Suddenly
Fall in love with it…

If there's no agenda for this camp, I think I'm going to go crazy. Spending time that will run longer— times like this happen.

Even though I seemed to be having fun with the sound of my laughter which really made the club members continue to warn me because of my uncontrollable laughter, it did not mean that I did not think about what was happening to me.

Occasionally, it seemed to remind me that I still had something stuck.

Carrying a cell phone in a place like this also becomes free and that helps me quite a bit. At least not seeing any trace of Kai contacting me.

“Hey, what are you thinking?”

“Hey, you almost made it scattered,” Renren accidentally hit me from behind.

“You are overreacting,” he said.

“Not help me, don't you see what I brought?”

“You're not that weak.”

“Hey, I only rely on one hand. Well, you really, yeah.”

“Hahaha, you can do it.”

“Ren..”

“Why? I told you to have fun.”

“Yes, I just thought about it.at least I don't need to contact him but occasionally also disturb my mind.”.

“Just upload it in nothing. You know, right? Someone beside us at the moment..will not always or remain with you.”.

“You're still the same, Renren. Losing someone makes you change your mindset.”

“Hahaha, your voice calling me by that name feels awkward. At least that's my way of surviving.”

“Iya, that's weird. All right, you're Ren but you're not a stalker.”

“Hey, it pisses me off why would that stalker have the same name as me?”

“Hey, friends! From today call our chairman this to Ren back,” shouted Sky.

“Finally.new I realized a few days ago it feels strange to call him by that name.”

“Iya, really weird.”

“That pisses me off why that damn guy should have the same name as our kind-hearted chairman, hahaha.”.

“Hey, stop your bullshit! Good-natured head?”

“I should thank you, don't you guys always try to adjust what happened to me?” Sky lowered his head.

“Hey, you won't cry anymore, will you?”

“Blessed, you should also try to be happy.”

“We are not here to try to adjust the circumstances that are with you. It's just that you never look at feathers, Sky.”

“And that's why everyone wants you to also think of yourself before everyone else.”

“In this way, at least you can love yourself more.”

“Whoaa! Can I go for a minute alone? I don't want you to see me..”.

“Hahaha, you want to cry again?”

“Iya,” Sky closed both eyes with one hand.

Members of his club surrounded each other. “Cry,” they said with a cheer and then a moment became silent and only the sound of Sky crying.

Kai, are you having fun with Rania too? The contents of my head say it over and over again with illustrations of Kai and Rania's faces that look like a couple who should be celebrating a birthday.

“You're really not dating?” said Rania's mother who had noticed the movements between Kai and Rania.

“No,” replied Kai and Rania compact.

“You suck at lying. You guys are dating, right?” Rania's mother is still chortling.

“No, Bu.”

“Really, Kai? Is Rania not enough to make you fall in love?”

“Rania has many men who are in love with her,” Kai replied.

“Hey, what are you talking about? You want my mom to think to me?”

“Lantas why didn't you fall in love with her, Kai?”

It's a birthday celebration, why should I answer questions out of context?

“Kai..the person already has one, Bu.”

“Still girlfriend, right?” Rania's mother smiled widely with the look of her sharp eyes. Those eyes were also on Rania.

What is Sky doing now? Is he having fun? Does he think of me as I think of him?

“Kai and I will remain as before and now. Isn't that right, Kai?” Rania blinked her eyes.

“You know who her boyfriend is?” Rania's mother was still not satisfied asking.

“He amazed me, Mom. Deserve a Kai who sucks about love really likes it and makes Kai level up a little though still lousy.”

“Hey, you said I suck but you couldn't make your own choice. So, I'm a little better than you.”

“Because you rejected me, Kai.”

Instantly the mood changed. Look at Rania's mother's eyes watching me. “Ah, Mother's child was rejected and your relationship is still like this?”

“I told you Kai and I will always be like this, Mum.”

“Iya, Rania and Kai have always been like that, Mom.”

“You still call me, Mother?” Rania's mother pointed at me.

“Hei, Mom! Kai had long called that name. Don't you love Kai more than I do even Mom's real son?”

“I'm sorry, Mom. It is like that the reality,” I said.

Kai nodded. “Very.”

“You sure, Kai? Sure Rania won't make you waver?”

Wobbled?

“Bu! Why say a no-no to Kai?” Rania grabbed my hand and got out of the seat.

“Go and have fun,” his mother said.

Kai took off Rania's hand. Hugged Rania's mother and walked out. “Hey, where are we going?” said Rania who tailed behind Kai.

“Where do you want to go?”

“Come, but your mind is not here.only your body is with me,”.

Kai was silent as if confirming Rania's speech.

“I'm sorry, makes you have to take time for me.”

“Hey, don't I always keep my promises?”

“Ah, you came to keep your promise not because of me?”

“Because of you too.”

“Alright, you should have fun with me today.”

“OK, where are you going?”

“Watching movies and dinner,” Rania exclaims happily.

“Alright, is that what you want as your birthday gift from me?”

“Yes, you too..,” voice Rania shriveled.

“What? What did you say?”

“No,” Rania evasive.

It's getting late, while Kai and Rania are spending some time together. Sky and the club members spent their night before the camp ended.

“Did you ever like someone until today, Mr Chairman?”

Everyone asks free questions to anyone. That's game.

“There is, but unfortunately I have always liked someone who has had a girlfriend.”

“Wah!”

What are you doing, Mr Chairman?” ask Sky.

“Hmm, trying to express my feelings. But if that person I like really likes his partner, I will stop liking him even if it takes time.”

“Kan, still girlfriend, Mr. Chairman. Right no, guys?” Kiya cheered and made everyone cheer as well.

Not only has Ren been to one school with me but Kiya is too.

“Sky..”.

“Iya?”

“Nothing, ask about anything to me.”

“How can you like it?”

“How can you like, Kai?”

“Hmm, like Kai?”

“Liking Kai is the same as going inside sometimes a tiger or something. But is not the heart and mind that have been united to each other can not be denied to avoid the feelings that we have?”

“Whoaa!”

“You really like it.”

“From the heart, you really like it that way.”

“Yes, Kai is really popular. It's natural you say it like that.”

“But you're just as valuable as you are. Not who should be worth it but who has captivated his heart.”

“Hey, where did you get those words from? Hahaha.”.

“Joes words do always make us look up but unfortunately he always hurt.”

“Hey, are you mocking me? Those who reject me really don't know that I'm this attractive,” Joes said exclaiming with pleasure.

“Stop! I think that's what made them reject you.”

“I like you, Sky.”

Suddenly…

Everyone looked at each other in the same direction.

Instantly the atmosphere became silent.

“Kai..”.

“Iya?”

“I can no longer pretend.”

“You have to finish your meal,” Kai seems to understand what Rania is going to say.

“I like you, Kai.”

“Truly, like you.”

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