Suddenly
I Know It Isn’t Love

The scenery that has not surrounded me for long enough, this morning feels back to the past.

Not for long, but it's still something that's happened.

Going back to the mode they should have been, that's their word.

I don't know, fashion?

Factory suit?

Isn't that ridiculous?

Just-there's. In the past, it might have sounded painful to me. After a lot of things happened, all I heard was a silly prank that made me want to laugh.

“What makes you happy?” Ken caught me from behind after jumping off a higher surface.

“Sky who walks with a monkey. You want them to say that?”

“No! That's right.”

“Hahaha..”.

“What makes you happy today?”

“They say, back on factory settings.”

“Hah? Kai and..”

“Ya.”

“You all right?”

“Haha, do I look not okay?”

“Hmm, alright.”

“You came just to say that?”

“Ya.”

“Bye, Ken!”

“I'll come stay,” said Ken.

“No, just take your own time!” push Sky with a wave of hands.

Every step of my foot, my ears will hear the rants as they have before.

“Tok..tok..

“Sky!”

My club members throw one another a glance. “Tell me..it's okay. Even if it's bad.”

“You think we're all what? Unless you think otherwise.”

“Hey, be frank..really okay.”.

“Wah, you think otherwise. Just get there after everything that happened?”

“Hahaha, alright. Thank you.”

“Don't hug me!” continued Sky who suddenly made his friends come closer and almost hugged him.

“So, now you two..”.

“Hmm, I don't know.”

“Hey, don't talk about it anymore! Soon it is nearing deadline,” said Ren.

“You're not exciting, Ren.”

“What you think about is the deadline and deadline.”

“How about going to the canteen?” sky said with a big smile.

“Thankful..you remember eating. Unlike...”

Ren cut back, “Hey, you discuss it again, stop!”

“They used to be good friends,” whispered Rara to me.

“What does this have to do with me?” my whiskey.

“Come on,” Rara smiled a glance towards Ren.

“How, so to the canteen?” my stomach is starting to compromise.

“It seems not, I'm sorry. I have class.”

“Others?”

“Alright, I went to the canteen myself.”

“Hey, not like that..”.

“Hah, what's up? Wh why? Its alright. Just to the canteen and do you not know all this time also go alone?”

“But you're fine, right?”

“Iya, fine.”

“Oh, yes..Ren.”

“Iya, Sky?”

“I've sent my part.”

“Oke, have fun. Others please send immediately, yes! At least today.”

“SKY!” simultaneously.

“Hahaha, bye!”

Kai must have seen me…

Like a stranger.

“Neng, okay?”

Sky shook his head and smiled.

“Eat a lot, Neng.”

Suddenly my tears would drip just from hearing that. “Thank you, Ma.”

“Wah, it turns out she was dumped.”

“Only as a game. Turns out Kai breng** also.”

“Indeed he doesn't deserve to be with Kai.”

“Rania is much better. The two of them are really a wealthy couple.”

Sky stared towards the source of the sound. He also smiled with his fingers as if he was telling someone with his various babbles.

It feels really good with a big smile. Those people were too busy with their rantings, to the point of not caring about their appearance. Someone spilled peanut sauce on his own clothes. Some cut their own faces with lipstick.

I don't know, there's just.

Soon those people left. But another sight came to me even closer. Something's happening to me. Leading me to be invisible, fooling myself. Honestly, it is also exhausting, but how else?

“Hai...,” said with a smile that showed her neat rows of teeth and of course no doubt, she was really beautiful.

Yeah, who else. If it wasn't Rania and Kai. Instantly the atmosphere became centered on the scene that was becoming a hot topic like at that time.

Kai is like a robot given life. Rania is like the robot controller. They look like that in my eyes.

“Hai...,” with my calm demeanor, in my opinion. Hope it looks like that.

“You ate alone?”

Ask or mock me?

“Iya.”

“Bby, right?” Rania smiled and glanced at Kai.

“Oh, this is a public place and not mine either,” it feels like to laugh at the atmosphere. Why should someone behave like that? Intentionally show it in that way. Isn't that embarrassing himself? Like a thirst for attention, I somehow explained it. I'm sure I wouldn't do something like that.

“You sure it will be okay?”

What exactly is the purpose?

“Ah, do you care about me? Sure, I'm fine.”

“Wah, you are very strong apparently.”

“That's how.me,” Kai looked at me sharply and quickly made me turn away.

It won't mean anything. It doesn't affect me either.

My eyes focused on the phone screen. Reply to some messages. After what happened, I met some new people who were certainly strangers who accidentally met in a bookstore.

It was no longer the bookstore that had become that memory but, I had found another bookstore that was much closer to the apartment.

“Is he really happy?” Kai who could only speak in his mind.

My food is over just telling me the feeling that's stuck. The feeling I don't know…

What's wrong with him, Kai? Kai kept silent without speaking with an occasional smile on Rania and then briefly fell silent again with a serious expression on his face.

“Where are you going?”

I just said it now I have to say my own words.

“Rome.”

“You ignored me,” said Kai.

Both of my eyes blinked and I don't know what he really wanted?

“Looks like you don't have to worry about that.”

“Ah, is that what you want?”

“Just ask her,” both my eyes are pointing at Rania who is looking at me cynically.

I thought it would be over and it was over.

I don't think Kai would do it either.

What happens, becomes a recurring event that simultaneously breaks the views of others even though I do not care anymore about what they think. But isn't this an overly dramatic story?

Kai leaves Rania and the crowd happens.

My hand is in his hand.

Kai looked serious. Drive with me to get out of the crowd with the ravings that have spread widely.

Still in the same place.

First meeting.

Either with the same feeling or not.

The cup!

I-i know…

I know, it's not love.

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