
“Hahaha..”.
“You believe that?”
“You're outrageous, Kai!”
BRACKET!
The wind that blew helped me close the door with a loud voice.
I thought Kai would come in once the door closed, so Kai sent a message and said he would come back.
Doesn't his speech sound right?
“I'm starting to like Rania.”
Whatdoes thatmean?
Why did Kai have to say that as his joke?
What's on your mind, Kai?
At exactly 12 p.m., Green drove me to the apartment earlier. Even I didn't realize that.
Even though the distance is not far, why does it feel like coming back?
Was I rash to make a decision too soon?
“When are you leaving?” my many.
“Although you know I won't let you appear before me because it will make it harder for me to leave.”
“Aren't you coming back to see me?”
“If it can, Sky. Hey, you're getting meaner from what you said that sounds like holding me back from leaving.”
“If I told you not to go, you would do it?”
“Yes, but you have to accept my confession.”
“Hey, that's coercion!”
“You also did the coercion by detaining someone from going.”
“Hahaha..”.
“What makes you happy?” Green put his hand on the end of my head.
“Ah, sorry...what exactly do you not want to go?” my spoken.
“How can humans survive to age? I didn't know we had a chance to meet or not.”
“Hey, what's up with your words? You really don't want to lose the good looks you got?”
“Looks,” Green with his smile again.
The smile that seems to tell you, you will lose it.
“Thank you for everything, Sky.”
“Why are you thanking me? Even I have hurt you.”
“No, you're just telling the truth.”
“But you just disappeared, Green.”
“Tnight may be an opportunity that comes for me before it passes.”
“Hey, you won't just pass by, Green. We'll meet later.”
“Thank you, you and I met before.”.
“Before what, Green?”
“Before I leave, hahaha.”.
“I told you not to go, you and I are just different continents not the world.”
“It feels like different world, what if it happens?”
“You won't go anywhere, Green.”
“Can I contact you...every time?” he said by ruffling my hair.
“Why are you asking? Of course, you can call me even if it's different.”
“Haha, I'll wake you up.”
“It doesn't matter if you don't talk nonsense, hahaha.”
Green started rubbing my head with the look I was supposed to avoid. “Hey, stop putting my hair up!”
“Why are you trying to avoid my gaze?” said Green. There's no way Green didn't notice.
“No.”
“So, when are you leaving, Green?”
“I told you I won't tell you.”
“I think it's tomorrow, am I right?”
“Maybe,” replied Green.
“Ya,” Green's gaze made me wonder.
“Green..”
Sky stood facing Green. “Alright, I'll be in. Thank you for driving me home and I don't know, hehe..”.
“Are you disappointed?” tanyakanya.
“Entaih, it feels strange but do not know the cause. I hope we can meet and thank you for answering what you've been up to.”.
Nah!
Green hugged me tightly. “I like you, Sky. Can I say that? Haha...,” Green said it right in my ear.
Then take off that hug. Turned from before me and passed.
Sky curled up in a blanket that only showed his eyes.
The lights went out too. Only the projector screen makes the space slightly bright. He watches the same movie—every day he watches it.
His phone kept ringing until the last seconds ran out of power.
He fell asleep and woke up so quickly. Like not wanting to do anything or go anywhere. He also enjoyed his meal in bed.
I heard the door open.
Sky turned his body against the wall. He closed his eyes and made him drown in the blanket.
There were sounds of footsteps approaching. Kai called out to her repeatedly.
“You sleeping?” Kai rubbed my head.
“Ya,” I replied instantly.
“Hahaha, you pretended to sleep.”
“You're starting to like it?”
“Why are you talking about it again? I just..”
“Handering? You're gonna say that? For what, Kai? Why did you suddenly say that on the grounds that you were just joking but it was as if it was true, wasn't it like that?”
“You're starting to like it, Kai?”
“That makes me sick, what do you think as if it really happened and makes me say it like that without me knowing. I'm not serious about what I said and I saw you with Green that night.”
“Green will move and what you see is just a split. Whatever you want, I won't say it like that, Kai. You sound like you said it intentionally.”
“Once you know, why am I doing it? But that's not the case, Sky. I don't have any such intention. I'm just—ntahlah..”
“You met him often after me and you never met?”
“Iya, maybe every day.”
“I think that's the cause,” I replied.
“You have free space you can fill if you want. You're like that, Kai. Now that empty space, is it filled with two doors and makes you confused?”
An empty space you can fill if you want. The empty space for me was a trap for everyone to make their choice. In that choice remains the same as what happens in life; take it or let it go?
The doors are in answer to the choice to be chosen.
If you have knocked it without a doubt before really going in too deep and before the door is closed again, then time will enter your mind with the moment that occurs.
“Sky..”.
Sky brushed off Kai's hand. “That's why you feel confused about the feelings you have, Kai.”
“We can't be like this, Kai. You were in front of me but not exactly.”
“Sky, I'm not serious about what I said.”
“Because of that remark.it affects what I think and your attitude towards me, Kai.”.
“I'm sorry, Sky. I didn't mean it that way.”
“But you feel confused, Kai.”
“Sky, you're not..”
“I think it will happen. Don't you need time to think, Kai?”
“Sky—I don't want that to happen.”
“But it happened, Kai. You need time to think and ascertain what feelings you have but.”.
“But it scares me.”
“That empty space..”
“The empty space you have for me is getting wider.”
“Can you not think about that empty space, Sky? I don't want that to happen. I'm still the Kai you know. I'm sorry, Sky.”
“Then what if you really start to like Rania because you often meet after our relationship like this?”
“You are wrong, Sky. I don't have that feeling.”
“But why do you look confused, Kai?”
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