Sunshine (2021)
13

“ do you know from where?. Have you tried chat?”. Ask ayy.

“dia ga ngabarin me, kayak her emang can not come dia”.

“nowwhere are we going?”.

“terasern”.

Not her name if asked where to go, eat what her answer is not up to.

I'm disappointed today. This is the result of liking someone we do not know whether he likes us or not. Sometimes his behavior makes us sure, makes us fly to space. But sometimes his behavior makes us fall as fall as fall.

“ I know where he lives, but I don't know exactly where his house is. What if we walk the street while looking for his address?”. I'm nodding.

This is actually a crazy idea, but if we already like someone, of course we want to know about it. Anyway I'm very sad now, so I'll go where Ayra takes me.

We drove around town this afternoon, looking for fathan's address. Actually I also do not really expect to know where he lives, if you know thank you if not yes yasudah.

we walked around long enough until the night we just got home. Even though it was only my first time to come home tonight but unlike what I thought, my father and mother did not scold me at all, they just asked me from wherever I was,I finished answering, then we finished our conversation.

'tok tok tok'

“can you enter kak?”.

“by bun”. I answered from inside the room. Mother opened the door and approached me and then sat on the edge of the bed.

“where was the brother, how did he get home until last night?”.

“tadi want to meet temen bun, but he's not coming. We waitin deh, ehh know her already malam”.

“already, later do not repeat again yes son, look at the clock. Today is not angry father, but we will not know in front of his”.

“iya bund”. Then mommy came out of my room.

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Today is the day of the school report, my father has entered the class waiting for my name to be called.

I peeked through the classroom window with a friend of mine. I was afraid, I was so afraid that the results did not match my father's expectations and made him sad.

My goal in school is to make my dad proud of me, if I can't make my dad proud wouldn't I be better off not going to school?.

My dad's out of class, carrying a report in his hand. I approached her.

“how well?” ask me.

“ranking 17”.

“ha?”. I was so surprised. Why can my grades be so low even though before that I never got a rank 17.

Her usual low is 5.I am very sad. I'm sure you're disappointed in me.

Dad gave me his report and then went straight home.

I went to the school toilet, I sat there crying over my poor grades, why I got this bad grade.

Suddenly someone stroked my head.

“already gapapa, later in the level right again. Ayy got her 23”. I'm nodding.

“lap first her tears, we go find ya” gift.

Today is mother's day, before going to school I and Ayra are already planning to buy gifts to give to our greatest women. The first gift is our value offering and the second is the gift of choice that we will buy. However, the first gift was destroyed because we did not get a good value, there was nothing we could show our mother and now we have to find the best gift for our dear mother.

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Semester two has begun, this semester I have to study hard so that my grades increase, I will not skip the lesson again, I will try my best to increase my grades.

Tonight I was relaxing at my dresser while occasionally looking at the reflection of my face in the mirror, not too pretty but I was proud to have it.