Suddenly
The Feeling of Falling Apart
“Combined?”
“Iya and you can bring each 1 person.”
Camping out?
“Bring each 1 person? Will there be some kind of game with the past? Wow, that's boring.”
“Hahaha, that is undeniable, Sky. It must have happened.”
“No one is barred from attending except urgent, okay?” said Ren.
“Looks like I can't, Rendra. You don't see the condition of my hand?”
“Rendra?”
“From now on Sky will call me Rendra. That damn stalker why use the same name as me?”
“You still have Kai who can take care of you. So, there's no reason you're not present.”
“Come, Rendra! Lately I'm not feeling well,” Sky is still working.
“My gear felt weird when I heard the name Rendra.”
“Iya, right too. Who's Rendra?”
“Too good that name. I don't want to call him Rendra. Sky, find another name besides Rendra.”
“Hey, taunt me! My name is great.”
“How about, Renren?
“Ya, it's better.”
“Agree!”
“Ya.”
“That doesn't sound weird in my ear.”
“Okay, Renren.”
“Hey, isn't that the same as just repeating one more word?”
“It will be the same. You're still gonna call me, Ren.”
“It's okay. At least be Renren,” Sky replied.
“Alright, call me Renren.”
“Wohoooo!”
At 3pm.
Sky woke up with his head feeling dizzy.
Both of his eyes opened faintly. His left hand was heavy.
A clear snoring sound was heard.
Both of his eyes were starting to see clearly.
Kai was in his left hand. The man fell asleep in a sitting position. The wall clock shows at 3pm.
“Kai...,” Sky rubbed the edge of Kai Kapala.
“Hmm?”
I can't help Kai waking up. Smile at me and give me a kiss. His look made me unable to turn. Just looking at it won't bore me.
“Your head still hurts? You keep delirious by saying that,” he said.
“Yes, a little sick. Did I really say that?”
Kai hauled in still looking at me. Then sit near me. “How did you fall? You daydreaming?”
“Iya, while crossing in the crowd. No serious injuries just crack.”
“Just the same, you're sloppy.”
Sky just smiled.
“Pardon all my words.”
“Do you keep getting bored with me?”
“I didn't say like that.”
“But you've said it like that. Shouldn't we be over, Kai? You're bored of me.”
Kai held my hand. “Sky, not like that.”
“You've said it, Kai.”
“You want to just end up, Sky?”
“Ya.”
“Alright, we end it.”
Sky stepped away.
“Where are you going? You think it's that easy to end a relationship?”
Kai's footsteps sounded fast. His hand held the door and made it close again.
Being in front of me is like being in front of me.
Sky also did not turn away from his sight.
Now they were like freaks looking at each other without saying anything.
So long.
The pain on my ship is not over.
I slept too long and even missed breakfast and lunch.
Kai got closer making my heart beat as if it was beating for him for the first time.
It's like confessing you're in love with her.
“What are you doing?” Sky stepped back.
“Try to take back what I have?”
“You see me like an item?”
“Hah? You expect me to take you back? Didn't you end it all, Sky?”
“Stop messing around, Kai!”
“Did I look playful all this time?”
“You played me recently with Rania. You're hugging. Ignored me. In fact, you guys really look like a real couple.”
“So, are you jealous? Rania and I are like that and that close. Ah, so all this time you've been pretending to be okay? In fact, there's a lot you crave.”
Sky stared at Kai.
“That makes me tired,” Kai passed me.
There was no response from Sky.
Sky walked backwards until he got closer to Kai. Turning his body facing Kai with his head lowered and also his eyes closed.
“What do you want?” Kai peeked between the strands of my hair that covered my face.
Suddenly…
It drives me crazy and…
Admitting my relationship with Kai is really weird.
Both of my hands were coiled around her waist. My ship clung to her chest with the sound of my sobbing that suddenly pushed me to cry for no definite reason.
Kai returned the hug so tightly. Then I lifted my head. Removing my tears and…
Yep.
That's to be.
When that visibility happens then it will happen too.
Kai hugged me back after that happened.
“You are weird,” said Kai.
Sky did not answer.
“You don't want to talk?”
No more answers.
“Sky, hey!”
“I smell strange smells..”
“From my hair.”
Sky let go and opened the door to get out.
“Where to?”
“Mandi,” reply Sky with no expression.
“Hahaha, yes your hair smells.”
But Kai pulled his hand and pecked his head. “I lied,” he told me.
“You also smell and also weird.”
BRACKET!
Sky opened the door again.
“Sky?”
“Saturday next week do you have free time?” ask Sky.
“What's up?”
“Club my photo will be camping and I can take me to come with me. Can you?”
“Hmm..”
“Can't.”
“Can't? Do you have an appointment?”
“Iya, there is a promise..It has been a long time also made that promise.”
“Where are you going?”
“That day was a birthday, Rania.”
Rania's?
Whoa!
After being taken flying now allowed to fall.
“Oh, alright.”
Sky closed the door again.
Her feelings were again turbulent hearing only one name spoken from Kai's mouth and happened again, again, and again.
Like it never ends. Give each other a distance to stay away.
My feelings of dread continued to haunt me until the day of camping arrived.
“Hey, I told you you can bring someone to participate,” said Renren who saw the faces of his members only.
“You alone did you also bring someone?”
“No because there is no.”
“Hahaha, it doesn't need to be that clear.you become pathetic looking.”.
“Hei!”
“Sky, what's wrong with you? You're quieter than usual. Why did you come alone?”
Kiya pulled Renren as well as the rest of the members, then they spoke silently. “Hey, shut up! Let her have fun together here and forget for a moment about Kai.”
“What did they break up?”
“No.”
“Hey, keep that voice down!”
“So that happened with them?”
“Kai celebrates Rania's birthday.”
“Ah, because they are indeed close friends?”
“Yes, even their families know each other.”
“Wah, I don't know how I would feel if I became Sky.”
“Lately their relationship is not as good as usual. You realize no? Sky is also not as happy as usual.”
“So..it led you to not invite anyone with you?”
“Yes, I remember what Sky did to me. She's so good to me.”
“Isn't he supposed to be happier?”
“Hey, don't make me cry! Huwaaahhh..”.
Sky was crying and they laughed at him.
“Hey, why are you laughing at me? Huwaaahh..”.
“Come, we have fun!”
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