Suddenly
Undefined Feelings
“What did you do during the relationship..which is actually not over?” kai's voice described the atmosphere that was unfolding. The early morning atmosphere is too early.
Kai called me at 3 in the morning.
“Sure, it's not easy and you still ask?” Sky who looked astonished by the question posed by Kai.
“I thought you'd be normal.”
“Hey, isn't that you? You're avoiding me, Kai. You also disappeared.”
“No, I became a stalker. Do you realize that?”
“Ah, are you following me? I don't know because I daydream too often.”
“Why do you always wake up?” kai's alarm went off at 3am and always called me. Sometimes I wake up and I can't.
“Entai, suddenly.”
“What's up? Something bothering you?” my many. Kai's voice sounded like that.
“Aren't I too mean to you?” Kai suddenly said that.
“Hah, evil? Why do you think the no-no? Hmm, but..”
“Low you can also think like that and we just got back after..”.
“1 or almost 2 months, right?”
“More precisely 1 year, hahaha.”.
“That's 1 year, Kai?”
“Ya.”
“You want to know what's on my mind?”
“Yes, that's my goal because lately I have been having strange feelings,” Kai said.
Strange feelings…
An undefined feeling, isn't it like that?
The feeling of undefined tang made everyone feel indecisive with his choice.
“Start!”
Kai and Green are just as crazy.
Looks like a really hungry person.
What's on their minds? Seeing so much food was enough to make me nauseous.
Rania does not turn to Kai, as if she hopes the victory is with Kai and he will be chosen.
I thought Kai would take me because he would know that I can't wait for the movie to release.
Are they planning to watch it together?
It makes me have a strange feeling but it can still be defined, it's between sad and happy.
Sad, Kai actually invited Rania to watch together. Although I did not know the true facts but it managed to get inside my mind and various precepts emerged.
Green cut the steak into two pieces and devoured them one by one.
Kai mixes the steak with spaghetti and devours it by trying to increase the diameter of his mouth.
“Hey, I don't think you need to spend it all. You will have stomach pains,” I said.
They just shook their heads while Rania said, “You think Kai will take you? That's my ticket and Kai.”
“I attach more importance to their circumstances than that ticket. Can watch it another day,” reply me.
“Alright, you good guy!” saith.
“People good?”
“Yes, didn't they label you like that?”
“Ah, you secretly noticed me?” my reply.
“I?”
“Hey, are you proud of that designation?”
“I've never heard of it..or don't-don't you yourself make that designation?” it felt like ending it immediately but Rani kept luring me to respond.
“In addition to you being too confident you are also shameless, who do you think you are?” he said deliberately raising the volume of his voice.
“Nobody and you're not my friend either.”
“You are also not anyone.”
“Kai mean?”
“Sky who will watch with me.”
At 5 a.m.
Both my eyes felt a little heavy. The wind that blows little by little drugged me. Keep both my eyes open and closed. But the voice I can still hear.
“I regret it..let him rent an actual apartment that is more than the current apartment.”
“Am I not late, Sky? Why did I decide to move? Why is it so easy to do it?”
“What did Green tell you? Isn't that just a week or two?”
“Hmm, actually..”.
The atmosphere changed because of Kai.
“And you're happy to hear it?” Rania with her sharp gaze and followed with her unrelenting scolding.
“Why should he? You too?” Rania pointed towards Green.
“What are you guys from him?”
“Kai! Why are you acting silly with a ticket that should have been mine?”
“Ticket is mine!”
“Stop this silly game!”
“Are you happy or are you confused because there are two options in front of you? Ah, no..Have I not called it wrong?”
“Kai is with me so, she's mine. Stop interrupting other people's relationships!”
Disturbing other people's relationships?
“Disturbing other people's relationships?” my spoken.
Kai shook his head gesturing at me.
“Ticket is mine! Didn't we have a deal, Kai?” green's speech that made Rania return with energy that seemed to be not going to run out.
“Ticket is mine! Kai bought it for me. You can say it like that. You can take her to watch but this ticket still applies to me.”
All because of tickets.
A ridiculous race for a ticket.
I want it so much but not this way.
Kai bought it for me.
Kai bought it for Rania.
“Hmm, actually..”.
Kai made me curious about his words. His voice also made me wonder.
“What do you want to say?”
“Hmm..”
“He just made sure of it, whether he would do it or not. Like I said it makes me sorry.”
“I don't understand what you mean, Kai.”
“Can you just forget about it? It was the same as talking about my stupidity that almost lost you for giving others a chance.”
“You doubt me, Kai? You think it's that easy with such a short time I can establish a new relationship with a different person?”
“Now, that's what I had in mind at the time.”
“That disappointed me, Kai. Like you're not what I know. If you say that, you're the one who ended the relationship and we just got back from the relationship that ended.”
“Didn't you ever like it?” Kai talks about the past.
“Iya, but it's the past.”
“Why did you stop liking him?”
“You want me to still like it, Kai?”
The mouth fight between Rania and Green was getting fiercer.
“Ticket is mine!”
“That's mine!”
“Hey, Kai started and I got the ticket.”
“Wah! You can't read the mood?”
“Hahaha, isn't that all you want? As Kai said to you.”
“Hey, are you amusing yourself? Haha, isn't that painful? Green, you fool!”
“Then what are you?”
“Forcing wills like the way you show everyone?”
“Close your mouth!”
“You faster shut up.”
“Ticket is mine!”
The atmosphere of the crowd illustrates how much everyone wants it.
Like I said. Right now I'm between sadness and happiness. Even if it just looks so ordinary.
“You okay?” he said that was certainly aware of the look on my face.
“Yes, fine. Does that make you uncomfortable?”
“Hmm, bit.”
“But..”.
“I think I...”
“Where are you going, Green? It will soon begin.”
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