Sunshine (2021)
11

“ehhhh, fathan kirain who”.

I was a little surprised, ' he said, I was watching someone in the school field, standing with a teacher.

“I want to go to the cafeteria, want to join ga?”. Ask fathan.

“gaa first dehh,, I again males jalan”.

I really wanted to go with her, but if we were just the two of us I felt bad.aca and Rosa had gone to the toilet, I was in class alone. There are other friends but I am not too close to them, I am afraid if I join them I do not understand them or the term is not connected.

“ ooo yaudah dehh, I first yaa”. Her pampholes. I'm nodding.

Ohhh God I really want to go with her but can't, mentally I'm not too strong to face fans fathan fans out there. I don't feel pretty to go too far with her, I can say maybe it's inappropriate with her.

But I really want to force myself, I want to be a woman who does not know herself in order to be with her.but I just want to, have not done it.

“heii babe”.

“heii..kok you here”. I was surprised, it turns out that the person I saw was a deniel.

“kok is it sih, you're like ga seneng I came”.

“not that deniel, I'm just curious about kok”.

“hehe.. This was me invited my teacher here, because yesterday our school won as a school with the most compact scout members so invited here. Coincidentally I am also the leader of the group, so I was invited. All meet you. You are ga?”.

“cook,,,, later you will not find your teacher?”.

As real as I asked so that she would leave immediately, I was afraid fathan would see me with her. I'm afraid if fathan sees her he's becoming misunderstood and away from me.

“ gaa.. sayangg, btw who was that guy?”. Like Daniel saw me talking to fathan earlier.

“my menu, would like to give cash. I said later, then he went deh”.

I do not want to tell the truth to Deniel, later there he even rampaged to me. because his ordinary man so, so, he never sees his own fault but if his fault is in women, then quarrels will come , the world war will begin.

Sometimes that's what makes women tired, but because of the love of fatigue it is covered because of a happy memory that is not how much time with men.

“sayang memenin to canteen dong, just this time I came here, I do not know where the canteen his”.

“ehh.. Where are you going?”. Ask araca

“already back?”.

“already, where are you going?”.

“that deniel in front of him requested in the canteen, follow ga?”.

“ga first dehh, new cape balik”.

“already I go first yaa”.

“iya hearty yaa, don't see you fathan”.

I nodded then smiled. Like her, I scare what I'm afraid of.

After I came back from the cafeteria, I approached.

“so long ago?”. Ask aca.

“emang why?”. Ask me a curious.

“that was you in cariin fathan “.

“hah really?”. I am very happy, if compared with the happiness of yesterday as his happiness today is greater.

“trus now him where?”. Continue me.

“ga tau was ready naro that he immediately went again”. Aca pointed towards the table where I was sitting, there was some kind of food there.

“that's he who bought it?”. Aca nodded.

“tadi you with deniel, trus now deniel where?”.

“already home”. I walked towards my desk followed by the Aca.