Sunshine (2021)
05

“ you guys are not bored what is here?, what if we go around school?. Come on this is a new school we need to see, let's not get lost later, all the way to the cafeteria, many handsome upperclassmen there”. Jesus look at Rosa, she's got her flirtatious face.

Aca just shook her head with a smile, then after that she pulled my hand to follow Rosa.

As soon as I get through today, my first day at my new school, all the bitter and sweet stories start here, right here,starting from the things that I really hope will never happen and things that I do not expect even so easily in my life..

To love what is not mine, and to ignore someone who sincerely loves me. But behind all the events there must be a reason, you believe me right?.

There is no way I make decisions without cause and without reason.but good is bad, of course, God has arranged the best for us servants – Him. Our duty as servants of God only needs to be prejudiced both against God and against what has happened.

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I went home, I was so exhausted, I went into the house and saw my father sitting on the living room couch.

“assalamu’alaikum dad”.

“wa’alaikum greetings, already home nak”.

“alah yah”

Then I walked towards my father with a lethargic face.I kissed my father's hand and then slammed myself on the sofa next to my father sitting.

“good well, his student student is also friendly. I think I'm not nyesel deh nurutin father” request.

“iya dong, I have chosen the best school for my sister, surely I will not regret it. This father as a parent desperately wants the best for the father's son. Especially the first child, brother. Just the same brother dad can put a big father's hope”.

“ yes yahh, yuna tau”.

Of course I know that, I know my father very well, my father must try his best for me no matter how.

I've heard you talk to your mother. “if I eat a stone at least my child does not eat it, my child does not eat it,I will not let my children feel bitter suffering as I feel”.

I was moved to hear that, so can't it be denied anymore how dear father to me and my sister?.

My father does have a cold and cold nature, but he is very considerate,at certain times he can also turn very warm.I as a child he also dreamed of wanting a man who is indifferent like a father.

My father was just cold towards others, even to me I could count how many times you joked and smiled at me, but my father was very warm to you, my mother,,as long as I live I've never seen my father smile at any woman other than my mother.

Don't you want a husband like that?. Who is able to keep the mother's heart as her life partner..

I also want a man who is indifferent and only warm to me like a father to mother, I want a man who is indifferent and just warm to me like a father to mother,, I want a man who is cold to others and very attentive to me like some of the novel characters I read a lot.