DIARY ZARA
52. Preliminary

Zara waits for the store as usual, but Zara starts thinking about A Deni.

"Ah, this must be because of A Hilmi, so Zara thought of A Deni now. Nothing maybe yes if Zara a little kepo about A Deni. Let Zara know. Because A Rangga also once said. "

"Lessons for you. Don't open your heart that easily. Everyone has a different character and life story. You are too easy to open your heart without knowing what her status is, her life, her disposition. With a good squirm he then easily open the heart. That's not the concept. "Clearly Rangga.

Zara search on facebook, ga dapet. Zara search on Instagram turned out to only have one post that was a private account. At tiktok there are times yes.

There were only two videos on the tick.

"Even though anything can be alone, it does not mean to want to be alone. "

There are words and photos of him, just the video, nothing else, his followers are also very little.

"Huh. huh... " Zara laughs, start this Zara kepo.

"Zara, inget do not be obscene, fear that later you will be hurt again. " Zara spoke inwardly.

"Just like the concept, Zara is also anything can be alone, independent, independent women, and do not want to bother others, because if you hope anything to humans that there is only heartache. But that does not mean forever Zara wants to live alone, Zara also wants there is someone who can accompany the life of Zara, a man who is sholeh, kind, able to accept Zara as she is, can respect, can respect, protect and love Zara and Jarel. There is no need for an established man, for property can be sought together, provided that the man has a good character, God willing he can be in charge of the world and the hereafter." Zara spoke inwardly.

"What are you, smile yourself constantly now. Serem I saw it too. " Task Dad coming to the store shocked Zara.

"Ah dad, bother the twinklers. " Answer Zara.

"Dad, look at this. It's called A Deni. " Zara showed me A Deni's tiktok account to my father.

"Ganteng, that's it, a piece of marriage. Later on again. " Switch Daddy.

"Ha. ha. it's easy. We'll see later, afraid to cross again, because everyone who Zara likes must be the ends of the cross somewhere. " Answer Zara.

"Yes already. "Dad's Wag.

Zara returned to SR for shopping as usual, somewhat excited now Zara shopping. Because at least when Zara shopping Zara can see A Deni. I love it, rather than staying at home.

After Jarel's school, Zara went straight to SR.

Arriving in front of SR, it turns out there is A Hilmi, Shifa tea and also A Deni at the front door.

"It's a shame Zara, it's nothing Zara. Breathe in. exhale.. relax. " Zara spoke inwardly because to walk in front of A Deni was so embarrassed right now. " Zara spoke inwardly.

"Hey.. " A Hilmi said hello.

A Deni also looked towards Zara, who had just sat back to her.

"A Deni smiled. "

"he. he's... " Zara can only smile while carrying an empty basket into the SR.

Zara started filling Zara's shopping cart and headed to the cashier's desk.

"Zara asked for KTP. " A Eko said to Zara.

"Well, what's it for, Zara's not a criminal. " Zara answered with a laugh.

"No, for bulk oil, every buyer of bulk oil that many A Fadli ask his ID card to be collected. " Obviously A Eko."

" Oh that, but Zara's not taking it now. " Answer Zara.

"It's nothing tomorrow. " Java A Eko.

"OKs. " Zara answered.

After all, Zara approached A Deni.

"This is bonnya. " Zara gave Zara a shopping bon to check on.

"Oh yes. " Answer A Deni.

"Zara hayu we go home, ngeliwet.. ggeliwet.iya ga a?" A Hilmi started again.

"Yes hayu, when? " Answer A Deni.

"Hayu. hayu aja, not leaving. " Answer Zara.

"Huh. huh... " A Hilmi just laughed.

A deni to the warehouse to bring Zara's own groceries without asking for the help of other children.

"This what? " Zara pointed at one cardboard.

"Oil, ask for a ID card?" Ask A Deni

" No, but there's a photo of him briefly in search first. " Answer Zara.

A Deni back to the warehouse.

"That use the rope, so easy to carry it. " Zara sent a Deni.

"OKs. " Answer A Deni.

Today A Adit holiday, so Zara had to take another person from the terminal.

A deni squatting in front of me who was sitting on a chair while tying dus using a rapia rope.

"This is a picture of my ID card, what do you want to send?" Zara showed a photo of Zara's ID card on her phone.

"Picture try here, diem used to hold the phone? "Jawab A Deni.

"Blur ga? " Task Zara.

Because indeed Zara's hands tremble to hold her hp. ha. ha. ha. shame what groggy I don't know.

"Once again. Hold it first." A Deni pointed his cell phone camera over my hand holding the phone with a smile.

"Simpen yes, repeat. Than the ngeblur. " Zara tries to keep the hp on top of the box.

"Ga, oh, no. Nih. "a Deni shows the photos.

Which is so Zara embarrassed, because Zara ID card photo has not been wearing a hijab. Photo by 17-year-old Zara.

"Who did you know yesterday appeared on Tiktok? " Tanya a Deni asked Zara with a smile.

"Do you know who you are, do you know? " Task Zara embarrassed.

"Can I see my account?" Ask A Deni.

"He. he. ga tau also. "the original Zara was ashamed, because of the look of Zara kepo.

"A by the way, someone has been watching. " Zara said because he was not aware of the SR children all on observing Zara and A Deni who had been chatting together, they saw from the door of the warehouse.

"Who? " Tanya A Deni's.

"Look back. " Zara told A Deni to look at the door of the warehouse.

"Huh.huh...." They all laughed looking at Zara and A deni. Moreover, the om who brought snacks for SR children, all again eating snacks from the om while paying attention to Zara and A Deni.

"Aishi.... " A Deni smiled.

"Udah ah, thank you. " Zara took the dus that had been tied to A Deni.

"Yes. " Answer A Deni.

SR kids all on laughing. Moreover, the om tuh laugh most fasten.

Zara walks to the Terminal while carrying groceries because today A Adit is a holiday.

At the store Zara tidied up Zara's groceries. Zara smiled to herself, dear A Deni.

God is real, not a dream. Turns out Zara can still like people. Zara thinks after Rangga, Zara will not like other men anymore It turns out that there are those who make Zara's heart rich gini again. How does it feel.

Oh, my God, but Zara was afraid. Because every man Zara likes end-to-end they disappear. What A Deni will also later disappear like the others.

I don't know, for sure Zara is convinced by now, any man who moves away from Zara means that man is not good for Zara.

For Zara always asks in every do'a Zara to Allah,

O Allah, if a man is good to Zara, bring him close. But if that man is not good for Zara then keep it away.

May you choose the best man for Zara.

Zara rasa a Deni entered the Zara criteria. But I don't know if Zara entered the criteria A Deni. We never know. Because Zara is a widow with children too. Let God give you the way.

Deep enough, Zara began to like A Deni. Never expect more.