Sunshine (2021)
27

"ayo ayy, just be dark”. I hurried to pull Ayra's hand because I was afraid to go home too late, where I had to take aya first who was home far above my house.

Moreover, our house in the village, if it was night the streets would be completely deserted. Y'all know?. From town to village we take about half an hour, and vice versa.

“bentar, the fathan call”. Ayra stopped me.

fathan approached us.

“ ga sit down first with us na?”.

“ga first deh an, later afraid kemal”.

“already let me take ya”. When fathan had turned around, I quickly intercepted his hand.

“ehh gausah, I'm not alone, I'm the same ayy”. I pointed at ayra. The appointed pointed at himself while smiling as if saying “quiet still there is me”.

“you go with the others. I go home first ya”.

“iya deh, be careful ya”. I nodded and smiled. Whether it was because it looked anxious or something, fathan stroked my head, making my hair a little messy.

After that I quickly pulled ayy's hand, half running to the parking lot to pick up the motor.

“ayra, let me take between”. I looked at the source of the voice, who was he? I didn't know him, but I saw him on a team with fathan but I didn't pay him much attention.

“dia who ay?”. I asked half a whisper. I'm sure Ayra knows her. I also saw him a few times with Ayra.

“dia andra our classmates, your time no tau”. Ayy answered while riding on the motorbike. After ayra held on I drove my bike forward.

“aku don't know”.

“aduhh yuna, just yourself you don't know”.

“men you times, not temen I”.

“ayy, he really does nganterin us?”.

“can be so, but do not be gr-gr-an first because the house is also in the direction of the house we”. I was surprised to hear that fact, but I really did not know her even though we were classmates and our house was unidirectional.

“then do not be cool with fathan continue, where he is ordinary, ga handsome-bull amat”.

“ayy want me to tell you something?”.

“what?”.

“you've seen my eyes?. Are our two eyeballs the same?”. I saw ayra shaking from the rearview mirror.

“then if it's not the same, stop saying that again.

Do you know the story of qais and layla?. Pas qais separated from layla qais to go crazy, the king at that time was curious how beautiful layla was. Trus the king called layla for a stir in the palace. When the king saw layla the king said “not so beautiful as you to make someone go crazy, layla”. You know what layla answers?, layla answers “that's because your eyes aren't qais” eyes. You understand what I mean?”. Ayra did not reply, As her ayra did not understand my intention about the story of qais and layla just now.

but that is love, all blinded by it. All that is impossible will be possible with love. As the noble teacher Al-Habib Umar Bin Hafidz said . “love can change something bitter to sweet, love will also turn dust into gold, turbid to clear, sick to heal, sick to heal, prison becomes palace, suffering becomes favors, and anger becomes grace”.

“ehh btw andra handsome loh, do not want to be the same andra aja?. She is also rich her likes you, every day she pays attention to you”. I don't want to hear this fact. I don't like being liked by a lot of guys, just being liked by a guy I like is more than enough.

Facing one kenza who likes me alone I've been overwhelmed enough.

Just as I demanded certainty to fathan as well as kenza to me. Just keep getting close even if I say it's impossible for us to date because it'll ruin our friendship.

If I thought I was selfish, I always sued Jonathan and there were people who liked me but I forbade him to sue me. Totally selfish, but it's better than me dating her but my heart to another. Of course it will give great pain to kenza.

“ga first dehh ayy, there is still fathan”.

"look at him first, our maghrib-maghrib gini nganterin, just back home futsal again. Let's not go with the other team for our sake. Rela nganterin us when I believe he must be cape really, especially had I seen his leg injury. She was dream bangett”.

“ga can be so ayy, remember you are still dating rezky, ntar if you have broken up recently pepet si dia”. I was too foreign to call her name. I just found out that he exists, just today.