Sunshine (2021)
33
“fathan nyariin you were na”. Rosa approached me who was about to enter the classroom.
“ha really?” because I was trapped by Ayra to be with Kenza, I forgot about fathan.
“so he brought snacks, maybe want to give to you because he thought you ga jajan”.
“yaa I ga ga jajan sih”. I sit next to aca. Rosa pulled up another chair and sat in front of us.
“tadi ayy ninggalin me with kenza, then I went back first deh”. I took my tumbler and drank the water inside it.
“kenza is still the same thing, huh”. I smiled tired.
“yawah tahanka aja, anyways has long ago he pursues you”.
“I can't ca. First, he is a former. Second, he has no boundaries in making friends. I don't want to eat ati. And lastly, you know how I feel to fathan”. Aca nodded in understanding.
I just want to share my heart with six people. Father, mother, sister, my best friend, yoongi, and fathan. My special feeling to fathan I don't want to share it with the others.
Yoongi, I've considered it a part of my life. My love for her is only limited to fans to her idol but for me it is very big.
Yoongi, you know him?, maybe some people who like kpop know him. However, let me tell you more clearly about him.he's a daegu-born man with the hallmark of his gummy smile, he's a cold but warm-hearted man, a man who always learns from the bitterness of his life, the, she doesn't talk much but always pays attention around her, I fall in love with her mature and calm demeanor. I learned a lot from him. I fell in love with her when I saw her for the first time in the boy with luv era. I see many handsome ones like soekjin and taehyung whose good looks are recognized by the world, jungkook who also has many fans and multitalent, lukewarm namjoon, and, jhope and jimin who have their own charm and yoongi?, I feel he is different.
“ehh the fathan, samperin gih”. Aca pointed using her eyes. I got up and approached fathan.
“said rosa you nyariin me?”. She nodded and smiled, but her smile seemed forced and felt strange, I did not understand how to explain it.
“it looks like you've eaten”. Want me to answer. However,,, the,,,
“I go first ya”. I haven't nodded yet, she's gone out of my sight. I sat back with my Aca and Rosa.
"it seems there is something different from him”.
“varying what is it?”. Ask rosa.
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The semester exam is getting closer, the students are busy with their respective assignments. Some learn calmly because the value is sufficient, some urgently do the task to meet empty values. If Maca is a person who can study quietly then I am the one who is such an urgency.
Not that I am lazy to do the task, but no matter how much I try like her still left one.
And what's worse?, Ayra. he went to the teacher's office early in the morning to meet the teacher concerned, asking to be given a task with the guarantee that the value will improve.
“fathan kayak her relaxing aja”. He sits down with his friends, hears his friends tell stories and occasionally responds.
“dia is so, the important thing is to go up to class”. Aca responded.
“ lately you guys are so far away? Ga rich yesterday”. Continue aca.
“ga knows. He's weird, I said he only answered hmm if he's not just ngok, ga rich his usual”.
Whether there's something wrong with me, he's different. Since that day, the day she's been looking for me when I'm with Kenza.
“maybe he has another problem, you try to chat more with him ya”. The aca gave advice. I nodded in agreement.
After a while I saw fathan sitting alone with a book in his hand. Not read, he just played the book. I approached her, sat in front of her.
“you again have an issue?”. He nodded without taking his eyes off.
“so kok cuek gini? Not his usual rich, I'm wrong ya same you?”. He's back to shakes.
“kok you gini anyway an, I've never told you that I was wrong to say just so I can fix”. My annoyance at her, she thinks I'm her past who knows all about her?.
“hm”.brief answer that further irritates me.