Suddenly
A Little Walk into the Past and Walk in Place in the Present

Everything that comes from the past is like an unresolved mystery. Always protracted not knowing when it's finished or not knowing how to end it, isn't it like that?

Sky was on the balcony not only accompanied by his daydreams but also his visibility—his views outwards. Whether Kai was intentional or not, Kai and Rania were talking outside the apartment facing right towards the balcony. Either they realize my existence or they don't.

They don't seem to talk like two people who just talk to each other on various topics but they look like a couple who are in a fight situation with each other fighting.

Watching it makes me uncomfortable. What if it happens to me?

Rania is seen closing both eyes. Kai hugged her. From the look of his eyes that noticed the scene, like seeing a couple who was making up after a tiring quarrel.

What are they talking about?

What did they decide?

Are they crying each other in that embrace?

Do they have a chance to be together?

Kai clasped both hands of Rania, they also stared at each other. Her fingers, which were usually on both of my cheeks, were now on Rania. The scene hugged each other.I have to look back.

Ting!

“We are both tired. We talk tomorrow.”—Kai

Sky saw it for a moment before it completely passed—the sight of two people who were holding hands.

“You have warm hands.”—Sky

Sky closed the door. Turn off the lighting in his entire room and leave only his sleeping lights. His phone was in the drawer, though it sounded like his phone was shaking.

His two eyes tried to fall asleep like forgetting for a moment what happened today.

Yeah, just forget about it for a second.

Kai was just next door but it felt like there was such a long distance.

“Says, you'll be back.”—Sky

Surrender!

I don't think I can do it. In addition to holding on to the time—not yet time to fall asleep. His words were jolly in my head.

“Not now.”—Kai

It was like being trapped in a vacuum.

Giving hope but that hope is not really there.

“Ah, did you change your mind?”—Sky

“Ya.”—Kai

Yea?

That only?

“Because of Rania you changed your mind?”—Sky

My feelings are not good. Like the fault was with me or I was just a shadow between them.

“If you don't know anything don't talk.”—Kai

If you don't know anything don't talk?

Should I believe.that's what Kai said to me?

Sky stared at the screen of his phone for so long. Already a few times the mouth said the same words— Kai.

“Iya, I do not know anything.”—Kai

One hand clenched. There was a sense of tightness in his chest. An unbearable feeling. Sky decided to lie down with the position of the body on the left side and a thicker pillow while sighing slowly.

His chest felt full. Like someone was pressing hard on his chest. “I have to take medicine,” Sky is looking for a medicine that he should take but again the world is not on his side. “What is my best day?” buying drugs online will take time. While buying it at the pharmacy Kak Grace only takes 5 minutes.

“Halo, Brother..”

“Sky, something happened?” Grace's sister is always on standby.

“Kak, it looks like GERDku..”

“Hey, what are you thinking?”

“I will deliver the medicine to you,” continued Grace.

“I'll be there, Kak.”

“Yakin?”

“Iya.”

“Alright, the prescription medicine you sent me will be prepared. But, are you sure you'll take it yourself?”

“I'll be there soon,” Sky waved his hand and Brother Grace realized that.

Crews!

“Hai!”

“Sit down, I'll come to you.”

Grace's sister approached me with 1 bottle of mineral water and medicine. He also nagged like a Brother to his Brother. “You should sleep after this, you understand?”

Sky gave money to Grace but was rejected. “Kak, why?”

“You can't pay.”

“Why?”

“You forgot what I said?”

Ah…

Because for Grace, it's urgent and she needs to do that. Not just for me but for everything. From what Kak Grace did, there was not a single person who actually played around because he knew that fact and hoped that it would not happen.

“I almost forgot about it. Hopefully there will never be people who play around because of the good intentions of this Brother,” Sky said by holding both hands Grace.

Grace smiled at me and said, “If there is, it looks like she has to learn from her life.”

“Welcome,” Grace told someone who just walked into the pharmacy.

“Sky?”

Sky turned its head towards the sound source, “Green?”

“Wah, what a coincidence that you guys know each other. Can you take her back home?” said Grace to Green with a smile.

“No! My home is just a few steps from here. Hehe....,” Sky shook his head with an illuminating gesture of his hand.

“Hey, you think we're strangers. You don't look okay either. I'll take you,” said Green.

“Do you not want to buy..”

“Can later after dropping you off,” cut Green.

“I leave it to you, huh? He is really weak,” said Sister Grace with a glance at me.

“Saw Grace!” I whispered in her ear with a look on my face that seemed to be warm to her, why did you say that to her?

“And also sloppy,” connect Green.

“Ah, yes. You're right too.”

My worries suddenly appeared. What if you meet Kai with Kai who is still with Rania?

“Why did you bother driving me? Even in a minute until.”

“What happened to your hand?”

“Someone pushed me and was lucky it wasn't that bad.”

“You were pushed by someone but you still said lucky?”

“At least it's not that bad and my life is still safe.”

“Well, do you have any enemies? Wasn't that person deliberately tripping you?”

“Entah, we can't ask everyone to like us..Isn't it like that?”

“Looks like I didn't include those guys?” Green looked at me with a smile.

“Iya...hah?”

“Haha, isn't it like that, Sky?”

“I'm not part of those who don't like you,” Green continued.

“Ah..”

“Iya, haha..”

The journey by foot is not 5 minutes but it feels like more than that. Though, I just said that I'll be there soon.

“To here only,” my words.

“No, I'll send it right up on your doorstep.”

“With you dropping me off..”

“I think you need my help.”

“Hah?” I don't understand what Green said. But the look in his eyes looked like he had found something interesting and wanted to show it to me.

“I'll take you.”

“Hmm, alright.”

My mouth said yes but honestly my heart was also turbulent.

“Did something happen to you?” tanyakanya.

“What does it look like?” my many.

“Wah, you haven't changed. You're always honest,” he said.

‘You haven't changed?’

“Ah, how can you know?”

“Come,” Green smiled.

Green said..Why makes me wonder?

“Sam..”

Kai and Rania are in front of me.

“Nothing,” sound Green slim.

What does he mean? ‘We are both tired. We talk tomorrow.’ What is in front of me now?

He can be with Rania but doesn't want to take his time for me.

“Green, thank you for driving me.”

“Rest and take the medicine,” Green rubbed my head.

I don't want to look like I'm caught off guard. As soon as Green waved his hand at me. I don't think Kai and Rania exist.

Go in and close the door.

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