Sunshine (2021)
31

Since that day, it's been a month. Ayra still hasn't made up with aca. Though aca has done various ways to make up, but Ayra still holds on to her ego.

From then on our friendship began to break down bit by bit. One by one my friends began to be away by Ayra. I can't figure out why Ayra is so childish, can't she think mature?.

Now I just believe that maturity is not seen from age but from behavior and attitude.

Ayra. The reason is none other than because I was close to the aca, I sat down with the aca, thinking how could I antagonize the aca and be closer to her. I also when I first entered here first befriended aca.

Innara was also seen in her enemies because Innara was rarely to the mother's canteen, so she often spent time in class with other friends. And ever since she broke up with Denis, she never went to the mother's canteen again, so innara often sat with her in class with Rosa, and Ayra was hostile to rosa.

Via though?. She still accompanied Ayra to the mother's canteen, despite breaking up with rezky, she still spent a lot of time there. It's possible he'd like to try to get rezky's attention back, and I hope he does get it so our friendship will improve soon.

You know how we deal with Ayra's childish attitude?, that is, with silence. When he said something insinuating, we never answered him. Sometimes I want to reprimand him well because he also still often speaks well with me even though he is hostile to me (his term behind hate in front of say hy besti).

However, aca always forbid, said “udah gapapa, I also do not want to reply, if in reply it sign I was no different from him”. That way I just shut it down. When he needs a friend to complain, I will listen to him as usual, like there are no signs of hostility from us.

That's how I've been running my days for a month. Stay neutral, but I also have no problem if I am friends with Ayra.

“na, temenin to yuk” canteen. Bring ayra.

“already back the same rezky?, how often still there?”. Unlike Rasya who avoids everything that makes him sick, Ayra even approaches it.

“engga, I was there not sitting with rezky but with bang ken”. His rebut.

“bang ken?. Who the hell?, just heard his name”

“yaampun yuna, kenza loh who likes you that”.so fast I forget their closeness.

“already hard on discussed”.

“by deh”.

During the trip to the cafeteria, Ayra recounted the origin of her calling kenza bang ken. He said kenza has an older age of a year than his therefore it would be more polite he called kenza with frills bang.

“eh, by the way today kok tumben ngajak I used to be together via”. As her there will be something strange today, her usual if the ayra canteen business will be very sticky with via.

“bang ken often confides with me, he's how many times have you shot. How can you not accept anyway?, if that I must have received”. Hearing him say that the stronger my reason for not accepting kenza. Ayra like her harboring feelings for kenza, maybe only limited to likes but I do not want later it will be a problem in our relationship.

“why not try pepet aja ayy?”. My advice.

“ya ga, he's like a sibling to me. The reason you didn't accept him must be because of fathan?”. I'm nodding. That's why I closed my heart to other men.

“ngapain the same fathan? he's not clear, look at his rich bad boy look. Rich ga keurus tau ga”. Haha is a little sick to hear other people impale it but how else should people be different.

“ga can be so ay, every one in love must look perfect but the perfect is not necessarily in love. Bad boy if you've fallen in love he will love the whole world and the rest to you”.

“but he does not necessarily have the same feeling as you na”. A reality I have difficulty hearing.

“alah dalah need in discuss”.

It is true that Ayra said, although fathan often said dearly to me but I am also not sure of his words. I just need to prepare him for all the bad possibilities.

“heyy!!”.

“aaaaaa!!!”. I was surprised, someone surprised me from behind. Ayra laughed and saw me surprised.