Sunshine (2021)
24

The next day

“ehh ssukah's. I was born with bangett”. My enthusiasm, half-screaming and a little jumping, was like a hot worm.

“habit, go home from school instead of home even stuck here and there”.

“biarin, the important yuna happy!!!”. Shouted again.

“udah ihh. ga need to shout, here storyain”. I sat in the chair waiting for me to sit down.

“so yesterday..”.

I told her everything without anyone being left behind. Starting from the reason he came with me until we finally decided to go home because we saw the clock that had shown at 4 pm.

I also told you about the place that Innara recommended. The place is really beautiful, the view of the blue sea and the many green trees around the beach.

Do you know the function of planting trees on the beach?. I have heard from my geography teacher he said it serves to prevent abrasion, because with the trees on the edge of the beach the soil around it will become dense. So if the more trees planted on the beach then it will be better.

There are many cottages also there, the cottage is rented by the owner of the tavern by way of his rent is enough to order food or drinks as a sign that we will sit there.

By the time we arrived it seemed the place was indeed quiet, maybe because today is not a holiday.

after we ordered some food and drinks we put our bags in the cottage we would sit in, waiting for our order until we chose to play on the beach, I'm with fathan and ayyra with rezky. I was running around on the beach, sometimes fathan gave me a swing to chase me.

When viewed from another point of view, we look very happy like lovers in general and like that also I look at the direction of our relationship. Therefore, I look at the direction of our relationship, I'm falling more and more in love with her. My cheeks will turn red when I tell her about it, my heart will beat unnaturally when I mention her name, my love sounds excessive and seems crazy but that is the reality.

”why do you love that same her?”. Maca asked seriously while clasping my hands together, she seemed to expect an answer from her question. I was confused as to how I answered him because the feeling of love was not appearing with the presence of ‘because’, but just appeared without any definite reason. If we still love someone for a reason because he is good, handsome or whatever reason he believes in me it is not love.

“ if I may give you advice. We humans will never know what is going to happen in the future, even for a minute in the future we can not guess. So, don't like it too much because love is reciprocal, not just accepting. Fighting it both is not just you yourself na”. aca advised slowly.

I understand the meaning of the aca but he should also know that advising a person who is in love is like telling a fly that a flower is more beautiful than a carcass and the fact that a fly is still not I will choose any beautiful flower. So the advice that is said does not work at all.

“thank you ca, if he's not good for me God will try to break my heart. Now I want to enjoy my happiness with dia”.

Actually I was wrong when I said I wanted to enjoy my happiness with his current. It is very important to note that we are only friends, nothing special, it can be said that I am the only one who considers this relationship special and special.

I've heard the phrase “if you get the wrong train, then get off at the first station so you can return immediately because the farther your destination distance is then guaranteed high what you have to pay and the more tired you are to return home”.

I know that but behind that I also enjoy the beautiful scenery that I saw behind the train window itself so that it makes me sleep, forgotten and reluctant to return and now the train has taken me this far.

If I could ask God. I want to ask God that my heart never be hurt by others, I know that is impossible because in every sense of pleasure we get now is the result of pain we feel whether it is pain in the past or pain in the future. But what is wrong with asking?.

“but na, denger-denger now he's better than his ex”.

I saw the face of aca who was a little hesitant to say it, she must be afraid I will be sad but I believe she said it so that later my heart will not hurt if later to find out.

“they reciprocate?”. I showed a relaxed face like there was no jealousy in the slightest, whereas if aca could see the contents of my heart now she would definitely feel uncomfortable discussing it.

“ga know anyway, I know they're better but not back. Later you try to talk to fathan ya?”.

“iya dehh”. I smiled even though it was a forced smile. Anyone would understand if they were in my position.