DIARY ZARA
32. Mother's medical struggles

"A Ranges. " Zara sent a message to A Rangga.

"Grand." A Rangga immediately replied to Whats up Zara's message.

"Find your account on tiktok. " Zara replied

Zara found Rangga's account in tik tok, although not using her real name but Zara nemu also turned out to be Rangga's tiktok account.

"At the end of the day, Zara likes to laugh at herself, which is funny. So did Zara's wash to a Rangga. A Rangga is not at all. The true story of my life is really exciting, A Rangga. It is up to A Rangga to consider how. Zara is normal. he.. " Obviously Zara.

"Basic." Answer Rangga briefly.

"So I'm ashamed of Zara. " Answer Zara.

"Be ashamed, it's nothing. Not your will either. Feelings that come by themselves. " Answer Rangga.

"Yes. Totally out of control, I'm sorry. " Answer Zara.

Zara's feelings for Rangga never go away, even with all her might, trying to avoid, get away, reject these feelings, but they are all free. All the efforts and do'a that Zara always promised to Allah SWT to forget Rangga, eliminate the sense of Love Zara to Rangga. Everything can't change anything, it can't.

It's been 4 days my mother went back and forth to get no queue doctors special heart for mothers control every month, but always failed. My mother left home after dawn prayers. But the doctor's queue is always up.

"A Rangga got sodara ga in the hospital? " Task Zara.

"Ga has if it's not wrong. " Answer Rangga.

"Oh yeah it's nothing. " Reply Zara.

"The mother has been 4 days back and forth from the hospital to take no queue doctors, Ga continued. He also went to the hospital at dawn. He said he had to be at 12pm to take his no if he wanted to go. While from home I will not have public transportation if the middle of the mall is rich. Like it has to find someone who knows. " Obviously Zara.

"Ke security asked for separation no, could you? "Ask Rangga.

"Yesterday at dawn also mother asked to security kepart no 6 he said. Mom kept going back to the hospital. In the re-listing section, the nurse said, mom's not enrolled, tell her to go home." explained Zara.

Hospital regulations are being changed, perhaps so many heart patients now. Until the capacity of the doctor's examination was overwhelmed to handle his patients.

I drove Jarel home from school and stopped by my mom's house.

"De seems like I'm not strong if tomorrow I have to go to the hospital again by myself. " Mommy said to me.

"Abis medicine, right? " Task Zara.

"Abis, where's the cough again. Yesterday back and forth dawn, cape, wind too. So his body hurts all. " Obviously mom.

Zara was a bit upset at the same mother, because if she was healthy, my mother's words to me always hurt. But if you are already sick gini rich who else can help, I am sure too long gaga.

"Yes later Zara who took the no queue was in the middle of the mall just to the hospital. " Answer Zara.

"Where do you want to go to the hospital? " Ask mom.

"Ga tau. nginep aja Zara in the hospital hallway overnight until dapet no queue, not her must be at 12 pm teng ngaktanknya? " Task Zara.

For one day the quota of heart patients in the limit can only check 50 people, usually one day the doctor checks 100 people, because the doctor is also sick, so the number of patients is limited.

"When did you stay in the hospital? "Ask mom.

"Well, Zara's looking for a way first." Answer Zara.

Until the store there is an incoming message from Pa penghulu.

"Zara leaves for court tomorrow at 6 am? " Pa penghulu sent a message.

"Yes pa ready. " Answer Zara.

"Oh yes, tomorrow you will go to court with my brother Adit, later I will take Adit to the hospital." Zara said in Heart.

"A tomorrow to court at 6am, ready huh?" Zara calls a Adit.

"Ok, A Adit's coming home early." Answer my brother.

"Oh yes A, later malem want ga anter Zara take no queue doctor for mother control? " Task Zara.

"Where? What time?" Ask A Adit.

"To the Hospital. 1 O'clock at the mall, huh? " Answer Zara.

"Seriously at 1 o'clock?" a shocked Adit.

"Yes, there's a motor, right? " Task Zara.

"So, just are you seriously strong at 1 is still literate? it's not 8 o'clock you're sleeping either." Ask A Adit.

"Eh, you don't know, Zara is now big, her sleep through the middle of the night a. " Answer Zara.

"Oh, kirain is still a 5-year-old boy.. " Answer A adit.

A Adit my brother, from childhood was pinned on my mother, because of the divorce victim of his father and mother, my mother's sister. So A Adit's childhood was always with Zara. Until Zara was 5 A Adit was 8 years old. Since Zara was conceived A Adit's mother has been living together with my mother, because her father was in Saudi Arabia, and her mother was naughty at that time.

After living with his mother, A Adit moved to live with his grandmother, now married so we are far away, have a life of each.

Zara is arguably a young marriage, Zara had Jarel when Zara was 21 years old, many who always wanted Zara children to have children. But different, now Zara is an adult..

"Don't forget to install Alarm, later a Adit to Zara's house at 1 pm, ok. " A Adit said.

"Ok, ready. " Answer Zara.

Tomorrow there is also a prophet maulid event at Jarel school, Father and Adit also go to court with pa penghulu. So the store closes a day tomorrow.

"A Rangga I want to go to the hospital now, adventuring to take no queue. " Zara sent a message to Rangga, but there was no reply.

For some reason, Zara always wanted to tell A Rangga, about what Zara was doing, how Zara felt. It's not important, either. I don't know Zara doesn't understand either. Maybe it's Thumb's fault..

"A Ready? " Zara send Whats app to A Adit.

"OKs. Awaiting. " Answer A Adit.

Soon Adit arrives in front of Zara's house. The house is not too far from Zara's.

"Pake jacket, wear a cold helmet. " A Rangga said to Zara.

"Jaket already, there's a Ditto's jacket, not good enough than waiting for a closet. I'll just use it. Ha. ha.. " Answer Zara.

"Helms? " Task a Adit.

"Where well, the rich brought a Ditto. Wait for Zara to find first. " Zara's looking for a helmet.

It turns out there is one but dirty, because it has not been used for a long time as well.

"It's okay to meet people at this hour. " Zara said, while cleaning Ditto's old helmet that she didn't bring.

"Udah, hayu. "Zara's out of the house.

"Ready. " Answer A Adit

Sure enough, on the road Zara did not cross paths with a single vehicle, because Zara's house in the village became if out at midnight this must be quiet no one at all on the road.

"De, if there's a begal how do we ask for help huh? " Task A Adit while carrying a motorbike.

"Hey, don't say that, Zara's afraid of real. " Zara answered while patting Adit on the back for fear.

"Calm down, A Adit bring a cleaver just in case, nih. "Jawab A Adit's.

It turns out that it's true, A Adit brought a cleaver, basic there's just him.

Arriving in front of Zara Hospital directly approached Security Jaga.

"Pa want to register with the Heart doctor for today can? " Zara asked Security directly.

"Oh yes ma'am, fill out this form. " Security gives a sheet, it turns out the name of the mother in the queue no 14.

By Allah, until it should be like this the agreement will be examined by a doctor as well. We should be thankful if we are given health by Allah SWT. Because there are so many people out there who suffer from pain even want to seek treatment must be with a struggle like this first.

"Udah ma'am, tomorrow the patient comes to re-list here at 8 o'clock must be in place." Security to me obviously.

"Replister again pa?" Ask Zara.

"Yes ma'am, because this no is not valid for tomorrow morning. This is just for the quota. Usually until 3 am this quota of 50 people is fully filled. Well tomorrow morning at 8 o'clock his patient re-list back on the 3rd floor, no 14 this could be no 1 or it could be no 50. How's the patient re-listing tomorrow." Clear Security.

"But it must be part checked today, right pa?" Ask Zara.

"Yes ma'am." Answer Security.

"Let's not till noon, mother's name isn't listed anymore." Zara clear.

"Yes, for today." Clear Security.

"Ok, thank you, pa." Zara exits back to A Adit waiting in the front parking lot.

"Udah?" Ask a Adit.

"Udah, but tomorrow the re-list again." Zara clear.

"Ribet huh? " A adit said.

"Banget, let's ah go home." Zara riding A Adit motorbike.

"Come on." A Adit turned on his motor.

"Stop a minute." Zara stopped in front of the wet cake vendor.

"You what?" Ask A adit.

"Buy cake, make it to school tomorrow the prophet's maulid event at Jarel's school." Answer Zara

Zara got off the bike to buy a wet cake, it turns out the seller of this wet cake sells 24 hours.it's half 2 hours a night is still busy production. Great people business field is not like Sundanese people who are mostly consumptive, not many like to sell.

Arrive at Zara's house at 02:00.

"Tomorrow at 6 A." Zara reminds A adit to go to court tomorrow.

"Ready. A wait in front of me if you are ready to tell me." Answer A Adit.

"OK."

Zara enters the house, it turns out Jarel woke up and cried, know if he was his mother out.

"You don't want to take aa, you want to come." Jarel was crying at me, because he was left behind.

"Malem aa, later aa sick if out of the mallem use the motor. Let's go back to sleep, tomorrow there'll be a school event." Zara invites Jarel back into the room.