Sunshine (2021)
67
Tonight I sit down with my mom and dad.
"well said Mom teacher already can think of where after finishing, 3 months we want a national exam".
"Dad wants big brother Try the polw*n test but while waiting for registration at open Big Brother college first".
"I want medicine well, Dad said I can dream as high as he can". I said so because my father really told me to dream as I please, another problem is my father's gonna try.
"if for medical school I'm not sure Daddy is capable". I've shown my disappointed face to my father, while the mother just kept quiet.
"dad said you would do anything for the happiness of your son, Why did you break your promise.
"Yes Dad knows but do you want to squirm Daddy went crazy after Brother became a doctor?. Okay then let's not think long, then, now Dad asks brother how if later in the middle of the road about 2 years or 3 years of medical college Dad can finance it but after that Dad can not anymore, will you stop in the middle of the road? while the time and money are exhausted, I am afraid son, I am afraid if you can not achieve the dream of your brother, I am afraid that you will be disappointed, seeing a disappointed brother is certainly not an easy thing for father, father can go crazy son. before brother is disappointed too far father wants to change the dream of brother, father, rather than if you have started but stopped in the middle of the road?, money and time have been sacrificed, is Brother sure Brother can handle it?. Most importantly Brother IPS, the most important thing is, getting into medicine is hard if there is no basis".
"let's say it's a matter of money, the majors are not a barrier, the money is a problem". having said so I went into the room with eyes that had dripped earlier did not want to stop.
many children are ambitious but economically in the way, why should nations and nations tell children to aspire sky-high if the main problem is money?.
the rich proverb getting richer feels so real to me.
I do live in a family that is but my family is only enough to meet the basic needs and needs of the obligation only.
after a few minutes Mother entered my room, Mother sat on the edge of the mattress while I cried on my stomach.
"I know Bun but I'm still disappointed". I'm still speaking in my original position.
"Here look Mother first". Mother turned my body around.
"If my dear brother and my sister's father and mother are horrified said the father yes".
"I hate Bun school, from the beginning I have chosen to enter MIPA but they put me into IPS when I complained they even said MIPA and IPS are the same, but they put me in IPS, I can go anywhere I want to study but the evidence is now I can't go to my destination".
"Not completely wrong they love father and mother is also wrong because they do not have money".
"they are more wrong mother, should children be given a way to where they want to go. It is not their right to determine the path That is our right as the owner of the destination, the right of the destination, if they determine a path that does not fit as we would like. What about us?, we are required to learn lessons that we do not want to understand and do not like, we are required to understand all the lessons that they sometimes do not understand. if we don't like how can we be excited about reaching for his path?. all this time I've tried my hardest to make my father and mother happy I was forced to understand things I didn't want to understand for the sake of a number at the end of the semester. I'm tired of Bun".
"all of it has happened dear you want to cry until the morning will not be able to change what has happened, now brother follow the advice of Dad huh?. father said to mother, mother, Dad wants to see his daughter become a family hero".I nodded.
Then I don't know where Elisha came from.
"Sister Why Bun.
"no papa, come out first, brother wants a break. Mother out yes, you rest his cry is enough for tonight". Mother came out of the room following Elisha in the back.
"The ideal is only an illusion for the child of an unpositioned parent"