Sunshine (2021)
22

“na, I didn't tell you to tell me how you feel, I just want us to be together. I won't ask anything else with you, That's my one request ”. I shed tears hearing fathan's words.

“fathan I beg you not to be selfish, this is a feeling, you can not play with someone's feelings. If you don't want to accept me please let me stay away, I want to let this feeling so that I can be ordinary friends just like you”. I woke up to die, Jonathan.

“na!, okeeee.. okay I accept your feelings to me, please do not get away with me ya”. He asked me for help. I was confused, it seems his position was reversed should I ask him for help, now why instead he.

“for now, we can wait first. I love you too but let me consider our relationship issues in the future”. Further.

I just kept quiet, I didn't understand what it meant. He's still selfish, he won't let me go but he won't clarify our relationship either.

“na I beg ya, love me time. Don't go away from me, please. It's just my last request to you, after this I won't ask anything else. I promise na”.

my heart moved to forgive her, for some reason she seemed so sincerely begging me. I don't know if this request is really sincere or just for his selfishness. Hopefully he will really try to consider our relationship, I really hope to be with him in a more serious bond than just friends.

“na...” call him again for not getting an answer from me.

I nodded then left him. I don't know if this decision is right for me to make. I really want to be happy with her, she who I dream of every night, she who every night and morning I always wait for her greeting. if we look at it we do look like lovers but the reality makes our status just friends.

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Since that day our relationship warmed up, she treated me like I was her one queen in her heart, she knows how to appreciate me, he never made me angry all he did every day was make me laugh. Now behind fathan there is kenza who also likes me, he has not expressed his feelings to me but he often asked and even told about his admiration for me to ayra. Where do I know it from?. Of course from ayra, as soon as kenza told me about ayra, ayra immediately reported to me.

Ever since kenza liked me, kenza and ayra have been so close they've been like siblings, and the term we often use for ayra and kenza is “ big brother mete” so close they both are.

Kenza also often contacted me, asking me how I was doing through whatsapp messages. I only reply as necessary, not too arrogant and not too friendly.

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“so how is it? You brought my motor?”. Ask her.

“iya gapapa just love you with me”.

Fathan who came out of nowhere arrived nimbrung.

“emang where?. Ask.

"where where are you, why?. Wanna come along?". he nodded

do you know where we're going?". Ask me to make sure he knows our purpose.

“ ya don't know, as long as you me mah join ajalah”.

“dasar”. I smiled as I hit her slowly.

“you've already picked up your adek “. I said to innara.

Innara and her sister attended school by being picked up by her mother, but she got word from her neighbors that her mother had fainted. Therefore, I gave her a favor, I really understand Innara's feelings must be she was very worried about getting the news.

I planned to give my bike to Innara and I went with ayra because ayra also brought her own bike. But now, our plan changed instantly because fathan also wanted to come with us.