DIARY ZARA
11. Start back from Zero

Earning 20 million from the results of Over car loans is the starting point for Zara's business to begin again.

But unfortunately not all the money I can use for capital. Because I have a bracelet debt to my mother of 8 million.

When I couldn't repay my own car, my mother gave me a bracelet loan.

"De, this is selling a mother's bracelet first rather than stock empty store goods, mending use for additional capital only first. " My mother said to me.

I hesitated to accept my mother's offer.

"A Rangga, mamah asked to sell his bracelet for additional capital. How's it? I take it or not?".

"Try istikharah? " Tanya Rangga's.

"Not yet, again a hindrance. Can't pray. " Answer Zara.

"Yes think it's good how, if you want to be sold insya Allah will have a replacement. " Answer Rangga.

"Oh yes already, tomorrow after the sale of coffee in the factory I want to go directly to Sukabumi aja. " Answer Zara.

"Yes. " Rangga answered briefly.

The next day after returning home from sales at the factory I went directly to Sukabumi, sold the mother's bracelet, and returned to the wholesale SR for shopping.

"So sell mom's bracelet? " Tanya Rangga who was sitting on the motorbike beside me who was waiting for my groceries at check.

"So, this is why you can shop with a mother's bracelet. " Answer Zara.

"Definitely not breakfast, right? " Tanya Rangga's.

"Yet. " Answer Zara.

"Witness, his face was a rich shoot. How about taking the car home, not to mention his eyes, my goodness. " Rangga laughed.

"Ga anything to slim down. " Answer Zara.

"Slim what the fuck, already skinny rich that's also your body. " Rangga answered who noticed Zara's suddenly thin appearance.

"Yes, I'll be at home." Answer Zara.

"Why did you come home from my house afraid of going on the street? " Task Zara. Because the mallem is Rangga from Zara's house to fix the printer.

"There is Vishnu, you don't know yourself. There were a lot of policemen sleeping on the street. "Jawab Ranges.

"Ha. ha. if there is no city. Understand that the road in my place is like that." Answer Zara.

I went home and finished the shopping. " Zara moved from the seat to the car.

"Be careful, don't sleep on the street. " Rangga yelling.

"Yes. " Answer Zara with a smile.

My mother asked for the money I borrowed to be returned, with a heavy heart I returned the money. Whereas if I spend 10 million on goods, and 10 million on credit balance and e-wallet must be fortunately tolerable.

But that's my mother, can't live without wearing gold jewelry. Though not too profitable if according to entrepreneurs like Zara. Unless you have more money.

With confidence and prayer to Allah, May Allah with this 12 million dollars, Zara's efforts can survive, bless, and develop later. Because I still have Jarel's living expenses, my Dad's salary, and KUR Mandiri. May you always help me, God.

"Allah is sufficient (to be a helper) for us and he is the best protector - Ali imran verse 173."

"And he provides sustenance from an unexpected direction, and whosoever trusts in Allah will have sufficient (need). Verily Allah has made provision for every thing - At talaq verse 3."

Therefore Zara was no longer afraid to step, despite fighting alone, the heart was sure there would always be a God who always guided every step of Zara.

If we only hope in God, we will never be disappointed. For God never disappoints a servant.

Early Zara restarted Zara with a stock of 10 Million goods turned out in one month to generate sales turnover in June amounting to 34 million with a net profit of 4.1 million.

In July sales rose again to 47.6 million with a net profit of 5.9 million. In August it rose again to 52 million with a net profit of 6.8 million. Thank God Zara was so grateful slowly but surely my small business began to rise.

But the net profit itself Zara used for Zara's living expenses with Jarel, pay my father's salary in the store, pay the installments KUR Mandiri, so to grow fast Zara's shop it feels difficult yes. Except if the net profit is not touched at all. Then my shop will grow.

It's okay because now Zara is living alone, so the risk is like this. Thank you very much for still being able to breathe, healthy, sleep well, can pray and teach it is enough for Zara now.

Zara always remembered Rangga's words.

"Don't think too far, think about it today. If you continue to maintain the car first, there is a burden you are getting heavier, but if you choose the store it is a future opportunity. Cars can buy again later, used ones are also a lot. Groceries can be between om. Jarel school can walk, or ride ojeg, mother home control of hermina can ride grab. What to worry about. Crying will not solve the problem. Arise up.. "

It hurt Rangga's words but it was true. Thank you very much Rangga. Your words are amazing. How can I not love you, your words alone can change my life.

"Zara is aware, you must be aware. Rangga doesn't love you. " Zara always reminds me not to get sick anymore.

"In the future you will meet your right soul mate. Rest assured." Zara always convinced herself that way.

Every day the Om kindly always deliver groceries to my store that I order through whats app.

Zara had not dared to set foot back in SR Wholesale, before Zara could actually meet Rangga, without having any feelings for Zara's heart towards Rangga.

"Hallo Zara's. " Mang Dedi turned out to take the goods with the om.

"Eh mang, come with me? How's mang doing? it's been a long time since we've met." Sapa Zara's.

"Okay tea, yes ni si om no temen he said." Answer the mang Dedi.

Mang Dedi immediately dropped off my groceries and tidied them straight into my store.

"Zara's a cigarette, why don't you go in the house? " Task the om.

"No, why are you?" Ask Zara.

"Mending dirapihin continue to bring it home, it's nothing afraid there is certainly the first target of cigarettes." Obviously, he gave Zara input.

"Om experience yesterday, ok deh ready Zara participate his advice om" While laughing.

"Yes, just in case before the incident, amit-amit also yes, do not be until. " Said the om and mang Dedi

"Don't dong om, can cry a week Zara if the cigarette is bright." Answer Zara.

"Don't cry you, noisy myriad if you cry.ha.. " The overestimated when Zara cried in the warehouse of SR that time.

But if Zara was not crying in SR at that time, maybe om will not nganter goods here now. Maybe it should be the way it is. Funny...

"Tomorrow an Alarm just in case to be safe, Yesterday all buy a lot." the om offers.

"Free om? " ask Zara.

"Yes. "Jawab the om.

"Asyiikk, mang Dedi if the om forget, ingetin yes tomorrow, have promised. " Zara reminds me of Mang Dedi.

"Ready tea, carry it out. " Answer mang Dedi.

They both came home from Zara's shop almost 10pm after dropping off Zara's groceries.