DIARY ZARA
28. Beautiful butterfly butterflies, precious diamonds

"Eh pa ustadz buy what come please? " Zara met with ustadz imran, he had not been to Zara's shop for a long time, used to often photocopy.

"Buy the pulse." replied ustadz Imran.

"May her pa ustadz? "Zara asked.

Ustadz Imran mentions his mobile phone to buy a data package.

"Where is Zara now? ask Ustadz Imran to Zara.

"Whether people are everywhere, Zara is still free to choose and determine the candidate of Imam.. " Absolutely replied, laughing a little.

"Oh kirain already has one. " Answer Ustadz Imran.

"Kalo Zara already has, there must be a curved yellow Janur first dong, will not be bumping if the marriage will be informed to many people, said the Apostle also." Answer Zara.

"Yes must it, wayang golek 7 days and 7 nights later, as well as his qori use international qori." Answer pa Ustadz.

"Ha.ha.kalo soul mate sultan, if not yes just simple pa ustadz.

In a hadith, Prophet Muhammad also mentioned.

“Fine-good women are the easiest (lightest) mascawinnya.” (CHR. Ibn Hibban's).

"You're with the bismillah." Answer Zara.

"Yesterday there was something wrong." Answer pa Ustadz.

"Abi's guest, right? usually there are many people in Jakarta, asked Zara.

"Yes, I was the same as you Zara. I have a candidate what not. I was afraid I would bring it here. You already have one." Answer ustadz Imran.

"Free ustadz. If you want to bring it here, there is indeed a man who Zara likes, but if the matter of marriage, who quickly he can aja ustadz. " Answer Zara laughed.

"Ha. ha. You can. " Ustadz Imran laughs.

"Yes abisnya many who say to Zara ustadz, this likes it like it. But no one came to my father's house, bravely. Ask Dad for permission. Must be brave. "Zara Jawab.

"Yes, I'll take it directly to your father. " Answer Ustadz imran.

"Remain?? " Zara laughs, because it usually doesn't. Finally disappeared without any news. Funny Zara saw it too.

"God willing, I'll be told again. " Answer Ustadz Imran.

"Who quickly he got ya pa Ustadz. " Zara laughs.

"Yes. " Answer Ustadz Imran.

Funny indeed, sometimes Zara never thought would experience something like this. After rising from that. Zara felt reborn.

After feeling dead many times because of a fall, but Zara was finally able to come back to life, getting back up. Experiencing a life cycle that seems to repeat itself. Thank God at least Zara is feeling better now.

Zara finds a verse in the Qur'an which means.

"Or like a man passing through a land whose buildings (their buildings) have collapsed to cover (the ruins) of its roofs, he said, "How did God revive (the land) after it was destroyed? " And Allah killed him (the man) for a hundred years, and raised him (Living him) again. And (God) asked, "How long have you stayed (here)?" He said, "I live (here) a day or half a day. God says, "no! you have lived a hundred years. Look at your food and drink that have not changed, but look at your donkey (which has become bones). And that we may make thee a sign of our power to men. Look at the bones (the donkey), how we reassembled them, then we bandaged them with the flesh. "then when they were real to him, he said, "I know that God is powerful over all things. " Al Baqarah verse 259

Here Zara felt that God had helped Zara. The power of God, so that Zara could easily forget the heartache that Zara had experienced in the past.

Heart wounds, heartbreaks, can't be seen. Can not be treated like a wound on a fallen leg, the scar can be seen whether it is dry or still wet. Do not want to be scratched again, keep the foot in order to avoid anything that can make him hurt again.

How deep the injury to the heart caused by the hard upbringing of parents in childhood, bullying in childhood, KDRT, sexual violence, infidelity, etc, not accepted and underestimated by many people, falling awake in running a business. In the end it was God who was able to free Zara from all of that. God helped Zara. And God said, that's enough.

As seen in Zara's dream at that time, after being given a hint by a man whose face was shining, even to see his face Zara was unable to. After being able to pass through such formidable obstacles and trials, the dark past disappeared, without a trace. That is the power of God, How God expands the breast of man to be ready to accept the trials that God gives because in fact there is ease with difficulty.

Now Zara was able to speak aloud to Zara herself. No need for recognition from others, just appreciation for yourself. In the end, the one responsible for our happiness is ourselves.

"YOU'RE THE BEST".

Zara, you are beautiful, great, strong, precious. You are worth and deserve the best, a gift from Allah SWT.

Thank you very much God, thank God.

"Ga there's an empty pa. " Answer Zara.

Well, bad feeling. It must be a man mode, from the look of his eyes already too tired.

"It's tea." The man bought two bottles of yakult.

"4 thousand. " Answer Zara.

"Arab people? " Tell the man.

"No, original Sukabumi. " Answer Zara.

"Oh, kirain of Arab descent, you know, wear a veil. " Answer answered the man with a Playboy smile.

"Still schooled? going to college? or mole? " Tell the man back.

"Udah has one child."Answer Zara.

"Oh, kirain is still in college, what's his name? "

"Zara's. " Oh dad, Dad why come home anyway Zara was teased, if there is a father will not be on brave, Zara spoke inwardly.

"Can contacts?" The man extended his hand.

"No. " Reply Zara began to fall.

"Introduction is not a sin, right? " Tell the man again.

"Udah said my name was Zara, that's enough. " Zara has started to fall back, replied.

"OKs. Zara's. " Answer replied with a smile.

Suddenly many small children in the snack. hordes of boc save.

Thank God the man left.

Shortly after my father returned to the store, the igu men came back.

Fortunately there is a father, Zara can crouch at home. Serem. Zara does not want, not very polite maen want to shaman-salaman aja, know also not.

After the man left, Zara returned to the store.

Eh it turns out that the children of the pesantren deket house also have dared to tease.

"Buy what? " Zara asked.

"Ice cream tea. Want a rich sweet. " The boys learned to flirt with women.

"Hehhh basic boy. " Answer Zara.

"Tea, the ice cream is Messi, right? It's got a picture of her."

"Yes. " Answer Zara.

"Ga want ah, if the gift is still, we buy the real Ice cream. " They said to Zara.

" Can't, because Zara is expensive. " Answer Zara laughed.

"Ha. ha. lope lope deh anyway. " Answer them.

"Ih. What the hell are you guys, the njai bocil that is really not maen lope lope. " Answer Zara.

"Every one of my beautiful. " Answer them.

Turns out they drew a lot of LoVe on the freezer glass I used their hands on.

"Boybean. " Zara laughed while cleaning my glass ice cream freezer