Forbidden Love On A Full Night
Warmth of Love

The constant knock on the door woke me up a while later. I woke up reluctantly, not wanting to abandon my dreams and face reality. My dream was very beautiful: I was sitting with Ram on the bank of a river that was flowing quietly and winding through the meadow that was illuminated by the sun. Ram was leaning toward me, his dark eyes sparkling with love, centered on his lips....

If my sleep were not disturbed.

Throwing my blanket, I grabbed my room robe and stepped barefoot towards the door, then asked who was outside.

"I."

I recognize Ram's voice. I opened the door and yawned.

"Mas...?"

"Sorry to disturb your sleep."

"What are you doing here? Do you know what time it is?"

"Two and a quarter" said the man, entering my cottage, then he locked the door and pulled me into his arms. "I couldn't sleep and couldn't go quietly before...."

I smiled as cold as ever. "What?" I asked in a seductive tone, looking up at her with all my love.

"For sweet memories...." Ram kissed me. I could feel the strength of his hand as he cupped the nape of my neck, and a wave of sweet emotions quickly drowned me. We've been apart for so long, and now I'm sticking to him like last night.

I drowned....

I pressed my body against him and I put my hands behind his leather jacket.

Ram diran*, and pulled me closer to his embrace, took off my robe and made my naked body re-exposed before his eyes. We moved backwards, until my back touched the wall. I stretched my hand up, hooked my finger to her hair, and her hand moved, to my collarbone.

I can't stop kissing her. Tasting it. Touch it. And my hands fumbled freely.

Ram stopped our kisses and kissed my neck, giving me goosebumps. He touched a sensitive spot under my ear, and my knee was wobbly. "Mmmmmmmm...."

He sucked the nape of my neck, strong and sweet. "You're making me sleepless" whispered Ram. He put our fingers together, then locked my hands against the wall. "I'm crazy about you. Really crazy...."

"Mmm-hmm," I said as I shifted my head to give him better access.

Ram again buried his fangs at the nape of my neck, then added another. "torture."

Suddenly he grabbed me tightly, pulled us towards the bed, flopped down there. He pulled me over, my feet clinging to his feet, while breath hunts between us. Ram slid one hand gently into my face.

"I've been waiting for Kama to do this" he said. "And it seems I have to do it again."

The deg!

I smiled with a happy feeling. I let him pull me for another kiss, and this time we were both lost. My hunger for him is insatiable. He teased the tip of my lips, and I opened my mouth for him. But he stayed away.

I tried to pull him closer again, offering myself, as he shifted to the side of my view. Slowly he kissed along the side of my face, down to my neck.

My skin is getting hotter. It's too hot, and I want to burn with it. I want to take off all his clothes. Nowow.

Now it was my turn to move away, and he tried to follow. But I held it with my palm. While shaking my head, I smiled timidly at him and turned my attention to the buttons on his leather jacket. It was easy to open all the buttons, as well as the shirt, and in a short time his chest was exposed.

I slit my fingertips on her bare skin, and Ram shivered. "You tease me" he whispered.

"Tempting? No." I tuck my finger down and unlinked her jeans and lowered the zipper. "Just do what's right. Hmm?"

"I dream of this moment all the time, year after year," I said softly as I stared at the palm of my hand I had placed on his chest. I can feel his heartbeat beating. "Before yesterday, I didn't expect we'd get a chance to-"

He put a finger on my lips. "Thank you. That's all that matters now. Staywith me. Here, and now."

I nodded wobbly, then moved her hand to the chest. I put that tenderness in his grasp. "You always come to my dreams. So wild. I want that wildness in the real version."

"Anything for you, Purna," he said. His voice is soft and shahdu.

We kissed for a long time. Ram placed his warm hand on my bare foot, and as a result of that touch, the blood in my veins boiled. It's overflowing and I want to explode. I cupped his face and I hugged him tightly. Looking into her beautiful eyes, I smiled happily.

"I want you," he said. "Every part of you, again."

I'm nodding. "I'm yours, Mom."

"Yes, Honey. I want to leave a good memory for you right now, in your waiting, and make you impatient to wait for me to return. So, this warm night for you. Just for you."

Ah.. My chest expands by the breath of the bahagai. It tastes so sweet. Ram entered me in a slow motion, with a loud bang and an urgent pulse inward, piling the body on top of me with warmth. Later then...

Ram smiled with a million charms, then he whispered in the ear, "Let's be with me, Purna...."

"Oh...!"

He was pushing himself so hard on me. His arm and neck muscles tightened as he plunged himself into my paradise like a possessed man.

"Mas...," my breath snorted.

Ram is in the fight. His eyes closed tightly. His head turned up, jerking repeatedly. "Ah, Purna. oh." his voice raucous, vehemently thrusting itself upon me, constantly, pushing my body backwards. Crazy and blind. Without pause. Nonstop. It made me shudder in horror that the wooden bed would crackle and fall due to the strength and wildness of Ram that night. "Oh my God, Iaaaaaang...!" Ram growling. "Akh!"

It's finished!

The seeds of love flow warmly within me.

Oh my God, I accept it.

"I love you, Purna." Ram's breath hunts great in my ears. He pushed himself one last time, then collapsed drooping, trembling in my body.

I don't have to return his words of love. It is not necessary in this beautiful moment. In return, I pressed my lips against the moist skin of his neck, and felt him swallow his saliva in tension. While Ram buried his face in my hair that was now wildly disheveled, I stroked my palm on his back. Means soothing.

"I'm sorry," he panted.

"I'm sorry? What's for?"

"In a conscious state, I never lost control so lowly."

I grinned. "But I like it. Your loitering is more than I feel in a dream. And I. I'm satisfied."

Clumsily, Ram lifted himself up and looked down at my face for a long time. Then he cupped my face, and gently brushed a strand of my hair from there. "I love you, Purna. Exceed life. Beyond death. Beyond eternity."

And we hugged back.

I don't know how long after, I drowned again in my deep sleep, and my beautiful dreams. But this time I'm not alone. This time he was with me. And we slept together. Wandering in a beautiful dream....