Sunshine (2021)
25

Moments later alvi's friend and fathan's gang approached us.

“treasurer, ask for money dikit dong”. Alvi sat on the table in front of me. I stared at her but it didn't make her go out of my sight.

“do what the hell?”. Ask me annoyed.

“kok that?. Beautiful girl can not be angry ntar fast old”.

“you also ask for money as if you would ask your mother, you think she is your mother?. He's the treasurer of class”. Aca also looks uncomfortable join nimbrung.

“need ca, if you don't need where might I ask. You guys know our class wants a match for futsal?”. Me and Maca nodded at a glance.

“nahh, me, fathan, arhan, and the others are coming along. So, we need money to list our team. You also must have found that fathan likes futsal?. Fathan is also the captain of our team. So it is not wrong to ask for cash, we also want to be proud of class”. The details are clear.

“ga need to bring fathan, know the weakness of yuna”.

“udah caa,,,”. I stopped the aca, otherwise I'm sure the problem isn't just getting here.

“ntar I thought, this is not my money either. In part why should use cash anyway?”. who asked even just a sweet smile showed his white teeth.

“you can ask for donations from friends. Ntar if you use cash trus suddenly there is an urgent class need, how is the money trus?. Where is cash per week 2000 per person,, hadeuhhh”. My next.

“ the subject ntar kabarin ya na”.

“iya deh, there go”. After expelling the alvi, me and aca returned again to the messiness of our venting about the male captors.

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Hours of rest arrived, as usual Aca and Rosa will go to the mother's canteen. Why?, yes they do bruise there, do not forget ayra and via also follow.

As for me, I was now reluctant to be outside the classroom because every day fathan would sit talking with me in the classroom. It was no stranger when we sat together they all knew how close we were, and no one dared to complain about our closeness because fathan would kill them with his sharp gaze.

you guys wanna hear fathan's flagship words?.

“be our maid, so you guys can take care of our life”.

those words scared some of the students but I was amazed to hear them. I know he was trying to protect me from the ravings of the students by using that word. It seems like my love is now at the highest level. But I also cannot judge her, for sure my love will rise one level as she makes her voice. That's the craziest level of falling in love.

“denger-denger you are better, same him?”. He nodded then looked towards me.

“aca who said”.answer me. He nodded back.

“ga good and hostile long ago, I just don't want to mutusin the silahturahmi rope. It's not wrong, is it?”.

“engga. Sorry I did, I was jealous”. I laughed but this laugh was a laugh that I had intentionally. Not a happy laugh but also not a sick laugh.

“aku selfish, even though we're just temenan”. I stared at the floor.

“you must believe me na. I love you the same. Do you know the stage after we love someone?, and I've reached that stage. I love you”. Look at him, he says he loves me but when he says that I don't see the slightest bit of seriousness in him, he doesn't even look at me when he says that.

“mana an?. Please point to me the stage you said it was, why can't I see it at all?. I can't feel it. I can hear those words from you, but I can't understand the slightest bit of seriousness in those words. If you want to stay then be clear, if you want to go then speed up, do not gray like this. You know, the feeling the longer he hopes it will be more painful later nya”.

It's too dramatic, if I remember her in the future I'll definitely feel ashamed.

“udah na, lupain aja yes?”. I nodded lethargicly, I really did not want to force him. Sometimes I lose control of myself. Therefore, it is not uncommon for me to code and even directly demand the clarity of this relationship.

“tadi alvi have asked for money to you right?”. I nodded again, not wanting to make a sound because I was too disappointed.

“call me captain of the team yes, if there is no cash let me just bear the registration money”. fathan look down while playing his finger.

“gapapa really, I asked my friends, he said gapapa use cash. Ntar the money I give ya”. I know he's not from a wealthy family, if he has to bear for the team from which he'll get the money. After all I've talked about it with other friends, many of whom want to donate funds.

“thank ya na. Tomorrow don't forget to come, my team matches its second session”.

“insyaallah yes an, ntar I do notain”.

I said so because I could not come alone, Aca and Rosa also could not accompany me, they were very restricted from traveling by their parents. So, I had to find a way to seduce ayra to accompany me, and since ayra sometimes had a mood of plan I couldn't promise to leave. If Ayra will accompany me, I will go and if not yes, yasuda. How else.

“already I wait ya”. I'm nodding.

“I go first huh?”.

“iya”. She must have gone to meet her friends in the cafeteria. Judging from our conversation earlier he must be bored with me.

After she left, I left the class following aca, rosa, ayra, and via in the mom's canteen because I was tired of being in class alone, too, maybe there will be a little amused to see those who are bucin.