DIARY ZARA
1. A continuation of the first novel SOULMATE

Today I decided to start again, continue my writing hobby, after 3 months I stopped writing. Because my first novel "SOULMATE" is over.

Although the thought of Rangga still exists and has not really ended in Zara's heart, but my mind forces me to stop hoping and retreat.

How will it end, Zara never knew, either,

Can Zara really forget about Rangga?

Did Zara meet someone new?

Or did Zara go back to match Rangga?

Only God and time will answer. Surrender to God and live the day to the best of his ability, God willing, God's plan is surely the best.

Focus on today, do everything well and hope God always meridhoi every step I take.

Zara Aprilia is a 28-year-old single mom, divorced 7 months ago.Great strong woman, does not easily give up with the twists and turns of life that has been passed. At this time Zara has just risen from the slump after Ditto Zara's ex-husband.

Zara has completely forgotten Ditto's ex-husband who has been living with her for 7 years. But Zara is learning to forget the man Rangga that Zara loved so much but could not be together because Heart Rangga loves others not Zara. It is tragic indeed the story of Zara's love, not as lucky as her career that always can support, support the family alone.

Childhood life to become a single mom Zara Aprilia is not easy. Has a bright and sholeh boy named Jarel Arsenio Ariwibowo at the age of 6 next month, and is still sitting in kindergarten. There have been many life lessons learned from the story of the journey of life so far.

Zara was born from a simple family that even still has a lot of shortcomings that demand Zara to be the backbone of the family from starting to leave Middle School even since sitting in elementary school, Zara has learned to trade to school, until now being a single mom is still like that. It was easy to always have his provision to support all my family.

Therefore, Allah did not allow Zara to linger in the slump, falling many times, but tried many times to keep rising and rising again, standing upright like a rock that never wavers even though the waves continue to hit never undermine his spirit to continue to fight for the happiness of the family.

Zara is the youngest of 2 children, one sister named Maria, a housewife who has 2 children, and one sister named Maria, one named Keisha sat in Junior High School and a small toddler named Chira. Zara wants when Zara succeeds in building Zara's business, my sister works in my place to earn extra income to help her husband's income now which is sometimes still lacking due to the cost of living and school today is increasing.

Zara has a small store "J Store" although the store is small, but this store provides a variety of daily needs that are quite complete, such as basic food, stationery, photocopying, pulses and PPOB.

Success requires a process, many things to go through, falling awake in building a business that is common, How we are able to survive and keep the spirit of living it always trying and praying to God. Whatever the end result is the most important thing is to enjoy all the process and we are happy to live it.

Zara's father Adi helps Zara in the store every day now and has enough income to live with her mother. Adi's father used to work in the fields of hot people with a salary that is not much. Zara could not bear to see it. Thank God it is not hot anymore because it is now in the store with me. Running my easy-to-easy small business will one day become big....

Zara's mother, Nani, has a history of heart disease. Mother's heart treatment has been almost 4 years not completed until now is still routine control to the hospital every month. Just dropped and entered the ICU when Zara slumped at that time. Alhamdulilah now his situation gradually improved even though he still relies on drugs. Its hard nature so that sometimes if it is too close to Zara the edges fight because of its equally hard nature no one wants to budge.

Zara also wrote Novels, it has become a hobby for Zara to write every day. Zara is also a hobby of singing and making videos on youtube, mostly about my son's school activities. And Zara was learning to understand the Qur'an after Zara migrated, every day Zara learned to continue to improve following all the instructions in the Qur'an as a guide, Zara continued to learn, guidance that we may live our lives according to the commandments that God has set.

Initially Zara did not believe that True Love existed until God reunited Zara with a handsome male figure, full of charisma that was able to foster a sense of extraordinary Love in Zara's heart. Love at first sight and unconditional Love.

The man was named Rangga, a 31-year-old graduate of a renowned pesantren in Sukabumi. Zara thought at the beginning Zara saw Rangga. Rangga is far below Zara when it turns out it is still above Zara, only Rangga has never been married, so it still looks like an ABG child. Rangga is the backbone of the family after his father died, Rangga is the one who is fully responsible for his family. Especially to finance the college of his sister named Aisyah, who now teaches at the boarding school as well. That makes Rangga decided not to get married until now, a very acceptable reason. A Man whom Zara greatly admired. And over time the sense of Love grew and hoped that Rangga could become Zara's next husband after parting with Ditto.

Starting from the instructions for prayer istikharah and ending also with the instructions for prayer istikharah.

Thousands of ways Zara has tried to get Rangga's heart, but never shake the heart of Rangga so closed, mysterious and unpredictable.

"Sorry, the feeling of the heart can never be forced Zara. God gave you love in your heart for me. Ask God to take that love back. "

Rangga's message that Zara always remembered until now.

I also asked God to eliminate my love for Rangga, if Rangga is not my soul mate, not my destiny. To this day, that feeling still exists. I don't know when it can be lost, hopefully as time goes on the taste can be lost.

Rangga and Zara were met at the right time, at which time Zara was in a state of the lowest point of life. But Zara did not know if actually at that time Rangga had a lover named Rose. Maybe that's why Zara can't be with Rangga.

The good side is that after the meeting Zara became a better person, more mature, more patient in everything, because everything cannot be forced according to what we want. If indeed Rangga does not love Zara for what is forced.

Hopefully in the future can still be good friends, like a friend who always supports at all times.