Sunshine (2021)
49
the weeks that passed, the weeks that passed this week were enough to keep me away from Reno, keep my boundaries in making friends with Reno and be close to some of her other students.
just a shadow of the fate of this single. during the break, aca together, rosa with reno and ayra go to IPA class. where should I fight fate?, where should I go?, want to join rosa and aca but the taste will be very uncomfortable to be a mosquito among them.
want his sense of joining ayra but ayra not only settle in one place. want to join friends who are afraid my discussion deviated from them.
this is so sad my fate.
now here I was with Asyril, sitting under a shade tree while waiting for the coach to come. Since then we noticed two pairs of lovers who were mixing flavors.
"who do you like?". I asked Asril.
" no, lazy".he answered briefly
"rosa used to say that too but look now".I pointed to Rosa and smiled forcibly.
" now he's left me".I'm looking down.
" there is still me". I don't know what he means, but indeed a sense of comfort quickly arises when we often spend time together.
" don't expect more of our friendship to be broken.
"yes no". asyril laughed with his face turned away.
in a few weeks I was very close to Asyril, but it all came back to me. I did not consider him more than a friend.
feeling one broken heart is enough to deter me.
since rosa and reno are close, I also come close to andra. Our closeness has its own story that is because often you see me alone in the classroom corridor while paying attention to the spacious school yard.
from the first start he just stood beside me without speaking a word, the second time he stood beside me he had already started to say hello, the third time he had started asking me why I was there and now our conversation was more intense than before.
"yunaa!!". ayra sat to my right.
"rosa's dating reno huh?".
"new close".I replied briefly.
"not dating yet?". she asked again.
"yet".
"let them do it in urucine.
" yes the hell, curious could ya reno lupain me?. about her we dated quite long na, na, trus I'm also a former reno one of his can be said I love his first reno. said the first love person is the hardest in lupain.what else our parents on know we're dating". his words made me uncomfortable.
" dating during Junior High was not in itung ay, still love monkeys.after all life does not have to revolve in the past alone. though their relationship was long over but he never gave reno room to breathe from the first.
he considers only he who is loved by reno, in also assume that all the men who greet him like him. The rest of him he is the perfect friend for me.
" how are you?. Your life is also still revolving in the past. You still have feelings for fathan.
"yes I know. Then I try to run from the line of the round, I force myself to make out because the past will remain the past".
as soon as the coach came we all got up and gathered where the coach was to receive lessons.