Sunshine (2021)
12

“this is really for me ga ya?”.

“it looks like yes, but it was ready naro that he did not say what, if you doubt do not eat first, just wait for him to come”.

Like nyaa it's better I wait for her to come. I doubt if I should eat it or not, because he could have just borrowed my table to put his food instead of intending to give it to me.

But if this is for me, I am deeply moved. No man has ever fed me like this.

From what I saw fathan was different from other men, he managed to make me fall in love with him in just a few moments, he was always attentive to me,, he was,, he was the kind of man who would rather work than just say the word, he always gave me something without promise..because the declaration of love is not important if there are no acts that indicate that we love it.

A few moments later, Fathan returned to class and approached me.

“there to?”.

“ituu earlier I went to the canteen bentar jumpain ayra”. Look at me lying again. My sins are so many today.

“oo, that was I bought you eat, color you say again males jalan”. I saw fathan's facial expression was a bit different, I felt he was disappointed with me.

Maybe because I refused his invitation and after he left I also went to the cafeteria without him. But it wasn't my will, I didn't expect today to meet deniel. I also can not refuse the invitation deniel later he was angry with me. I was in the wrong position.

“thank yaa”. Fathan neither nodded nor smiled, he just left. I feel guilty for her

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Tomorrow the odd semester exam will begin.Today I am in the mother's canteen with ayra, via, rosa, aca, denis, rezky, and kenza. But today it is different because denis prepared a little surprise for the aca. For the past few months denis and aca have been very close, and today Denis asked for our help so that his declaration of love was received by aca.

“ Via how about kenza, safe?”. Aca asked.

“we are now friends, we broke up well both. We feel less suitable we are more suitable just friends”. Responding to questions from maca.

“we each also have someone we like kok”. Continue her.

“nihh habit, if anything anything never story”. I said that because it was true that we had a group chat together on whatsapp but never said anything.

“na...” denis coded his eyes to me. As we planned, I will sit next to denis to make it easier to talk with each other.

“ca,. It's a little narrow, you're sitting next to Denis how?”

“time anyway?”. She asked, looking suspicious of me.

“it beside denis is empty. let us sit it a bit freely aja sih”. I deny my suspicions.

“already deh”. Aca got up and moved to the denis side. Now it's denis' turn to launch his act, giving a surprise statement of love to aca.

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It's late, fathan just sent me a message. I was now preparing to be ready because he invited me to meet. We will meet in a park in my town. After Ayra picked me up I immediately said goodbye to my mother.

after we arrived at the park, ayra parked his motorcycle in the parking lot that was ready. I look around, like there's no sign of fathan's arrival here.

“dia not yet arrived?”. Tanya Ayra who just finished parking her motorcycle.

“not yet kayak nya”.

"Why don't you try chat?”.

“ga wants me to be afraid in thinking too forcing him to quickly meet me. We just wait for ya”.

Then we sat on a chair in the garden under a beautiful flowering tree, its flowers fragrant. I don't know what this flower is, but it's very beautiful and smells good.

We have waited an hour, still no sign of fathan's arrival here, I repeatedly check my phone hoping there is a notification of certainty from him.

“kayak her she can't come”.