Sunshine (2021)
36

Today is the first day of the exam, the subjects in the exam are very difficult, all of them drain energy and mind. Especially if it is not mathematics, chemistry, and accounting. Although studying a century like her will also be difficult to break down the problem.

Just imagine, in the record it is clear that 1+1\=2 but when on the test did the question magically turn into 1+1\=2 count lah x above . that's how it is and it's been an open secret.

I've been away from him. I live days like nothing ever happened, I can still joke with my friends, laugh cheerfully as if I had forgotten the pain I just received.

They understand me, they never ask what happened and how it all happened. They know that this wound is just enough to leave it alone. Asking the injured person will only add to the wound.

Do you know what I got out of this heartache?. My friends, they have all made up, aca and ayra who were the main characters in the fight were like they had forgiven each other. But it's not that good, they still look awkward with each other but they're always there and make me laugh. From there their relationship gradually improved.

The culture of going to the mother's canteen is still inherent in us. Wh why? Because only the canteen mother who understood us like friends, a place to complain while at school and where we left goods when the Monday raid came.

All that is also inseparable from our intention to help spend the food stock there, the article is only certain people who will buy there.

“aduhh una, the girlfriend came”. The canteen mother with her seductive smile.

“kok to mom, yuuunaaa”. I said a little annoyed.

“iyadehh, understand mom is old so like to forget”.

“emang likes it so much mom, his name can't be wrong”. Rosa responded while chuckling.

“duhhh handsome brother, would you like to meet love?”. Ayra spoke with a contrived accent.

“biasalah” kenza smile.

Kenza sat in front of me.

“request dong”. Point it with your eyes at the meatballs I'm eating.

“makasih”

“sama-sama”. Answer me.

“makasih”.

“kok thanks again?”. Ask me confused.

“wild can be equally again”. There-there he is. I smiled at him.

“assume that the world belongs to both, others ngontrak”. Canda. Aca, rosa and ayra laughed at the words.

I am ashamed of my words and actions, the truth is that our relationship is not that special, we are just close friends who happen to like me.

I was sad when again and again I had to reject her, I could see as hard as what her efforts made me her boyfriend but I couldn't, I couldn't, there was another woman among us and I felt that the other woman was more worthy of her than I was stuck in the past.

Great of my past, he can make me not interested in anyone other than him.

every close to someone I will be reminded of the word:

"When you want to open a new page, empty your heart until it is completely recovered after it has been refilled, not because you are heartbroken you accept him who is so very caring. Because what?, because it would be painful for him who is just starting out with you but his heart as a trial material for your mental mess".

“gemess deh” with a smile, kenza pinched both of my cheeks.

“what's ken”. I said with shame.

“you if again eat funny”. Kenza looked at me with love. His gaze was intense and warm.