portrait behind the mirror. He looked at what he saw. “You're a complete mess,” with disheveled hair. Food stains on the cheeks. Shabby clothes because after passing through the dusty streets, then the look on his face like a zombie.
But he's just Ren.
Sky walked back to the door. Without thinking about her portrait behind the mirror. He opened the door and saw Ren with a big smile without caring about the creepy appearance that was in front of him.
I told you he was just Ren.
“You haven't changed clothes?” he said it without feeling awkward after last night.
I don't think Ren and I, are gonna turn out to be awkward. Because it's me and it's Ren. That's the relationship between us I know. After realizing everything, my consciousness had returned from such a long, exhausting dream.
“Yes, I just woke up. What's the matter with you here?”
Ren lifted his crisper bag. The aroma is quite familiar. “Martabak?” exclaim Sky with his expression that Ren must know.
“Now, traveling makes me think like I should see you.”
“Ah..”
“Come in, but you waited a little while is okay?” my many.
“Where are you going?”
“Hey, are you blind or what? You don't see how I am now?”
“Oh, it's okay for me. You just look tired.”
“Ren, are you pretending not to tell the truth or are you just bragging?”
“Hahaha, you're still Sky. I also came suddenly. It's not your fault either and I don't really care about commenting on someone's appearance.”
“Ah, okay. But I still have to clean things up. You just sit down or you can blame the TV, okay?”
“Yes, you also do not need to rush.”
“Oh, Ren. What you brought is mine, right?”
“Hahaha, yes.you can spend it all.”
Tong!
Kai opened the door. “What else?”
“Actually.I lied about someone seeing us. Because I want to be with you.”
“Because Sky does not exist so, you are free to do it?”
“Ya.”
“Rania, the more you do this kind of thing the more I want to stay away. You don't want that to happen, do you?”
“You won't do that.”
Kai's past.
“Where are you going?” shout Rania.
Kai opened the door in front of him.
“Ah...you are so free, huh? Are you guys like this? Entering each other without
as far as the owner's knowledge?”
Kai didn't care and closed the door. He saw a pair of shoes that made him wonder. “Sky?”
There was no answer but he heard the sound of running water. “You took a shower?”
Kai picked up Sky's backpack that was scattered on the floor with his entire bag that was also a mess. “What are you so..”
“Ren?”
“Eh, Kai..”
“What are you doing here, Ren?”
The atmosphere there is.
The glances that were hidden between the two.
As well as the contents of the heart that only each of them knows.
“You yourself...What are you doing here?”
Kai hid behind his laughter. “Aren't you supposed to say..you came for Sky, huh?”
“Isn't that also true for me?” Ren also hid behind his laughter.
“Ah, you brought this...for what?”
“You don't know...what does he like?”
Crews!
“Ren..”
“Ren, are you waiting..”.
Oh, naw!
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