DIARY ZARA
40. Trying to open my heart

The day changed, but the answer about Rangga did not get Zara.

Life must go on, if Zara keeps thinking about Rangga, the impact is Tokoku. Tokoku usually does not want me to take care if Zara has thought about Rangga. My shop is the most important now. For the survival of Zara, Jarel and also my parents.

Zara today follows the prophet's maulid at the Ustadz Hilman Pesantren, where Jarel naji. Thank you so much for meeting mothers to just be in touch.

Zara attended the event until it was finished, thank you for the many additional knowledge that Zara got there.

The key to Zara to be able to forget a little Rangga is that, by way of worship, a lot of teaching and listening to tausiah from Zara teachers.

Returning from the event maulid Zara went to the usual minimarket for the contents of the Balance.

"Custom, right? " Task A Adit supervisor minimarket that adult.

"Yes a, here's the code. " Answer Zara by giving Zara her phone and money.

"Have you entered the salad?" Ask a Adit.

"Udah. " Answer Zara.

"Oh yes, just walk. don't use the car again?" Ask A Adit.

"The car is. he.. " Answer Zara.

He felt this problem many times. But it's still the same thing, nervously anyway.

"He. he. ga nothing a, Nice start. Thank God you have dared to familiarize yourself too." Zara spoke inwardly while watching A Adit minimarket.

"His Memorandum? " Task A Adit.

Zara mentioned Zara's phone.

"Oh yeah, Anter's school isn't he? " Task A Adit.

"A vacation, just got back to school. " Answer Zara.

"Nobody has done it yet? " Task A Adit.

"Yet. He. he's.. " Zara smile.

Code A, Zara is still free, anyone can get close.

Please if you want to be processed for the approach, the door of Zara's heart is open to anyone.

"This is the structure." A Adit gave a receipt top up my balance with a smile.

"Still a, "Zara immediately subdued his gaze. I'm ashamed, A Adit squirms that I am so.

Zara immediately exited the minimarket and returned to Zara's store.

Zara returned to her usual routine, waiting for the store while uploading Zara's video on the tiktok.

Suddenly there was a video recommendation dictated.

"Wait a minute it looks like Zara knows this guy. " Zara speaks for herself.

"A Cloud." Temen lama Zara used to work in a shoe factory.

Zara saw the video. It turns out a lot, funny-funny make Zara laugh ngakak, Ganteng anyway.

By the way it looks like he's still single, or single dad. Lots of videos with kids. I don't know if Zara doesn't know now.

"A Cloud, his video is hilarious.he.. " Zara left a comment on one of A Cloud's videos.

"Eh there's Zara. "Jawab A Cloud in the comments.

"He. he. still knows it. " Answer Zara.

"Yes know "Answer to A Cloud.

Amazingly, A Awan is getting more successful now. Salut Zara, back when she was working with a department of deket also the same Zara, likes stories. Because her love story is always not as lucky as her career. But when A A Awan moved the work department. Zara never spoke again. But yesterday not long ago, Zara also met at SR Wholesale fitting Zara shopping.

Now A A Awan has become a successful man like him, handsome too.

Tau aja Zara same handsome guy. he. he .

"Watch a friend's video first. " Answer Zara.

"This is aa loy. " Jarel took my phone.

"Flat." Jarel says.

"Who is mama?" Ask Jarel.

"Long temen mamah, used to fit the work " replied Zara.

"Here I want to see ah "Jarel took my cell phone.

Jarel gave her likes in every video of A Clouds, and laughed to herself.

"He likes his videos, good. " Jarel showed it to me.

"Yes. " It's like Zara's new entertainment.

"A Cloud, A Cloud, there's just you the idea, really good, creative. Especially her traveling videos. Euh, the place is beautiful. Zara likes. " Zara spoke to herself while laughing at herself.

Zara returned to SR today, because all ATK shopping is also from Sukabumi. All Zara stopped by to buy cigarettes.

The atmosphere of SR is rame but silent. That's the mood of SR now. All that remains are the shadows of laughter when there was Rangga, the shadow where Zara used to cry has now changed.

The front seat of the building was empty.

"Hmmm..." Zara could only smile at every corner of the room in SR. Everything has changed, not like before. Even my life has to change. Because time goes ahead, no longer keep looking back.

Although the memory will always be there, the place may change, but every memory will always be there, which now only shadows.

"Where's the invitation? " The om asked.

"Embol om, ga nothing a little kok, tie a fast ya om dus nya. let's not mess later in angkot." Answer Zara.

"The zara wants to be tied up as well. " A Hilmi spoke.

"Ok. enter in all of you. " Add the om.

"Ah. y'all have a heart. " Answer Zara.

Still just rame them, and still treat Zara well anyway. It is like at home alone that Zara is in SR. It was just a rame, joking with the SR children all.

"Weight Zara a little too, are you sure you want to bring it yourself? " The om picked up my groceries.

"He. he's... " Zara can only grin.

"Come on anterin until angkot. Heavy to know this, you are a very strong girl. " The om grumbled while carrying my groceries.

"Ha.ha..Zara is strong om. "Zara Jawab.

"A Fadli excuse Zara for taking a crack. " Zara grab the groceries Zara's stationery that Zara left in front. A Fadli section guard the front gate now replaces the position of A Rangga first.

"Oh yes can. Is it the groceries? " Tanya a Fadli.

"Udah a, tuh under the om. " Answer Zara.

"Oh, I'm ready, thanks. " Answer A Fadli.

"That's what else Zara is. Weight as well. "Ask the om.

"Tool write om, It's pretty heavy a little. " Answer Zara.

"You are basic. " Answer to om.

"Udah yes Om, thank you. " Zara went into the angkot.

"Yes carefully. " Answer to om.

"Ready. " Answer Zara.

Alhamdulilah is still surrounded by good people, dead one grows a thousand. A Rangga left, came new people who cared more for Zara now.

Thank you, God will surely repay every favor you have given to Zara.