Suddenly
All Day
“You are sure of the decision you chose?”
“You are only as a tenant,” replied Kai.
“Wah! Did you really take it off?”
“Didn't you like it?”
“Are you going to be okay?“ Green was staring with a serious look but Kai Green seemed to be doing it on purpose.
“Are you not supposed to be ready?”
“Sky will reject me, so you mean?” Green understood the direction Kai said to her.
“I didn't say it. Ah, have you become unconfident?”
“What if he accepts me?”
“That was his choice and had nothing to do with me,” Kai took the file that was in Green's hands. “Alright, I think I should go.”
“He used to like me,” Green said making Kai's footsteps stop.
“Nice to hear it,” Kai closed the door.
Kai looked at the door next to him. His mind became chaotic. Think back to what happened in his life, especially those moments.
It's getting closer. Really close. His hands touched the buttons on the door. “Is it replaced?” his voice was clear and would not be heard in the ears.
There was a fight in his mind. Something that he could not control kept pushing a yes to do it, a feeling that could not be stemmed.
The more you try to avoid the less you want to lie to yourself.
There was a sound of Green changing passwords.
It..tit…
“I don't think he's really gone,” Green closes the door again.
Kai closed his eyes. Not believing what he was doing. He regrets it but not really.
At 8am on Saturday. Sky will wake up at 10. But that was when he was still with her. His footsteps have not changed but his mind just wandered to remember the togetherness he had been through.
The lights are still out. There was a shadow from his sleeping lamp that was still on. “Kurasa..”.
Crews!
Damnit damnit!
Kai sighed. He stepped on the cover of the rolling parfume. Sky would be furious if he knew he stepped on it but it wouldn't happen. I was almost struck by an emotion I couldn't contain.
Sighing once more. His footsteps began to slowly move. The room was cleaner than he knew before. Is he eating right?
No need to go any further. Sky's existence had made him freeze. Someone he misses is asleep.
Is he waiting for me too?
Because of that, he didn't change his password?
Kai is getting closer.
His hands could no longer hold him.
His fingertips started touching the hair of someone who was still asleep. Make her smile by just looking at it. “Didn't we both not warm it?” Kai spoke in his mind.
Kai turned his back before something happened that didn't want it to happen. But it became increasingly difficult for him.
In fact, he wanted to sleep on that sofa and when Sky would know when he woke up.
Do I have to do it?
But isn't it the right time?
Kai sat on the sofa. Looking up at Sky's face.
“Why did we end up like this? Don't we both want it?”
Kai closed his eyes with both hands.
The battle between his heart and mind was still fierce.
Even Kai had no plans if today he would be caught off guard.
Can you get caught by Sky or Green?
But from that choice, it was better to be caught off guard by Sky than Green who had to acknowledge the fact that I was sneaking around.
“I can no longer hold it,” Kai turned his body and…
Yep.
The cup!
His feet move fast. Closing the door with mixed feelings.
Even though no one saw it. He went back inside and returned what he should have returned but in the end he just became a coward and passed.
At 10 am.
My eyes were heavy, and he bit his lips…
“Wah, it is rare for my lips to become moist..,” Sky smiled. Open a little window. Turn off his sleep lights and light the lighting in his room.
Today he will check the actual apartment that is not far from his current apartment. It was just that it was not as close as the places he used to visit.
It made him hesitate and think again and again.
Like being in between believing and not believing or wondering why he did it?
It is like escaping reality as it has been before. Will he always be like that?
“Wah!” Sky found the parfume lid he was looking for broke on the floor.
“Cracked?”
“I don't think I stepped on it.”
“Luckily it's up,” Sky picked it up and dumped it in the trash.
Followed him all day.
But Kai's shadow always accompanied him.
Keep him awake not to let his guard down.
Reminds me of that day, who pushed me?
“How do you like?”
“You like?”
“Iya.”
“Alright, I have the file ready.”
“Hah?”
“Didn't you agree?”
“Agree?”
“You just said, yes.”
“Shortly..”.
“There's a coming and you'll lose it.”
Her loss?
Nah!
“Alright, agree.”
“Good!” said it.
While retrieving the file he meant. That guy talks a lot. “The person I just said it really forced me to give the apartment to her. But..you came over and over again and it looks like you need it more.”
“Really? How can you think like that?”
“You have doubts, right? That doubt reminds me of the past.”
All about the past, why is it like that?
I came because of the past.
“About that person why urge you?” my many.
“What else if not..the person already knows the occupant next door,” he replied.
“It looks like among them one there is a..”.
“Iya, that person seems to like the next-door occupant.”
“Do you have a boyfriend?” tanyakanya.
“Hmm, between no and yes.”
“Therefore you came here?”
“Ya, right.”
“The inhabitant next door is really handsome,” he whispered.
“Oh..”
“Wah, you just broke up, huh?”
“Looks, yes.”
“Quiet you still have plenty of time to get a chance back.”
“Thank you.”
Sky re-examined the files that he really had to look at.
The man continued to talk about the past.
It reminds me more of Kai.
What's gonna happen next?
Will it really end?
Kai and Rania, are they together?
Establish the proper relationship?
“That's the next occupant I mean,” he said.
But I'm not interested.
“Enjoy!” said again.
“Do you ever regret a breakup that does not even need a breakup?”
“Are you in that position?” the guy turned the question around for me.
“Ya, does it look obvious?”
“Yes, like I told you. You need this apartment.”
“Bapak is talking about apartment?”
“Hahaha, isn't it tiring to talk about the past?”
“But I told you at length about the past?”
“Because it's fun but at the same time exhausting.”
Pleasurable…
Exhausting…
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