DIARY ZARA
19. Letter three to Rangga

"Zara, sorry yesterday, didn't go to the store." Si om dateng nganter goods at half 10 o'clock mallem.

"Sick, carefree, stuck, busy, raining? " Task Zara because it's not weird anymore because it's just that. Ha. ha..

"He. he..." The grinning grin ga can't speak anymore.

"Ga om anything else Zara also to the hospital yesterday came home at 10 malem." replied Zara.

"Why? " ask the om.

"Mom's control, just be it. " Answer Zara.

"Oh yes. " Answer to om.

"But yesterday the Zara mallem saw the car still parked outside. The shop lights are also still bright because the SR door is also still open. Tightness of the Road. Overtime right? Ask Zara.

"Yes, it's been a few malls a week too overtime keep the kids ga on home, clean up the warehouse, nginep in the store. No matter what they do not go home also the SR is the warehouse of single men. Mang Dedi aja who came home, because in search of his wife." The om laughs.

"Beres-beres keep om? " Task Zara.

"Yes, again the renovation, the bulkhead of the warehouse that was behind it was dismantled, so it is wider now. Zara's crying place in the corner is no more now. " Ob was obviously on Zara.

"Ha. ha. shamed to be ashamed of Zara. To SR instead of shopping even cry, noisy. " Answer Zara laughed.

"Ga anything. When to go to SR again, maen is once there. Don't make that shit ugly. Checking the groceries already in the anter here now. So don't go to SR anymore." the om said.

"Huh. huh.. Zara pundung om, before bringing the invitation letter Zara married, Zara did not want to meet Rangga first om." Answer Zara laugh.

"Ah. you. Later also did not last long definitely to SR again, right? Ask the om.

"Just for shopping. " Zara laughs.

Oh it turns out SR is completely renovated and restyled now. How could it be the same as Zara's dream? I don't know, maybe it's all just a coincidence.

Close the store, Zara did not tidy up the groceries from the om because it was already 10 o'clock mall time to close the store as well. Let's finish the stuff tomorrow morning.

But Zara couldn't sleep. After finishing the prayer Zara remembered Rangga, Again and again.

"A Rangga you what now? too busy, huh?" Zara talked to herself while looking at and paying attention to the profile photo of whats app a Rangga.

Double blue, a photo of my second letter to Rangga. Alhamdulilah means the letter A Rangga read, although not reciprocated.

Nothing, there has been a change little by little from the personality of Rangga now. In the beginning, Zara knew Rangga.

Rangga does not use Whats app profile photo, does not know online or not, does not know in read or not because it never checks blue. Now always look Last online A Rangga. Must be above 12 o'clock.

Hopefully Rangga can finally become a human, not a ghost like before. Although not as familiar at the beginning Zara knew Rangga. Hopefully now Rangga becomes a real human being.

For A Rangga,

Assalamu'alaikum, manor,

A Rangga how are you? May it always be well.

A Rangga is busy, right? Si Om said that moving the warehouse again would often be overtime.

Don't be too cape, If you're cape, rest. Keep eating patterns, later his magh relapse again. Let alone lack of sleep, I'm afraid you're rich Canva.

Take care of health.

Sorry if Zara is too puffed up, No mean anything just want A Rangga always healthy.

Oh yes A Rangga, sorry yes Zara often write rich letters now. There is no meaning, just just want a story because I can't sleep if you haven't told a Rangga. Always have a thought.

Sorry if so disturb A Rangga, remove anything if A Rangga feel to disturb. But please Whats app I do not block yes, so I can always see you, even from a distance.

Unless if indeed later a Rangga is married, then it may be blocked only me, for fear that your wife will be angry later.

A Rangga I just finished reading the Eccedentesiast Novel, Ga accidentally turned out Keisha had the novel. I was going to pinjem first. I always wondered because I was in. Whats your app.

Zara cried after reading it. You know a Rangga, Nangis I'm rich. Yes like that. He. he's..

A Rangga, don't tell me you're an Eccedentesiast. It's not gonna be, is it? I always pray that you are always happy, always healthy.

Always the work spirit!!

Don't forget to eat, don't eat breakfast at 3 pm again. His body is always strong.

Si om also sent Zara maen to SR. But I don't want to, afraid to meet you.

Not very professional, Zara. Though the business of work has nothing to do with personal problems. Shopping is shopping.

A Rangga, I am so grateful to have been given the opportunity to know you. Although short, but the effect is extraordinary for Zara personally.

Sorry for my attitude with you yesterday. Sorry.

Zara hopes we can still be best friends to just say hello. But if you don't want anything, it's okay Zara understands.

Zara will not ask a Rangga to reply to Zara's letters, because Zara just wants a story. Think of it like a pen pal.

Maybe because I don't have any friends. My story is through this writing.

Do you know a Rangga? Now Zara is focused on developing the Zara store business. I want it to be quiet but I can't. Is it possible to be a Rangga? Because I always remember what you said.

"Please adjust it first, which stock is already thinning, which stock can survive until the next shopping. Is that a Rangga?"

Therefore, Zara shopping to the Om is also a little. If Om is late. Must be empty stuff in my shop.

Especially cigarettes, often run out of stock.

But it's nothing to be grateful for because maybe the business process is like that.

The important thing for now is, Zara can eat, Jarel can go to school, my dad can get a salary, my KUR Mandiri installment pays off on time. Thank you for enough.

Hopefully in the future my efforts can grow.

You must also always work spirit, let us meet again already equally successful yes.aminnn...

Because Zara believes if indeed God's destiny allows us to meet again, surely later God will bring us back to greet each other, not to marry instead. Relax, Zara also does not want to have a husband who does not love Zara, even though Zara loves you so much A Rangga.

Zara also had no idea of marriage cepet, whatever the destiny of God. Zara's happy to have known you even though we weren't meant to be together.

Funny thing is gini a Rangga. There are many friends, neighbors, not just one. They like the nawarin candidates that, but there's never a real one, the edges must be so. They said they didn't dare to deketin Zara. They're afraid they can't be happy with Zara.

"No, look at you Zara said." It's always like that.

It is what to feel sorry for. Is that weird, is it Zara now? Zara did not understand with their minds looking at Zara now like what.

If you'd like to talk to me for a minute Rangga. I must be really smart. It's as simple as my wish now.that's the thing that's sure to make Zara happy.

There is nothing more Zara wants now in this world, everything God has given me. Thank God Zara is so grateful. Even if God calls Zara now, Zara is ready.

One thing you should remember is a Rangga. Make both my novels a gift to you from Zara. If Zara had died later. May you always remember this beautiful story yes a Rangga.

If you ever consider your life worthless, unhappy. You have to remember one thing.

You are the most precious person God sent to accompany Zara when Zara fell until Zara could rise again.

Zara doesn't know what Zara's life would be like if Zara hadn't met you. Love gives us incredible power. Presenting a beautiful story when facing the tough life struggle. When the world is not friendly. That love grew so strong.

Thank you very much Rangga.

Happiness is simple, not because of wealth, standing, popularity. All of this does not guarantee happiness if we are not good at gratitude. Perfect happiness is when you meet the right person at the right time.

That's you A Rangga. Thank you for giving me such great joy, meeting you feels like riding a roller coaster. All the feelings I have felt with you in a very short but meaningful time.

Now Zara was used to it like this. Because as you once said.

"Belcome is not sought. It turns out to be true. Living alone can be happy too. But happiness will certainly be more complete if we can live together with a partner who supports each other, complements each other and loves each other. It must be more beautiful, right? if Zara is happy now during the day. When waiting for the store Zara can laugh rame many friends. But after that night came. All the same, it feels dark like the night sky, quiet no friends tell stories. You said that too, right A Rangga?"

After the prayer Zara confided in Allah, the same as Allah, as I wrote this letter, you are A Rangga. I could tell everything but there was no reply from the readers and listeners of my story.

But it's okay, I keep my eyes on you, because maybe the way from God is like this. Actually, Zara and Rangga are only separated with a distance of 1 hour or even 30 minutes. But Zara and Rangga such as separate continents, oceans, and islands that stretch wide, become a separation distance between the two of us. If this is God's command. Zara understands that Zara does not mind because this way the two of us will not fall from the sin of immortality. Is it a Rangga? Another case if your reason is your lover's rose. It was a disaster. he.he..

Separated from you like this. More time for me to learn to understand the verses of the Qur'an, so that I can be a better person. How lucky will be the man who became my soul mate, A Rangga.

Zara is learning while teaching Jarel. So both learn. Alhamdulilah Jarel is very interested and loves the Qur'an. Every day ask for his salary. Zara is learning a lot more now.

Because Zara knows, Zara is not a graduate student like Mu A Rangga, but Zara wants to continue learning. Because science can be obtained from anywhere and anytime, right? it is never too late to learn to improve. God still gives us opportunities.

My problem with Ditto. Thank God it's over now, no more news. The last time I want to go to the police. From there I blocked. Thank God that until now did not disturb the lives of Zara and Jarel again. My life is calmer now.

Jarel is also more cheerful now. Eating too much, his weight went up. The school is also active, already got 2 trophies, the champion kept him. This child is indeed my encouragement to continue to try to bring money for living and school costs.

Just now Jarel's been vomiting, nose nose nosebleed, a bit of fever, but now he's asleep. Maybe it's in the wind or hot in the first time.

Yesterday went to the hospital, came home at 10 o'clock, nganter mom control. The return of the taxi online. As A Rangga once suggested to me.

I don't go to Zara's house very often either. Not too tight either. Malesin, likes to be asked when the marriage continues. No soul mate, it's funny. That's why I'm meeting as necessary now.

Every mallem has a father who nemenin Zara at home. Nemenin Zara and Jarel every day. I am loyal to my father.

A Rangga, the story is already yes, sorry to disturb your time.

The spirit of his work, Do not forget to take care of his food. Take care of your health, do not take A Rangga rich pain Canva. he. .he..

Wassalamu'alaikum