Sunshine (2021)
16

After buying everything we needed, we went back to school. Today the teacher did not come in, because the teachers knew we were cleaning the class and in this week there were no lesson hours at all, the teacher freed us to arrange our class as good and beautiful as possible.

“why not in the button anyway his shirt?”. Ask me.

Since I was uncomfortable seeing her, she seemed to want to show off her chest to many people.

“kancing his dislodged, ga had in jait”. He pointed at the button of the shirt he had taken from inside the front pocket of his shirt.

“you've been waiting here I find the jait yarn first”. There is no other intention I just want to fix his shirt.

After I found the thread and the sewing needle I went back to class to the fathan who was sitting with his gangmate.

“nih”. I gave it to fathan.

“I can't, help dong”. I believe she can't, can be seen from the looks of her who does not have a soul smart sewing.

“already, here her shirt”. Pinta. Sounds like a mode when it's not at all, I just want to help her.

“trus me naked?”. Ask her. He smiled mischievously, and his friend laughed.

“ ga I mean”.

“trus how?”. Ask her

“ don't know, here's jait yourself”. I returned the sewing device to him.

“already want to be helped, not say thank you even in ketawain”. grumble me.

“you're sitting here, help me. I can't”.

As soon as I sat down in front of Jonathan, his friend left us both here. The other students are busy with their own business. Some mopped the floor, put up wall hangings, they were all busy working, no one noticed us. I also did not expect to be noticed by them, which I was embarrassed.

“ trus how to want jait?”. Ask me confused.

“gini”. He held the collar of his shirt, approached it to me so that it made his body also close to me. We were only a few centimeters away and that made my heart, which was in my chest, fall to the floor. Haha, I'm just kidding.

But he really made my heart feel like it wanted to be dislodged.

“a a I can't gini”. Just to talk, I don't think I can.

He was the first man to be close to me physically and heartily, this close. Even my previous girlfriends never. Don't get close, just hold my hand never.

Funny if you remember, that scared I was close to a man.For me dating is just about I like you, you like me. We look after each other like brothers, no holding hands, sitting close together, kissing or hugging.

That's how I'm dating. Just exchanging news through social media, I reminded her to eat and so did her, but for me it was more than enough.

I never want to be invited to meet, I will reject it for various reasons whether it is a reasonable reason or not at all.as long as I can refuse I will still refuse.

No, no, baby, but that's my way. Not infrequently also the men died because I was too boring with just relying on mobile phones and social media.

“alah gapapa gini aja, it's not possible I undress here”. There's a truth to what fathan said, inevitably I have to do it, but it's not very safe for my heart.

I began to sew her, I sewed her with great care lest this sharp object hit the fathan and injure his precious body.

I sewed it to completion. Then I helped my friend work.

“later afternoon you guys back again yes, for those who can. For those we won't understand”. I said to my classmates.

In the afternoon, only a few people came. Fathan with his 2 friends, me, ayra, aca, rosa, via, arhan and his countrymen, and 2 more of my super-centile classmates. Actually I never talked to the two of them, but the name of the class is still a friend.

“fathan equals me aja”. They're busy fighting over fathan. I just shook my head and looked at it, if I had the courage that they had, I'm sure fathan would have chosen me.

Hahaaa, like her I'm too confident.

“nih his money”. I give money to fathan. I didn't intend to go with her because seeing my two friends who were busy fighting over her, I didn't want to follow along. Let them be the only ones who leave.

While fathan was gone, my friend and I did what we needed to do. Some make window decorations, some plant flowers, and some sweep the classroom yard.

after fathan returned I began to help fathan unpack the goods he had bought. There are several brushes, wall paint and paint for windows and tables.

then me and fathan took out some tables and chairs that needed to be painted.