Forbidden Love On A Full Night
That Morning....

Sunlight slid in from behind the shutters, creating a cheerful pattern on the walls of the cottage. I also heard the birds outside. I haven't heard a song of birds singing since the storm. I could also hear the sound of Toshu's little barking outside the cottage.

The storm has passed. Morning already. And I'm still in the hut, in the bed, next to Ram. No, kuralat: in the warm of his embrace. Inside the cocoon of a warming blanket, like his embrace....

Then he put away the blanket unconsciously, because he was still asleep. And now the blanket covered only half of his body, but only a little was covered - his bare chest went up and down. And I have no power to prevent my hands from moving violently from touching her exposed skin in front of my eyes. Looks so dashing even with his eyes still closed. I'm enchanted....

Although actually feeling a little irritated, because the storm has passed and the sun has appeared, it means we will leave soon, that the time we spent together will soon be over.

But I can't ignore this moment....

Yeah, I just kind of slanted my finger to the chest of that field, rubbed my palm on her skin, and then let my hand feel her heartbeat. It's hard to believe I'm doing this, not preventing myself from this stupidity....

"Good morning" said the man, he woke up to the sassness of my hand, and he took my hand, and kissed my palm.

Aaah. "Good morning."

"How are you doing?"

"I think my fever's down."

"And how you feeling?"

"Eh?"

"feelings..my feelings?"

"Yes." Yeah." Ram.

Oh God. Oh God. Whatisthis? My heart beats so fast. Control yourself, Purna....

"You happy?"

More than anything. My smile expands perfectly, representing my answer....

"And it's because of me?"

"Em, because of you."

"And I'm happy because of you."

The deg!

I blushed.

"Like my Full Light eight years ago...."

Am I still your Full Light? I'd like to ask. I really want to ask. I want to know....

Oh, I forgot about myself wanting to limit myself. I crossed my line again....

But Ram kissed my forehead.

Oh my...! Is that the answer to my unresolved question? Is that a sign you're blessing this relationship?

"I love you. Still love you so much, Purna."

Glegs!

Ram's gaze hypnotized. Then...

Ram sipped my lips like yesterday. With a soft kiss at the beginning, then deeper, so deep. Then he whispered, "I often dream of you in my solitude, in my sleep. I dreamt of making love to you. Wild with you. And it tormented me. Eight years, Purna. There's only you in my dreams. There was never a place for anyone else. In my dreams, in my life. Just you."

"React if you want. Have me, Ram. Make me yours."

Ram lifted his head, staring into my eyes. There's an unspoken question there....

"Make me yours, and unite our love. I beg? For our love...."

Ram shook his head. "You don't understand what I mean."

"We are in the same sense. About love and passion. About having. Challenge me and you, two souls who want to unite. Make love to me if you want to. Make love. Have me, love me, and judge me by your love."

Ram gulped, and in the next second he grabbed my lips....

Brak!

The cottage door opened and Emil burst in.

Ughhhh! Damnit damnit!