DIARY ZARA
8. The series of dreams after prayers istikharah 1

In the worst of circumstances, there was not a single person who dared me to ask for help.

Suddenly it came to my mind one name "RANGGA" not sodara, not friends or relatives. I only talked a few times when shopping.

Zara asked Allah for guidance with the prayer of Istikharah and got a dream that seemed like the dream continued.

The first dream that makes Zara dare to get closer to Rangga.

Zara arrives at SR Wholesale. The state of SR Wholesale differs from SR Wholesale which is in the real world.

"A hilmi, where is A Rangga? " Tanya Zara asked a Hilmi who was squatting tidying up the cardboard.

"There's tea busy in the barn. " Answer a Hilmi.

"Oh yaudah, I shop first. " Answer Zara.

"Yes, I can have some tea. "

"A kok deserted his goods on where this new renovation yes. "

"Yes, in the new tea is finished renovation, it is usual to improve again. A Rangga is also busy cleaning up the warehouse. " Answer a Hilmi.

The atmosphere inside SR wholesale is not like in the real world, Rather strange, Different.

Yesterday after 3 months Zara did not set foot on the wholesale SR for real. Suddenly fitting Zara into SR again, the atmosphere was changed completely exactly as what was seen at the beginning of my dream.

"Kok can be the same as the arrangement of his goods, his shelves, exactly like what I saw in my dream. " Zara spoke to herself in heart when yesterday for the first time Zara set foot again for real in SR Wholesale.

Back to my dreams.

"Zara let's go home, is it done, right? " it was clear A Rangga's voice but his face was not clearly visible.

"Udah. " Answer Zara.

Zara walks home with Rangga. Besides the SR Wholesale there is a 2-story building that stole Zara's attention.

Two-story old shophouse building, without glass, without doors, walls full of green moss, very dark inside, really this building is unkempt or even untouched.

Just write the name on the building a large neon box that reads "SOURCE REZEKI 2" against the background of mustard yellow, black writing, and, on the left side is the SR logo with the letters related to S and R in a white striped box.

"A Rangga what building is it? Zara just saw." asked Zara who was walking behind A Rangga.

"Oh, that's the building we're going to fill, we fill up together later because I want to get out of this place. This is my brother's place, I want to move to that place with you." Reply Rangga.

"Oh yes." Zara replied, while continuing to pay attention to the building.

Are you sure Rangga will fill the building, it seems that it takes a long renovation process to be able to be reused the building. " Zara spoke inwardly.

This dream that makes the beginning of Zara closer to Rangga at that time.

Dream of two.

Zara shopping to SR as usual, At the cashier Zara jokingly laughed with a Fadli because she saw something funny, but on the other hand a Rangga who had been packing bulk oil, since then, squatting while looking at me with a blank look.

"The ladder, the real work, at that time oil spilled everywhere. " A Fadli shouted while laughing startling Rangga who had not focused on work since.

Zara just glanced at him and smiled.

"Udah finished Zara. "a Fadli gave her the bon.

"Yes, thank you a." Zara exited the store to the car and started the car.

"Tok. tok. tok. " arrived Rangga knocked on the side glass of my car door.

"Why? " Zara asked and lowered my windshield.

"Wait for me, I have something to explain. " Rangga said with an extremely chaotic look of her eyes and face.

"What else to explain. " Tanya Zara was upset.

"Wait for me, I want to talk. " Rangga kept talking like that.

"That's it. " Zara closes the car glass and goes from the parking lot to wholesale SR.

In the real world, it turns out that after Zara tried to get closer to Rangga, it was very difficult. Not even as familiar as before I messaged after my divorce.

Back when I was Ditto's wife, Zara was familiar and could chat with Rangga, not as complicated as now.

Third dream.

Still in the same place SR Wholesale.

After finishing shopping, A Fadli told me to bring my own indomie to the warehouse because the buyer rame once.

"Zara can take her own noodles right. there is Rangga kok in the warehouse." Ask a Fadli

"Ready a, Ga anything Zara can." Answer Zara

The barn door was closed, I tried to knock on the door.

"A Ranges.. A Rangga's.. " Zara called but there was no sound from inside.

Zara tried to open the door.

"Oh my God, it's a mess." Zara spoke to herself as she stepped in trying to get past the cardboard boxes that were strewn about even stepping on them was difficult."

"A Ranges.. A Ranges.." Zara kept calling and searching for her whereabouts.

"What?" A Rangga replied that he was sitting on a cardboard box holding a red bon in his hand.

"I want to take indomie, the others are busy, tell them to take it for themselves. " Answer Zara.

"Tuh take a corner there. "pointing Rangga.

"Ok. thanks. " Answer Zara.

Zara brought back 2 dus instant noodles.

Suddenly Rangga pulled my hand tightly.

"Don't go.. " Rangga looked at me deeply.

"You why A Rangga? " ask Zara.

Rangga pulled me to sit next to him.

"Don't go again.. I need to explain something to you?" Rangga said with a deep look and his face looked extremely chaotic.

A Rangga's... A Rangga's.. The freight car came in wait outside.

Mang Dedi suddenly walked into the warehouse.

"Yes I'm home. " Zara let go of Rangga's hand which still held Zara's hand tightly, It hurts so much.

A few days later, it happened in the real world. When I met Rangga for real in the first warehouse when my mother was not in the hospital, the second when my mother was in the hospital ICU.

All the events with Rangga are always seen first in my dreams.

"Maybe it was all just a coincidence. " Zara always speaks in her heart like that.

Dream of four.

There's a wedding celebration at my house.

Zara was surrounded by grandparents, grandmothers, ua, uncles, aunts all my family who had died told me to choose a wedding dress for me to wear.

"Zara, which one are you trying to choose? " My aunt showed me some really beautiful wedding dresses.

"From the beginning Zara's eyes were fixed on the black dress and tried her. " This one is Tan, Zara likes it.

"Black wedding dress time?" my grandfather suggested to choose another one.

Zara tried all the dresses provided. But Zara's choice returned to the black dress that Zara first wanted.

"Tante Zara wants to keep this one with no other." Zara is left with her choice. Don't want to change.

"You are stubborn. Yes it is up to you. Hunt use hunt start later the deal." My grandfather said with a slight annoyance.

When viewed in the real world. After Zara tried to find and find another soul mate, still Zara's small heart wanted her to marry Rangga, because Rangga was the only person in Zara's heart all this time. How hard you resist, stay away, avoid. Zara's heart remains confident in choosing Rangga regardless of Rangga's bad good nature. Not change anything. But Zara also has to accept the fact that Rangga never loved Zara. Rangga never wanted Zara. Zara is trying to reconcile and accept this reality.

Dreams of five

Zara back to SR Wholesale.

"Hay Zara." Sapa Teh Syifa sat at the cashier table.

"Hay tea, new atmosphere yes tea. Very cool. " Zara said to Syifa's tea.

Zara saw the change of SR Wholesale to 3 floors by using the elevator.

The first floor starts from the display of clothes, furniture, optical glasses and pharmacy. Everyone is busy arranging things for the grand opening in one week.

The second floor contains a snack of all the food there by using a gondola rack.

"Let's go with the tea and see everything." The image accompanied me to look around the susana inside.

The 3rd floor is empty.

"What does this image want to fill?" Ask Zara.

"This is specifically for the storehouse of stock goods in tea, everything is arranged here. Just not done yet, there's still a week left for the grand opening." Clear image to me.

"Oh yes. A Which rangga?" Ask Zara

"So again in front of a conversation with a supplier." Answer Imagery.

"Oh yeah it's nothing. I want to continue looking down. " Zara headed for the elevator to return to the 1st floor.

Zara walked to the back. There are some rooms blocked. It turns out here devoted to heavyweight groceries, a block of wheat flour, a block of bulk oil, and his friends.

"Eh Zara, here and there. I'm in charge of this now." Vishnu invites me to take a special look at the flour area.

"Oh you hold the flour." Ask Zara while laughing.

"Yes, A Rangga could bear Zara for his duties. My body's biggest, I'm in the heavyweight section." Vishnu.

"You're nothing, you're strong." Zara laughs.

"Have you seen her?" Rangga approached me and immediately sat in front of me who was standing.

"Udah. So it's so broad now, huh?" Answer Zara.

"Yes. I'm cape..cape." Rangga whined in front of me like a child.

"Ga nothing, spirit." Zara patted his shoulders with a smiling face

"A Rangga can be ahead for a while there is a nyariin. "

A Eko called with a father.

"Heuuh.can you take a break. " Gerrutu Rangga's.

"Well, I want to go home too. " Answer Zara.

Zara walked out through the fathers.

"That's who? " ask a father to A Eko.

"The wife is A Rangga pa." Answer a Eko.

"Let's pa. "Zara said farewell to the fathers.

Outside it looks like the om is raising groceries into the car.

"Om what again? "Ask Zara.

"Eh Zara's... Want anther goods first. Where are you going, right? "

"Yes, Zara came home first. " Answer Zara

"Be careful. "

Zara walked over while looking at a white paper I was holding. A white business card with black ink.

"RANGGA - Suvervisor"

Zara smiled and spoke to herself.

Congratulations A Rangga, you are successful, you are great. All your hard work is now paid off completely.

Good Job's.