Sunshine (2021)
60
"ask your mother Na". Maya's advice.
in this confused time I need Mother.
Because in busy with online schoolwork I do not have time to sit and talk with mother especially Mother is also busy every day.
"ntar ajalah may"
after using our shoes to warm up before running after the warm-up is over we start running small, Maya in front and I follow from behind.
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"tomorrow have you started school?". Mother sat on the edge of the bed, watching me do my duties that I will gather tomorrow morning.
"Udah Bun, which father?". I looked at my mother when I asked.
"Father to the shop pakwu Simpang". I nodded in understanding then continued to do the task.
"Bun I want to talk". I close my book and put it in my bag.
"We talked about it". Mother laughed a little
"this is serious Bun.
"what are you talking about?".
"How do you want it?". asked the mother after hearing my story.
"i'm confused, I still love someone". I never tell you who someone is, I don't want to tell you because I only assume that my love is one-sided.
"if Mother gives advice, accept the man whose love exceeds your love for her, even if you do not love her choose him. sister also knows that mother and father are also so, mother is forced to marry a person who does not love Mother but the end of her birth is You. Love is only a matter of time dear.
"No Bun, it's not that easy. I'm principled if I don't love him then don't expect us to be together, please, if I'm with her I can't feel the feeling I'm looking for what I'm with her. How about with her I'm bland to death?".
"you're not wrong, honey, there are some women who think the same as you. But Mother has never been young and already understand how bitter her bitter in the household.believe Mother, Mother, for those who already feel his pain in the position of loving then the bland feeling to death is better than that". I'm in a loving position and it really hurts but like this pain I can still bear.
"I'll try". Said me slowly, mother stroking my head.
what he said was right but I wonder how Mother is able to accept father? who do not love Mother, I first heard that Mother really hates Daddy because the father thwarted the plan of the mother's boyfriend to propose Mother. therefore after 2 years of marriage Mother is positive pregnant so for more than a year Mother lives with people who hate her until the end of her mother wants to accept father.
I salute because Mother wants to accept the Path that God has determined. Then Born I am the first child who must have a steel shoulder. is it true said Mother?, love is a matter of time?.
"You're asleep, you're up late tomorrow".
"Yes bun".I put my feet up on the bed, put my body to sleep. Mother enveloped me and then came out and closed the door.
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