DIARY ZARA
7. The lowest point in Zara's life

I hereby sued for divorce from Zara on the grounds that we often quarreled and could not keep pace anymore.

Along with this I will not support Zara again and will separate the house.

As for the treasure gono gini and Jarel needs the details as follows.

The car will be handed over entirely to Zara, the installment borne by Zara.

For homes will be sold with the provision of renovation money will be divided by 2.

Jarelle needs

The land will be renamed Jarel Arsenio Ariwibowo.

Jarel's daily expenses and school will be borne together until Zara remarries.

Due to land certificates in bank guarantees, cases number 2 and 3 will be completed when the land certificate comes out.

Zara has the right to occupy the current house until the land certificate comes out.

My lawsuit, it is understandable.

Thank you

Ditto's.

Bak was struck by lightning in the morning blind, after 10 minutes Ditto came out of the house suddenly there was a message whats up in like that.

"Oh my God I'm divorced, is Zara a dream?" Zara wondered in her heart.

Zara always wanted to divorce Ditto. But not really divorced like now.

After taking Jarel to Zara's school shopping first to SR. With a mind that keeps wondering.

"Am I really getting a divorce?"

I went in and picked out my groceries. I passed by the cashier's desk there is A Rangga, Yuda and Sarah they are like her just so, like cinlok, her work while dating that.

"Kasian a Rangga has no girlfriend huh, the same time lost to A Yuda." her little son Syifa teah adorably chatted to Rangga who sat across from this child.

"Biarin dong, why? " Task Rangga to the little guy.

"Look A Yuda at the same time as Sarah's tea. A Rangga has none? " This little one's a pussy but funny.

I was just again dizzy with the divorce lawsuit ditto suddenly laughed at the babble of this child.

"Eh, you little boy don't talk about girlfriends pamali tau, mendingan learn there." Rangga replied with a laugh.

"Udah learned it was the same mother, A Rangga ugly, kasian did not have a girlfriend. "this little one is still chattering with funny.

I went back to the cashier's desk and couldn't help but laugh. Because they saw Yuda and Sarah they were both engrossed together while occasionally inputting goods. Maybe again their wash-bucin.

Jarel suddenly came crying because I was living in a car sleeping by myself.

The crying did not stop to the point of vomiting in front of the cashier's desk. I panicked and went out. There's no cloth to clean Jarel's vomit. I immediately opened my veil to clear Jarel's vomit and carried him.

"This tea is bon same cigarette, there are still empty items there is money back." suddenly a Rangga came to me.

"Oh, simple to the car, please. I cleaned Jarel first, it wasn't locked. " Answered Zara who was panicking, crying too. My mind is in a state of jarel like this.

"OK." A Rangga went straight to my car and lifted up all the groceries.

After I'm done with Jarel, I'm back at the cashier.

A Rangga approached me at the cashier's desk.

"So good, here's the money change. It's drugs in the bag, let me anter come on. " Rangga brought my shopping bag. Zara followed him while holding Jarel.

"Zara, kirain we know who from earlier be warned. A Rangga who is the same." mang Dedi who was sitting with the other children greeted me at the front door.

"Somewhere ya mang don't know. Sorry, open the veil. Her veil is dipake netiin Jarel's throwing up. It will not open the veil again, this is because of an emergency mang. " I'm ashamed I'm not used to this.

"Everything goes in, in the middle seat partly because the back is full." Said a Rangga who was tidying up the goods in the middle seat of my car.

"Yes, thanks a. " Answer Zara.

Rangga looked at me a bit long, strange maybe the first time I saw I open the veil.

"Earth A, no more. " I startled her while getting into my car.

"Oh yes. Careful. " Answer Rangga.

I went back home and talked about WA to my mom. I was shocked not to think I was being sued for divorce by Ditto. Mom decided to talk things over with Ditto.

After Ditto worked, I immediately asked Ditto.

"Do we really want a divorce? "

"Yes. " Answer Ditto with a bowed face.

"Try to look me in the eye, are you sure of your decision? " I held Ditto's cheek hoping she could look at me.

"slowly. " Ditto kept taking her eyes off my eyes.

"Is he late? I'm sorry if I've been wrong all this time to treat you, we fix Jarel's kasian if we get divorced." Zara clear.

"Fix it, you can." Answer Zara.

Suddenly Ditto turned rogue and tried to hit me in the face. Fortunately I was able to hold it.

Because in the past every fight at the beginning of our marriage must be a war of banging, claws, sometimes even my hands and Ditto's hands were both bruised blue and sometimes bloody. Adding household items were also damaged, even hp was broken if Zara and Ditto fought.

But for now I've been cape to be hard like that. I'm trying to do better, talk well so that this household can be maintained. I want to change myself so as not to be quick on emotions.

"Here try to ask. " My mother came to the house and wanted Ditto to explain everything.

Ditto was still pacing back and forth with his Arrogan behavior.

"Sit. " My mother yelled at Ditto while holding her chest. Because my mother had a heart attack, she couldn't get any shocking news like this.

Ditto finally sat in the middle of my mother and father.

"Are you really getting divorced? " Task my mother to Ditto.

"Yes mah. " Answer Ditto bowed.

"Emang can not be repaired is finished, is it okay what kind of problem? " Ask mom.

"slowly. " Answer Ditto while shaking his head.

"Your marriage, your affair is pregnant? " ask mom.

"No? " Answer Ditto.

"Yes keep what? If dede has a wrong sorry, dede also sorry aa error. Kasian Jarel if you get divorced." asked mom.

"Yesterday I want to borrow money dede ga kasih mah. " Answer Ditto.

"For what? Is that business capital? what do you need money for? where's your salary? " Ask mom.

"I have a pinjol, I borrowed 5 million, so I took a pinjol. "Jawab Ditto's.

"Astagfirullah why don't you be frank from the beginning. I already know we have 2 car installments and BNI on your behalf, and 1 KUR installment on my behalf. Add pinjol yes die you. Didn't you explain to your mother about our dependents? If we can we can help your mother, but you know we are mediocre right now. " A Zara replied a little emotionally

"OKs. Now frankly the same mama, aa have pinjol how much? let's finish everything all right." Answer mother.

"Just want to split up. Just ask Zara mah is she still in love with Ditto?" Answer Ditto.

"No. " Zara answered honestly. Indeed you know ourselves we live for the responsibility of the household, not based on Love.

"Zara tries to apologize to Ditto now, Ditto also apologizes to Zara now. Fix each other. " Dad started talking.

"That's what Dad wants" Ditto replied as he floated his hands away from Dad's duel.

"Enough... enough. You want to see mom die here huh? " My mother screamed while holding her chest.

"You guys want a divorce, just divorce. " Obviously my mother.

"Tomorrow to leave the house" replied Ditto.

"Originally, we never told you to get out of this house. " Obviously my mother.

"Yes. " Answer Ditto.

"Dad, Ditto wants a divorce from me, I've been arrested but Ditto still won't. " I called Handoko's father crying.

"What problem? " Ask Handoko's father.

"Udah doesn't want to live together. "Zara Jawab.

"Try where aa, call her. Or I'll call aa. I don't understand talking to you." Handoko's father used to speak Javanese. I don't speak Javanese.

"Dad, ma'am pinjem money aa not yesterday 5 million. " Task Zara.

"What's? by when? dad doesn't know. Mah you borrowed money Ditto tah yesterday his wife did not know that. Dad doesn't know either. " Sounds my father-in-law's voice from the phone asking my mother-in-law.

"He said he borrowed 2 million but it has been reversed. " Answer to Handoko's father.

"Ditto said his 5 Million well. "obviously Zara, it turns out Ditto lied.

"Later dad called Ditto. I don't want to interfere in your household too deeply. Serahin is the same. " Answer to Handoko's father.

"I'm sorry Zara Dad, Zara can't do it anymore. "

Zara's last words to my father-in-law that Ditto left me 7 years ago.

Talak 3 I received from Ditto, 3.4 million car installments, 1.5 million KUR Mandiri installments. Jarel's future, the future of the store. It drives me crazy.

When I got home from the factory I was planning to kill myself. I gasped my car, and I started to take my hand off slowly from the handle of the steering wheel of my car.

I continued to gas my car and I saw from the opposite direction there was an aqua truck driving. I think this is my last suicide because I used to take 2 drugs never works at all.

Suddenly I heard Jarel's voice and my son's smile.

"Misty. "

"Peemmmmm... " The truck honks and turns on the light.

I immediately slammed my steering wheel trying to dodge the truck and reduce the speed of my car.

I continued on my way home from the factory while I was crying all the way and kept saying my son's name.

"Jarel. mamah will not die. mamah will not leave you. "