DIARY ZARA
44. You are valuable

"The number you are going to is inactive, or out of range of area. " Zara tried to check no Rangga, turned out to be inactive.

Whats app Zara is blocked, her mobile phone number is off, telegram is off, instagram is off, facebook is off, ticktok is off.

Where is Rangga now.

Rangga disappeared as if swallowed by the earth, leaving no trace of her last photo that Zara knew. "DEAD"

Is that how ruined her life is now?

Zara prayed to God, asking.

"O Allah, may Rangga feel as much pain as I feel, falling as much as I have ever felt. I hope he feels what I felt first. You are all just, the law of the harvest must be there, who does good will get good anyway, who does evil then the reward is bad for his life. "

But, after now Zara saw Rangga coming out alone from SR, and did not know what his life was like now. It's like Zara wants to pull all the do'a I ever said before.

"I'm sorry Zara. " Zara spoke inwardly.

It would be more relieved for Zara, if only now Zara saw that Rangga's happy life could be seen through being sosmed with the person she loved, rather than disappearing like this.

Indeed Zara hurt with all the treatment Rangga against Zara so far. But everything happens for a reason, whether it is the character of the evil Rangga, or the circumstances that make him like that, we never know. Because we are just ordinary people. You cannot judge someone from one point of view. Perhaps it could be that the life of Rangga is heavier than the life that Zara had experienced so far. Because Rangga is very closed. Who can understand him, who can understand him. After all this time Zara understood about herself. Rangga went, ran, even away as if he did not want anyone to know about his life.

Human social beings, not as long as they can live alone, there are times when we need the help of others, indeed our true helper is Allah SWT, but God gives his help through the hands of humans.

For Zara, as bad as Rangga's treatment of Zara. Zara is grateful to have been present and be part of the story in Zara's life. Moreover, Rangga brought a big change in Zara's life now. God always has a reason for meeting someone.

Rangga was present at the right time.

He made Zara wiser to learn and respond to life.

He teaches Zara to be ready and resilient to face the side of life.

He who always chooses silence, when there are arguments and quarrels. Because silence does not mean losing, but with silence our minds will return to clarity and will find the best way out.

He taught Zara how to make Zara so that Zara never forgets the faith to live this life.

He always gives solutions and becomes the best partner in Zara's life.

He convinced Zara that Zara could be Zara herself, Zara strong, beautiful and great.

But he always plunges high privacy, everyone has a limit of never getting into the path of life of others, if we get into the path of life of others without permission that's where our hearts are disappointed in the end.

He who always said God's plan must be more Beautiful. We can only live, enjoy and be grateful. Man only plans God to determine.

He never said his feelings, maybe he never liked, really liked Zara. But he was able to become the most valuable person in Zara's life. He has a place in Zara's heart. An eternal taste that Zara had for her.

Although if one day, Zara is destined to marry someone else, Zara will never be able to forget Rangga, because indeed he is a special man that Zara has met. Good attitude he bad all this time, make a lesson for Zara, because not always humans have good qualities, and not always humans.

Maybe one day he will become a better human being.

Thank you very much, Rangga. For all the stories we've been through. Although either called this relationship, friends are not, friends are not, girlfriends moreover, I do not want to date. But this story is beautiful. Like a roller coaster.

There are many feelings that I get from this short meeting.happy, sad, sick, angry, disappointed, upset, longing, Love and affection are truly amazing. Learn patience, sincerity, surrender to God. Zara only felt this beautiful taste when Zara met you Rangga.

Suppose you read my novel later, remember. We both learned a lot from this meeting. Lots of valuable lessons that bring good changes in Zara personally. Hopefully into your personal life also has a good influence, said Rangga.

Sorry if Zara's words offend you, and hurt you, it all comes from the ego that is in Zara. Because Zara is also aware, Zara is not a perfect human being, many mistakes Zara made so far. Thanks to meeting you, Zara learned a lot, understood herself, controlled her emotions and was more patient, patient and patient

Thank you very much, Rangga.

Wherever you are now, how you are. Stay upbeat and keep praying. Hopefully in the future we are both successful, and meet the right person for each of us yes, if indeed you are not my destiny.

Never give up, never despair, you are precious, amazingly great. Zara is lucky to have met you and have a wonderful story like this. Even though there is a lot of drama, but if there are no challenges, maybe our lives will feel empty.

Many times Zara felt happy when Zara had already come out of one test and another. Like completing one challenge in life, and when it's been through it all. Then all the gates of happiness will open themselves at the right time at the time that God has set.

I don't know who will be on the highest hill. Someone God prepared to welcome me and accompany my next life. A person whom God has prepared some gifts from God, a life partner whom Zara has always dreamed of. I don't know who it will be, If it wasn't you Rangga, it would be a lucky man.

Because Zara felt, the journey of life is quite far Zara through, one by one like the stairs that Zara tried to go through, the higher the higher, sometimes Zara felt tired and wanted to give up. But Zara will never really give up until Zara's life ends and returns to Allah SWT.

I hope you are the same A Rangga.