DIARY ZARA
45. Doesn't want anyone, doesn't expect anyone

The days that Zara went through now it feels like yes, it feels empty, although there are indeed many people around Zara, especially now that Zara store was never empty of buyers, thank God.

But it feels like something's lacking, I don't know. As much as possible Zara kept going. After all the trials and trials that Zara went through all this time, it is impossible for Zara to stop, it is impossible for Zara to give up just because Rangga disappeared from Zara's life now.

perhaps indeed God allowed Rangga to disappear from Zara's life, so that Zara could focus more on taking care of Jarel, focus on studying more deeply about the Qur'an, and keep Zara from being defiant.

It is undeniable, if there is a good communication with Rangga, before marriage. I don't know what will happen, because the taste that Zara has for Rangga is so great. So that Zara's faith sometimes faltered.

Thank you, A Rangga, for your attitude towards Zara. All your attitudes saved Zara from sin, the sin of having approached Zina. Zara is now learning to avoid that sin.

As usual Zara waited for the shop, and drove Jarel's school.

Nothing special about it all feels normal to Zara.

"Om Zara's order has been delivered. " Zara send order Zara groceries.

"Ready. " The om replied.

At night, the om as usual deliver groceries to the Zara store.

The same om who is the rich is not the Dedi mang.

Zara stood at the door of the house watching the car that was parked turning around before parked in front of the Zara store.

"Hallo, hi......... " It turns out the om nganter his goods with A Hilmi.

Zara really, really squirm a Hilmi doang nganter goods to the Zara store, already seneng. Especially if the dateng Rangga. ha. ha. like her fainted Zara because it was impossible.

"Hi...." A Hilmi waved from inside the car while laughing like a happy little boy just meeting his best friend.

"Om.. Who is that? new partner, right? " Task Zara while laughing at the om.

"Yes, I want to come along he said, wanting to know Zara's house. He said it was that. " Answer the om while making laughter, too.

"Oh, that's not it. " A Hilmi replied shyly, misbehaving.comical aja Zara see her.

"Ha. ha. ga nothing now know Zara's house, so no longer curious. "Zara Jawab.

"Who is this a his name? " Task Dad who was sitting in front of the store asked A Hilmi.

"Hilmi pa, excuse me this dus-dusan dusan where is it stored? " Task A Hilmi to Dad.

"This is nothing later mister settle to dalem. " Answer Dad.

"What ga, directly in store to the dalem also let not bother twice pa. "Jawab A Hilmi while transporting all Zara's groceries from the car.

The om diem was standing in front of Zara's shop in a show.

"He... " The om put on his face expression.

"Where's Dedi, Om? "Ask Zara.

"Jum'atan night, sunnah night. If you have a wife, her late-night mall is mandatory at home, not in the store." Answer the om

"Ah can om. " Answer my father laughed.

"Udah all sir, done. " A Hilmi got into the car.

"Hey.... cepet cepet really going to go? " Task the om.

"Wait here om. " A Hilmi answered from the car, wearing the hood of her jacket to her head.

"Udah is fine Zara, say goodbye first om. " The om pamit home.

"Yes Om, thank you. To wholesale a Nandi too? " ask Zara.

"Nggk, straight home, a Nandi ga shopping. Special to Zara's shop, special. " Answer the Om.

"He. he's... Om very good anyway, let Zara ga nangis continue to ya. " Answer Zara laughed.

"Yes, shame is old his hobby is crying, yes pa. Not ashamed of Jarel what? " They talk to my dad.

"Huh. huh.. Yes, that's it, "Father's answer with a laugh.

"Oh, is that Hilmi? " Ask Dad.

"Yes, how did you get into the criteria? " Task Zara.

"It's up to you, you will, I support you. Good looks on his son, polite too." Answer Zara.

"Emang well, from the first also like to help Zara, just focus Zara to Rangga. Hilmi is also good." Answer Zara.

"You wait for Rangga until when, his people have drowned lost, swallowed by the earth. What else to expect?" My father said.

"Ha.ha..The late yah."Answer Zara.

"The number you're going to is off." Zara showed Dad Zara's phone.

"Rangga number isn't it?" Ask Dad.

"Yes, it's not active. " Answer Zara.

"Yes, if now anyone wants to be with you, yes already accept, why still waiting for the uncertain. It's not your fault either, because you've fought, I know you love very much Rangga. But if the Rangga is gone, it means Rangga is not Love same you. People who really love you, want to be with you, he must come, must explain instead of disappearing rich ghosts. " Obviously Dad.

"Huh. huh... " Zara just laughed.

"Kalo A Hilmi can you? " ask Zara.

"May. " replied father.

"A Cloud, then? " Tanya Zara, you work for Zara first.

"Can. " Answer Dad.

"Anyway from Adit minimarket? " Task Zara.

"Can. " Answer Dad.

"Ha. ha. we just wait, well, the door is opened, for anyone. " Answer Zara laughed.

Many men are popping up now, which Zara knows. But everything feels ordinary. Nothing special.

Let it be, the time will show who is the best mate for Zara. Not so interested in looking, even if it was time to arrive, one of those whom Zara knew must have dared to go home to see my father, just relax.

Zara's job is just to try to improve, to have the best day. Let Zara's self be seen by many people, the way is a lot of acquaintance with people. Not in a negative way. But there is no harm in making friends.

Because then who knows when Zara is expecting no one in Zara's life, that's when God presents the right person to Zara. Zara believed that Zara knew that God never sleeps, that God sees and hears.

All the do'a that Zara has promised Allah will hear, all the efforts that Zara has done Allah will see, and all that is in Zara's heart Allah will know. It is only a matter of time, waiting patiently for a Gift from Allah SWT for Zara.