DIARY ZARA
24. The old disease returned

"It's the same stamp of cardboard abis Zara." Dad told me.

"Yes Zara bought it, all between Jarel schools later. "

Zara takes Jarel to school, goes straight to the ATK store as well. But the om also semalem ga dateng anter my groceries, while the cigarette stock runs out. Yes, it looks like I have to stop by SR first before going to the ATK store.

Arriving in front of SR Wholesale, Zara saw the om get into the car and start the car.

Zara ran away scared the om her to leave.

"Om wait.. " Zara nyamperin the om while bored because of running.

"Ha.. ha.. why? " The om laughed while holding the steering wheel of his car in the dalem.

"Don't go out for cigarettes. " Zara spoke in the open windshield of the car.

"Ha. ha. kok, later the day the happiness to the store Zara. Now go to the upper lane first. "Jawab the om show teeth.

"Ihh. nyebelin kirain depart now. "zara pouted because cape had run away too earlier.

"The balloon is in the dalem, kedalem aja." Answer the laugh.

"OKs. " Zara went into SR, at the door there was Vishnu who was standing, looking at Zara from the tip of the foot to the tip of the hair, Vishnu gawked unblinking.

"Hey.. " Zara kagetin just him.

"Oh. tea.. "Jawab vishnu shocked.

Abis ngeliatin it so much, there is something strange with Zara. The usual feeling, Zara wear long clothes, long veil wear niqab as well.

Strange times, is it beautiful? ha. huh.. Zara laughed in her heart. Fortunately, A Rangga does not exist.

"A Eko Zara wants to pay the bonus yesterday. " Zara told a busy Eko at the cashier table. A Fadli and Syifa tea are also missing.

"A little while tea. "

"I'm sorry I haven't been delivered, yesterday the toothache was not strong om his. New to send now groceries that two days ago too, had people. " The om gave his reasons as usual.

"He. he. so if his dental work in simple first om let not hurt. " Answer Zara laughed.

"Ah you can, yes already pretentious if you want to add in, kumpulin only so that later om anter all. " Answer to om.

" Yes." answered Zara.

"A Eko is still a long time ga, Zara to Sukabumi aja first yes. Later here again, fearing Jarel will disperse later at his school. " Zara explained to A Eko.

"Oh yes, I can have tea. " Answer a Eko.

Zara shopping ATK first, especially cartons and stamp duty goods that Zara must buy.

Not good cape also if bringing ATK groceries because of heavy-weight. The store is quite far from public transportation, so Zara must go first. Plus cigarettes from SR.

At 10:45 I arrived at the ojeg base in front of my house, I walked quickly to save my groceries to the store for fear Jarel hunted home. If you know his mom shopping alone must be angry with him and cry to come along.

"Nih well, finish the groceries. I'm going back to school to pick up jarel. " Until the store I save my groceries, then back to school to pick up Jarel.

Zara gets to school on time, Jarel just dropped out of class. Wear your own shoes.

Zara and Jarel return home on foot. Well though Cape but Zara must look strong in front of Jarel.

Sorenya the om came to the store, bring my dus-busan groceries.

After the magrib prayer suddenly my head was dizzy and my eyes were twitching. My chest tightness and stomach is like being squeezed, in a stirring, so nauseous.

Suddenly Zara vomited, it could not be held again, nosebleed anyway. had lemes really felt sore spine feels hot, from the waist to the back, words cannot be said, pain is incredible.

"Like his magh I relapsed. " Zara spoke inwardly.

Shaking hands holding the rim of the sink, cold sweat began to be felt. After a long time Zara sat in front of the sink, Zara tried to do well, drink warm water, and re-open the store.

Though this body can not be invited to compromise like, Very sick.

"Zara you why?" Dad came to the store.

"Abis vomit well, dizziness stomach pain also well, " replied Zara lemes terribly.

"Eat not yet, take medicine. " Ask Dad.

"Udah. but the more pain well, the more hernia I crumpled this well, because there is a lump again, very sick. " Answer Zara.

"How serious? Wanna check?" Ask Dad.

"Ga will, will be compressed later. " replied Zara.

Zara had been diagnosed with a hernia for a long time, but not too severe, if there was a recurrence of a small lump. The pain is extraordinary, even standing can not, sleeping can not be. Due to the intestine being torn in the lower abdomen, if too long walking, soybean, heavy lifting must recur. Before the bowel returned to its original location, the pain was overwhelming. But when the intestine is back in place then the pain is gone and does not look like a sick person. That's what Zara is like.

Hernias in women are indeed rare, but heredity is also strong, grandfathers from the father and father have the same disease.

In the past when Zara was still working and still a wife Ditto had relapsed several times.

With Zara gone to the hospital, after the pain had subsided, check in on her own, and it turned out that the surgeon had scheduled Zara's surgery and asked for her family's approval.

Zara was shocked and immediately ran away dong, unwilling. Because Zara did check it herself, and until now Zara never checked again.

When Jarel's ultrasound is seen, there are tear wounds that sometimes cause a pinched bowel. That's what causes nausea, and the incredible pain that Zara felt when the disease recurred.

Plus GERD that if relapsed, never know a place. Even Zara had suddenly vomited in the terminal, when she came home from work and immediately vomited on the side of the road. What a shameful thing.

The doctor said, to avoid hernia recurrence, Zara should not be soybean let alone heavy lifting. That's what Zara often forgets.

"Maybe Zara was mostly the way. " Zara spoke inwardly.

Fortunately, Jarel slept so he wasn't fussy.

Zara tried to take a bottle filled with hot water.compressed to the lower abdomen. Indeed this is what Zara always does if my hernia relapses.

There is no cure other than surgery.

I didn't want an operation until now. Especially Zara. If Zara's in the hospital who's taking care of her.

Maria's sister is operating on Caesar Zara, the mother of ICU Zara. Well if Zara who Zara's time operation takes care of itself is not possible.

"Yes.. Allah Zara is strong, Allah Zara is strong. " Zara continued to press the hot water bottle on Zara's stomach while sleeping on her stomach. Because if the intestine has not returned to its place. Zara can't do anything.

Dad cleaned up his own shop. Zara is in the room with Jarel.

"Zara you ain't nothing, are you? "Ask the father from outside the door.

"No, sleep again. " Answer Zara. Zara doesn't want me to worry. Because it will also heal, it takes time. The worst before the control to the RS was 12 hours. That's so bad.

Until 2 o'clock Zara mallem still can not sleep, but little by little her lumps begin to disappear.

"Jleggg." his intestines felt moving.

"Alhamdulilah. "the intestine has returned to its place.

It is still her stomach that still feels. Zara closed her eyes trying to fall asleep. It's easy tomorrow morning feels a little better.