DIARY ZARA
59. Early Years

" Assalamu'alaikum." There's an incoming message in What's app.

"Wa'alaikum greetings." Zara replied.

"Yes, does the Ditto ID already exist?" Turns out that sent the father's message over my car loan.

"Not pa, just until JNE Sukabumi." Answer Zara.

"Oh yes, ma'am." Reply again.

Until one week passed the Ditto ID card did not reach home. His father was no longer so was Ditto. Maybe he took his own ID card to JNE's office maybe.

Hope this car is really done. Because it's early in the year too. His car has not been paid as well. That's his business, not Zara's anymore.

"Assalamu'alaikum." There's an incoming message in What's app from an old friend of mine back in school.

"Wa'alaikum salutations." Answer Zara.

"Zara how are you feeling healthy?" Ask Hasbi an old friend of Zara's.

"Alhamdulillah." Zara replied briefly because Zara was waiting for the store as well while serving some customers.

"Bother you, afraid you're busy?" Ask Hasbi.

I suspect something is certain. Males is also a rich stale base.

"What are you doing?" Than the old stale base mending Zara directly ask the point.

"Have her contact Syahrul ga?" Ask Hasbi.

" Oh, don't have "Shahrul that's my schoolmate, too.

"It's nothing." Reply Hasbi

" Ok." Answer Zara briefly.

Oh it was just a contact Syahrul, Zara thought there would be something, Thank goodness.

"Sorry to ask, Where is your husband going? haven't seen me in a long time in front of the house." Ask Hasbi again.

Hadeuhwu..... Zara thinks just ask Syahrul's contact, uh really, this is what it means.

"Deceased." Answer Zara briefly.

"You want to know the story, read it." Zara sent Zara a novel, let her read it. If Zara's story, long time wasting time.

" Wow, what a long story." Answer Zara.

Well, no response yet.

"When to go on tour? " suddenly there was a message coming in from Ditto.

"February 15th. " Answer Zara.

"When do you plan?" Ask Ditto.

"The end of the last month, will make the data on the bus seat he said. His uniform cost 150. Stay cussed for supplies.

The 540 thousand made the same transportation entrance ticket. If you want to transfer to Mandiri aja BNI I can not use his MBanking, must be activated again. " Obviously Zara.

"Yes, wait for payday. " Answer Ditto.

"OKs. " Zara retaliated.

"Take a walk, it's the new year. Also on holiday. " Take Jarel.

"Where to walk? " Tanya Zara laughed.

"Ke mall aja yu mah. " Take Jarel.

"You what? what ball bath eat? " Task Zara.

"Port the ball. " Take Jarel.

"Tomorrow on Sunday we play. " Answer Zara.

"OKs. " Jarel answered.

At night while waiting for the store there was an incoming message again turned out in the Whats app Zara from Hasbi.

"Zara's. " Incoming message from Hasbi.

"Yes. " Zara responded briefly to his message.

"For what time, how is Zara healthy?" Ask Hasbi.

"Wait for the store, Alhamdulilah. " Just yesterday's feeling he just sent a message now it's rich news new people send a message.

"Oh yes. Is it raining? ask Hasbi.

"No, " replied Zara.

Oh now Zara knows that people reply to chat whats app is short, meaning that person does not like.

Rangga used to reply to a short Zara message, meaning that Rangga did not like Zara. Zara is aja who is too late bego, not self-conscious. Keep chasing the rich man Rangga. Ha. ha. it's funny.

"Well, isn't he?" At 22:09 Hasbi sent another message.

Zara has not responded to the message because it just closed the store, malls, cape as well.

The next day Hasbi sent Zara another message.

"P. "

Zara just read the message.

"Once you're busy. " Tanya Hasbi again.

"You what? " Zara asked directly.

"Oh sorry to bother you. " Answer Hasbi.

Wow this guy really no work maybe yes. Seau Zara who sent a message to Zara there must be something important. Because now Zara doesn't like stale bases. Who send a message to Zara tuh there must be a need, if not children who send tasks to print. At least Zara WA to the father of the distributor of gas, eggs, ice cream. Besides that Zara males ladenin her ga important as well.

"There is something important. " Reply Hasbi.

"Oh yes already if there is no interest in sending whats app messages to me. " Answer Zara.

"Yes." reply Hasbi brief.

Sorry really yes, now there is no time for Zara ngeladenin people who have no important purpose deketin Zara. for what is no use is just a waste of time.

Hasbi was a schoolmate of Zara's in Elementary School, still single anyway, but why must ladenin chat ga clear. If he had any intention of saying it clearly. If you don't mean anything, please go far away from Zara.

Now Zara always thinks of the men who approach Zara. What do you want from Zara?

If there is a man approaching, a question arises in Zara's mind.

What do you want from a Zara?

Are you sure you want to be with Zara?

Tau Zara who?

Can you wonder to what extent?

Can you fight as hard as what?

Can it last how long?

When are you going to disappear?

Because Zara thinks people are just curious at the beginning, once they get what they want her choice is to stay or go disappear.

There is no guarantee of a happy ending. People just stopped by and then finally went missing. Either Zara will find a good man later or it's not up to her. Not expecting much. Because in fact Zara was able to get through all this on her own.

It seems like Zara's heart is numb now. In fact, only God knows, and perhaps God is decisive. Who your heart needs is not who you want to be. No need to hurry but he will be brought in at the right time. God willing, Zara is sure of that.

Just pay attention, follow and see what the end will be like. Life without our loved ones, the world will not stop spinning, time goes on and not just about Love. There are still many important things that are valuable in this world without you being loved by one man only.

Happy Single....

Enjoy solitude because time is precious.