Forbidden Love On A Full Night
Second Chance

But I really can't hold myself back anymore....

I hugged Ram. He held her so tight. "You don't know how sorry I am for what happened" I said. Those words just slid from my lips, as if I were afraid that if I did not say them quickly, they would never be spoken. Then I let go of my embrace and looked up again, looking at the handsome face standing before me. "I was so young at the time. So foolish. I didn't mean what I said, but I was too proud to pull it back, and I guess I wanted to make you come back to me and apologize. Now I realize how wrong I am. I would have replied to your letter had I received your letter. I will definitely return all your calls. You have to trust me...."

"Shhhh. already, already, it's okay. I believe you."

I looked at the man with all my love. It's an opportunity I never thought I'd get back. Life feels like hell without Ram. Would I be able to lose that man again? Would I accept if I didn't take this chance?

"Do you think we can try again?"

Ram rubbed his knuckles on my cheeks.

"Rame?" I looked up at him, waiting for what he would say next.

The man whispered my name while pulling myself into his arms and grabbed me so tightly that I felt as if my ribs were going to crumble. "You're sure" asked Ram, "you're sure it's over between you and the nut?"

"I'm sure." I looked up, trying to look at Ram. "Does that mean... In that case, there is hope for both of us?" I asked with a trembling tone.

"I lived on that hope for eight years" Ram said in a raucous tone. "I never want to lose you again."

"will not. It won't be anymore." While sigh*, I leaned my cheek on Ram's chest. "We're going to make our relationship work this time, '" I murmured.

Ram didn't tell me that he loved me. But he will definitely say it one day, my inner self. He'll definitely say it. Ram was indeed very difficult to say such words. I can't blame Ram's cautious attitude at the moment. But, oh, how I miss hearing those words.

Ram kissed me on the forehead and grabbed my hand, and we walked in the moonlight, sometimes stopping for a kiss - even a light kiss. So much to say, so much to say, but for now, it's enough that we're together.

"So tell me, what did you do all day after seeing me this morning? You make me miss, you know!"

Ram smile. "Want to hear the details? Okay, from your cabin I stood a long time in front of a brown horse stable. The new horse you saw the other day. That wild horse."

"Take one arm over the top of the fence like you used to? Daydreaming?"

He laughed amusedly. "true."

"Of course you're not thinking of riding that wild horse, but you're thinking of that black-haired girl with her black eyes, who is now standing next to you, hmm?"

Again the man laughed. "That's too easy a guess, honey. Obviously that's true. I thought of the snot girl who was still very young and immature the first time I met her. The girl who made me feel...."

"Feel...?"

"You won't hear it."

"Tell me."

"Well, I was thinking about flashbacks. I used to think that our relationship wouldn't work. But now, I mean when I see you again, look at you who's grown up, has grown perfectly, as beautiful and sweet as this, I want to reach you again. I want to be with you again. I want to repeat everything."

"You know, I was thinking about our conversation yesterday. I was thinking if you were telling the truth, then I was hoping that your fiancee was completely out of your life. For eternity."

I'm nodding. "But Khinan said.You have sworn, you will accept the fate of living without me, right?"

Oh, come to think of it, Khinan shouldn't have to convey that to me, right? He broke my heart that day.

"Yes, right. But that was before. Different from now. Now you are within my reach. Yes although...."

My eyebrows shot up. "Although...?"

Ram raises his shoulders. "While nothing has really changed. Yeah, absolutely nothing. I am still poor and have nothing to offer you. While you are, you are still a rich girl who has everything you want. Everything you need."

I understood the feeling, then held and observed the man's two hands. Thank goodness there were no wounds.

"Hey, I did punch the fence. But not to get hurt, really. Don't worry too much, okay?"

Ram's right. Ram is not the kind of guy who likes to hurt himself. The mentality is not that low.

"Did you scare the horse?"

"Yes, that's inevitable. He's up to running to the farthest side of the cage."

"Bas with you," I protested, imagining the horse running, then stood there and looked at Ram, with his wide eyes and flared nostrils. Then Ram will curse as usual, then he slipped in through the sidelines of the cage. He would calm the horse and coax it with a carrot from the bag and thrust it into the horse. He would call her "dude" or "boy". The horse would stare at him for a while, his ears twitching, then he would approach cautiously towards Ram. After that, Ram would scratch the horse's ears while the animal chewed on carrots. And, more than that, he would put a bridle on the horse's head and lead it around the open stables. The horse will easily follow Ram, with Ram easily able to tame the horse. And I knew, in a day or two, Ram would let the horse get used to the weight of the saddle on its back, and then the real work of making the horse ridden would begin.

See, it's so easy for Ram to tame a wild horse. Try he can tame my father that easily.

Eh?

I giggled amusedly.

"Hey, you hear me?"

"Emm? Yep. I heard," my lie, when I was just traveling with my own mind.

"But even while taking the horse for a walk, I still think of you. There are a lot of questions, are you going to watch me sing tonight, be in the audience? And. um, I was thinking...." She grinned. "I thought about what else we might say..What would we do if Emil had not suddenly come and entered the cottage? You think...?"

I shake my head. Almost glaring. Then crackle. "Anything can happen" I said. "If you think?"

"I want to do it."

The deg!