DIARY ZARA
21. Last letter to Rangga

"Where's the nuggets? " dad asked immediately when Zara arrived at the store.

"He. he. close the store, change the cigarette. " Answer Zara.

"You're going to SR? " Ask dad.

"Yes. " Answer Zara smile.

"Say it will go to the SR if you want to give an invitation letter to Rangga. prettt. " Dad laughed.

"Ha. ha. right, the responsibility of the money is taken home, mending in buying cigarettes. " Answer Zara.

"Meet the Rangga?" Ask Dad.

"There, but not too nyetrum well feeling now, fitting Zara deket same Rangga. " Zara said with a cry.

"The electrical voltage has dropped many times, stable so on. " Answer Dad.

"Ha. ha. indeed PLN. " Answer Zara.

"Yes change the voltage as possible. " Answer Dad.

"Means indeed Zara must often meet handsome men well, so that fitting see Rangga was normal. Aye right? Ask Zara while she grinned.

"As far as you are. " Answer Dad laughed.

Zara decides to write a letter for the last time to Rangga. Because Zara realized that Zara should not continue to hope for Rangga. Which in fact Rangga never cared a bit about Zara's feelings for him. He was busy with his personal business. Maybe even with her boyfriend.

Zara must also open her heart to new people, no need to search, but just wait for anyone later, please Zara accept. God gives us what we need, not what we want.

"In the end, God's destiny is always good, although sometimes it takes tears to receive it - Ummar bin khattab."

To A Rangga My best friend,

Assalamu'alaikum, manor,

A Rangga how are you? May it always be good.

Seneng was able to meet again, after a long time. It was nothing, ordinary. Fear of fighting what it is but thank you not.

Hopefully the future can continue like that.

I attended a Parenting event at Jarel's school this morning. Discussing about how the child's psychology, how good parenting. How to see the development of EQ and IQ in children. I learned a lot from there.

It seems like a lot of my job now. Educating a child is not easy. Because the teacher at school is only complementary, the rest is returned to the parents, especially the mother.

Mother must be strong, extra strong. Regardless, however the conditions must be ready, strong, patient and also intelligent.

From school finished at 11:00am straight to town buy ink to the ATK store. It seems to be jammed right now in its path. Road repair said. I haven't been out for a long time, Zara. It doesn't know.

Uh fit in the junction to the track, dibelokin because the road is closed. Muters pass through housing.

Serem also just saw a video recording of the mother who had been hurt. Mothers speeding public transport. Until it was badly jammed as well. Looks like his mother is upset again, so bring his car.

Kaya Zara used to pass the time out the parking lot SR, immediately tancap gas, bring a car ga use rules.when A Rangga lived in Zara alone in the car. Pas A Rangga did not want Zara to take to the ATK store at that time.

Masya Allah Zara just realized now, it turns out if we want to kill ourselves by way of nabrakin own car is really a loss for people. Because the one who brought the car did not die, even other people who did not know anything became victims.

Grateful and continue to thank God, still given the power of life until this moment. Until I am strong and brave to meet you again A Rangga.

Zara hopes we can still be good friends.

Oh yes, the shop is cool right now A Rangga. Want to be a supermarket, or a supermarket? Cool.!!

You're great a Rangga.

The spirit continues its work so as to continue to advance its business, its turnover also goes up.

Remember, take care of your health too. That's his eyes lack of sleep. Sorry if I was wrong, don't suck. We're bestie. he..

So long ago a Rangga tried to scan the barcode I used to in my store. It's the same now, isn't it? SR is much better now. I said what too. If the SR is better, the buyers will be more and more, because they are very comfortable shopping at your place.

Congratulations to A Rangga.

Got a new toy in SR, nothing to be more herd work.

The spirit continues to work. Do not forget to take care of your health.

Wassalamu'alaikum's chat.

Every meeting there is always a farewell that is the journey of life. One by one, I really wanted to go.

The hardest thing for me is to let go of my memory of Rangga, letting go of my hopes for Rangga. Really need a struggle even need input from my healer on youtube. He gave me a very useful enlightenment.

How to release Zara's attachment to Rangga. It was so hard but I tried to take it off sincerely.

Loving is not a mistake, because love itself is a gift given by God to every human heart on this earth.

But sometimes the way of loving her is wrong.

To love in silence and to be sought with do'a was enough for Zara. Even if not Rangga Zara's soul mate later, now Zara is completely sincere.

If someone is gone from our lives.

We ourselves deserve to be happy.

Because something that is missing is definitely going to be replaced with something much better.

Amyn.

Be sincere, patient, and trustworthy

Man only plans, God is decisive.

There are valuable lessons we can take from each encounter. Because every meeting is a soul mate. There is a reason behind all the events we experience in this world.

How we can take his good and bad lessons depends on each person's different thoughts.

"He gives wisdom to whom he wills. Whoever is given wisdom has been given much good. And no one can learn except those who have common sense - Al baqarah verse 269."

Zara thinks it's better for Zara to catch up now because it's more promising and indeed to meet my daily needs from there.

Let Rangga's story be kept neatly as a memory in Zara's life. Hopefully one day Zara can meet new people better than Rangga.