DIARY ZARA
10. Destinies

After all the events that befell Zara, make Zara sick, sad, disappointed, All the hopes of the future are shattered, depressed, Zara realizes that life is still continuing. My son still needs a strong mother.

Zara started the business from the beginning. After letting go of all the pain about Ditto, Car and Rangga. Zara realized she wouldn't live like this forever. The future will be more beautiful. Although Zara rose alone, Zara was convinced that God was always there, guiding me at all times.

Because sometimes falling and losing is necessary, so that we can get back on the right path. Remembering how God's power easily reverses the human condition. When we are at the top, when we are at the lowest point in life. It has all been his destiny and will. Some can be changed but there are provisions that cannot be changed.

Everyone saw that Zara and Ditto's household was happy, well-established, had achieved many achievements even though they had only been married for 7 years and were fairly young couples.

But everything outside looks nothing like what I've been feeling all along. Everything that I had experienced in my heavy household journey, was finally brought to an end and I felt very relieved. Maybe this is the best way.

There are some people who talk, it is a domestic temptation. Where if it will reach the point of success will definitely find an obstacle, succeed or not face the test it depends on each self.

Some say it is because of magic. I don't believe in things like that. If there is, let Allah reward all, for Zara never has bad intentions for anyone in any case.

Because as in the letter Al-baqarah verse 102 which means:

We are only trials (for you), so do not disbelieve. So they learned from both (the angel) what (can) separate a man (husband) from his wife. They cannot harm a person with their magic except with the permission of Allah.

Therefore if it is true between Ditto and Zara separated because there is a magical influence from people who do not like the success of Zara and Ditto at that time. Zara did not believe her because nothing would happen if Allah did not want to. But whatever the path. Yeah, maybe it should be like that. There is wisdom that can be taken from every incident that has been passed.

Enough patience and prayer surrender to God. Hopefully all the exams Zara can pass strongly.

"Begging (to Allah) with patience and prayer. Verily, Allah is with those who are patient - Al Baqarah verse 153."

"And we will certainly test you with a little fear, hunger, lack of treasure, soul, and fruit. And give glad tidings to those who are patient - Al Baqarah verse 155."

"Those who, when they are doomed, say "Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun" We belong to Allah and to him we return - Al Baqarah verse 156."

"They are the ones who have mercy from their Lord, and they are the ones who are guided - Al Baqarah verse 157."

Allah gave all his guidance through Rangga. Zara unconsciously followed everything Rangga said about all the advice and learning about how to start a business.

Rangga was like a priest, a friend, a sister, the best teacher Zara had wanted all along. But Zara's fault is that Zara is selfish, because expecting to have Rangga physically, there is always a real company. That's what caused the pain in Zara's heart, but not all of us can get what we want. There are many considerations to think about.

How could Zara want to have Rangga completely, when Zara was still undergoing the iddah period, it was a mistake.

How can a new person like Rangga be ready to marry Zara when Rangga himself does not know what feelings Rangga felt towards Zara.

Maybe Zara met with Rangga, when Rangga had a girlfriend, family dependents and other responsibilities that must be resolved. But Zara continued to insist that Rangga could make difficult decisions. Yeah, it won't be that easy.

The positive side is that even though Rangga does not accompany physically, but in his words Rangga always accompanies every step that Zara takes. Until the time Zara decided to emigrate, restart the zara business. Every time the words of Rangga always strengthen Zara.

It's like we have a school teacher. When we are given advice by our teachers, we will follow it. When we are wrong sometimes the teacher scolds or even pinches him. Sometimes a student is fascinated by his teacher and loves his teacher. All that for the end result is to make a student become a useful, smart, intelligent person in the future. Such was the lesson Zara learned after meeting Rangga.

If at that time God did not keep Rangga away from Zara, Zara might not be this strong, Zara might not be as calm, this rumor, maybe Zara would not have migrated.

God always has a reason and a good side in everything that happens in our lives. It hurts yes, it's angry, but how we get back up that's a really amazing thing.

Although Rangga was not physically present yet his words had a great influence on the development of Zara's Mental life.

When Rangga said.

"Select a shop or a car?"

Zara chose the shop.

The result of the Over 20 million Zara car loan at that time, became the beginning of Zara's struggle to reorganize Zara's own business.

This is Zara's only hope, the source of income that determines whether or not Zara will support Jarel, my father and mother alone.

There was no time to cry anymore, a new life was about to begin. How about Rangga, leave all destiny in the hands of God. Either match or not at the end. Zara is very grateful to Allah for presenting the figure of Rangga in Zara's life. Not expecting too high. Because we can never force people to love everything goes according to the will that God has set. Everything has its way. Whatever happens, God's plan is the best.