Sunshine (2021)
30
Today did not go well either. After last night Ayra pours out her frustration on me. Today it is getting worse, ayra clashed with aca. Ayra who was busy accusing and corrupting aca, instead aca who was busy refuting everything that ayra said.
“so girl kok gatel anyway, ga shy ya mention girlfriend people?”. Ayra still continues her attack even though it has been watched by many students who just arrived .
“emang who mentioned it anyway. besides you guys broke it because you broke up not because I called”. Even the Aca would not lose.
“I broke him up because of you who bullied”.
“ihh I've never disturbed people's relationships, ngaca you. The gatel tuh you, the same cat-nempel girlfriend of your parents. I knew having a boyfriend was still just like any other guy. You think Rezky feels at home dating a girl like you. Sasimo”'s. Ayra who was accused so was getting hotter.
“jaga ya your mouth. As long as your parents do not give me food, you do not have the right to organize my life”.
“di says it's not his self-conscious instead volunteered”.
“debuttor” basics.
“cape I accused the usurper with you, want me to really grab?”.
Ayy was silent not to reply to the words of aca, she passed away. Like her she was out of words to fight against aca.
I who was shocked by the other side of the Maca was still standing in front of the door. The Aca I know is she is meek and reserved. When ayra gave her attack to the aca earlier, what I was afraid of was the maca in the maki all-out by ayra without fighting a word. But what I see, I really don't believe.
“aku ga negerbut na”. With a tired face she sat in her chair. I'll catch up with him soon.
“iya I know. He's hurt again, he needs someone to vent his anger, and it just so happens that you were once in contact with rezky so he chose you as the place of the impingement of”.
Because the fight earlier the atmosphere of the class today feels very different. Ever since Ayra left I've never seen her go to class even once, not knowing where she is.
‘tringggg’ . The bell rings as a sign that the break has begun.
“dia in uks, again don't want to be bothered”. I nodded in understanding.
“ca, I last time yes, kasian he definitely need temen” again.
“iya, I also ask for help yes you surein him, I actually-not really called rezky from dia”.
“iya ntar I tried to talk to him”.
When I got to the UKS, I saw Ayra sleeping on her face. Her shoulders were shaking, like she was still crying. I stroked her straight hair.
“sini crying her in me aja”. Ayra nodded
“udah.. here I hug”. Finally he sat down and hugged me while crying.
I patted her on the shoulder so that she would be a little calmer.
“already sorry same rezky?”. Ask me after feeling a little calm.
“udah, but he won't want to reciprocate with me”.
“how do I live my days without him. I can't live without him na”. Continue her.
“heh, can't do that. The earth of God is wide, do not be narrowed by the words I cannot live without him. The man is not only he, perhaps with that God will show you that he is not the best. If you can't get rid of the wrong things, how can you be with the right people. The point is to see the wisdom behind all this. Have a good opinion of God. God willing you can skip this”.
Letting go of what makes you sick only needs to endure the pain at the beginning.