Sunshine (2021)
09

“elehh jajan, say I want to ngisi kas”. Rosa's rebuttal

“hehehe”. Fathan giggles.

“so you take me to the cafeteria, Just want to give cash?”. I'm really curious. But I am also sad, he has made me wish, I was wrong whether he gave me hope, whether I was too hopeful. But I am still sad, if he wants to give cash to me why not in class, why is it difficult to take me to the cafeteria.

“you order dinner first gihh”. Fathan ignored my question.

“iyaa, yuna you wait here yaaa, I want to tell the canteen mom to pack her food for us, we eat in class just”. Like I know how I feel.

Then I died, rosa and fathan threesome.During the departure of aca no one started a conversation, we just kept quiet.I was silent in my disappointment, and rosa was silent of course because she knew my feelings.

After she finished taking her food, she invited me and Rosa to go back to class leaving fathan there.

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A week had passed, ever since fathan took me to the cafeteria.From that day on, we never spoke to each other again,even if we just cross paths we prefer to just be quiet and ignore as if we never met .

I don't know the reason he ignored me but I ignored him because I was too embarrassed to have expected more. From then on I was very rarely in class. Even I also often truant during class hours because I was too lazy to be in class.

I am the type of person who is very difficult to like people, if I already like it then until the end I will still like it, the reason I often do not enter the class so that I do not often see it, because if too often I meet her then it will be difficult for me to get rid of my feelings for her.that's how I am, I know this is wrong but I think it's better this way.

I ditched with Ayra and via my fellow rosa, we often sat in the cafeteria near class X MIPA. Aca and Rosa never followed me truant, they also advised me not to truant but whatever the force of all decisions was in my hands.

Ayra has a boyfriend and ayra's boyfriend is one of the students in class X IPS 3 ayra's girlfriend named rezky. Rezky was also a friend of mine when we went to school in Junior High.we also lived in the same village and that was also the reason ayra was so close to me, because every time he wants to go to my house he has to go through the rezky house first. As the saying goes “while diving drink air”.

Sometimes it was not only us who sat in the cafeteria, but his other friends also joined in when they were lazy to take classes, he said,sometimes rosa and aca also come with us at recess and when the teacher does not go to class.

I don't know the name of the owner of the canteen but we used to call her the mother's canteen or the mother's canteen. Somehow but we already consider the canteen mother as our second mother.

Hahaa, so close we are with our canteen mother to vent and play there, even doing the task just feel more comfortable there to weigh elsewhere,moreover, the cafeteria mother also knew some of our secrets.

Today we went back to skipping class, we were in the cafeteria. I sit next to the via and face denis and kenza, while the ayra?. Of course he's thumping with rezky in the corner of the cafeteria. It could be said that we sit here as aba-givers if only a teacher came . they are afraid of the gep because our school prohibits students from dating let alone to sit two and two in the corner.

“ his kayak lately you guys dekhh”. I saw via different than usual, now when he wanted to go to the cafeteria he went to the toilet first to wear powder, lipstick and perfumes.

“iya dong, they're finished, don't forget pj ken”. Denis.

“ha?, really?”. I was very surprised, now I know the reason via always dress up before going to the cafeteria. Turns out this is the reason.

“kok can anyway you ga story to me du”. Continue me.

“maaf na, I also do not know, kenza arrived just shoot me, I so forgot to tell you”.

Huhu really have heart via forgetting me.but not what is important he is happy, I also join happy if my friend is happy.

“already don't forget his pj today”. I said with a slightly disappointed tone.

“aman it's bestie, eat it, today's kenza the treattir”. Via said with a laugh while kenza only nodded in agreement. After that we talked for a while before returning to class because we were tired of sitting in the canteen.