Sunshine (2021)
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When he got home, Ayra went down. I looked back, he was still waiting for me when I wanted to tell him not to have to take me home.

With him following me I was afraid, I was afraid that he was evil. I was afraid that suddenly in the middle of the road he stopped me and did nothing to me. I'm a woman and she's a man, I'm sure she's a normal man.

just imagine men and women walking together on a lonely road, how I am not afraid. Although using a motorbike but it could be that he stopped me.

“ayy please tell him I don't want to be among”.

“already gapapa, don't be afraid, he's good. Ntar if you are still afraid, you have to walk in front of him, if you feel there is something strange you should ride the speed of your motor”. Ayra knew I was scared but she didn't help me get rid of the man.

“already, I go home first ya”.

Along the way I noticed the rearview mirror, more precisely I saw him, saw him following me so that if there was anything strange I could immediately drive my bike with above average speed.

After I got home I felt sorry I had thought nothing of her. As Ayra said, he was good. He's taking me home. She didn't stop by my house, she just passed by after seeing me get home.

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After a few days since her, the man she said liked me drove us.

y'all know? I really can't believe it when ayra says it, because for someone who likes someone she's too relaxed and indifferent. He shows himself as if “don't like to look at it I don't want”. That's how I concluded it.

The bell had just sounded a sign that the break had arrived. After the teacher left the class I took my writing equipment off the desk. I saw Maca still sitting in her chair. Unlike his usual, his usual once the bell rang he along with his other friends would rush out.

“ga to canteen mom ca?”. Aca shook her head and put her head on the table with her hands together.

“why ca?. Ga ordinary his gini”. He was silent as if he didn't want to say anything.

“eh ca yuk to canteen”. Take Ayra, the three of them are ready to go to the cafeteria just waiting for the apa.

“you guys first, I'm dizzy again. Ntar if already mengingan I nyusul”.

“we've already ya”. Ayra and the other friends passed away.

“you sick ca?”. Aca nodded. I palpated her forehead, like she wasn't pointing at any signs of her fever, or maybe she wasn't a fever but another pain?.

“kamu if sick doing school ca. From when did her pain?”. Ask me to worry.

“from overnight”. I was surprised.

“ya Lord ca, why hold it?”.

I'm dizzy if it's like this, I know where there's pain on purpose. After all, when feeling unwell can you rest first at home, is it possible that he does not want to take a school break because he does not want to if he does not meet denis for a day?, what is the reason why?, because I know they never met outside of school.aca certainly do not want to waste the opportunity that can only be done at school.

“want me to call in denis here?”. Aca returned to shake.

From the outside fathan came to me with snacks in his hands.

She plays her eyes asking me without a sound.“why?”. I'm shaking.

“you eat first ya”. Give up a plastic bag that contains snacks.

“have you eaten?”. Ask me, because all the food he brought was given to me. There's nothing left for him.

“already in canteen”. Fathan ruffled my hair. Aca swigged her head looking towards fathan.

“you want to sit here?”. Ask her because she knew that when she and the others went to the cafeteria, Fathan would sit in his chair to accompany me.

“ga need, you fell asleep. I'm going back to canteen”. Hearing that he put his head back to sleep like before.

“I go first yes, eat her in abisin”. I nodded

“thank ya”. After stroking my head he passed away.

“eat first ca”.

“ga need, fathan give his for you”.

“ihh gapapa this much kok, ga may also I abisin myself”.

“real?”. I nodded with a reassuring smile.

Aca feeds some food into her mouth until her mouth is full then sheds tears. I saw that confused.

“aku break up with denis”. He looked down while chewing with flowing tears.

I didn't say anything, I just wanted to hear him moaning.

Y'all know?. When someone is complaining to us it means he trusts us and when someone complains we just hear enough it is not necessary to give advice or judge him or worse compare the problem we're with her. We don't understand his feelings, no matter how hard he explains them we won't understand. Therefore it is better to listen, they just need to be heard to feel calmer. When they ask our opinion, that is where we can give advice.