Sunshine (2021)
21

“na “ fathan call me.

I tried to ignore him, I didn't want to be too selfish to force my feelings on him let me forget by getting away from him.

“eh ca, what task do we have today?”. I talked to Maca so I could avoid her.

“ga no kok”.

“ooo. I lyricized it once again. I see he has turned away from me.

“ngapain anyway na?. If it really is a pity it's the way it's”.

“dia ga darling I ca. I want to familiarize my heart to get away from her “.

“alah gapapa you calm yourself first later in the try again. Remember, the effort will not betray the results”.

Damn, that hope came again after hearing the words of Maca when last night I threw away my hope on her.

“kalo can be honest the truth is I like it the same him but his position is too far for me to reach".

“sini hug”. Aca stretched out her hand quickly I grabbed her hug.

I'm weak right now, I need a shoulder to lean on.

“now lupain for a moment men's problems, We can also be happy without them”. I agree with the statement of Maca.

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for days I had ignored fathan but he was still trying to get close to me, not infrequently he pulled my hand so that I glanced at him. the truth is I can't be this way I want to be away from her but I love her, want me to hate her but I can't stop caring about her, want me to forget her yet only her one person can make me better at remembering.

“please release me”. I tried to get away from her, moving my hands until my hands were red.

“ please freelin, this is sick”. I begged him with the glare of an eye. However, he just silently looked at me. My classmates all looked at us but no one intended to help me, they just kept watching. Maybe they're scared because they understand how fathan's character is.

“fathan! What the hell are you!?. Please release me”. Shake me up then.

“follow me”.his word is cold.

he pulled my hand following her all the way to the back of the class. He took me to a normal place where he sat with his friends while being lazy to study.

I sat on one of the chairs, my head staring down at the floor.

“liat I na”. There was no reaction from me.

“aku sorry”. Continue her.

“kan I've said no need to apologize, here I am wrong”.

“ na I'm seriously sorry about you, I want us to kayak first again. Please don't be guaranteed I”.

“ I'm silent doesn't mean I don't care! But my heart again adapts to the fact that you can't I have”.

I was still staring at the floor, between heartache and embarrassment to look in his direction.

“na!, we can still be friends, why is it wrong to be friends?”.

“an, it's heart. Please understand me, you do not be selfish dong, you do not just think about your feelings. Okay if you want us to cement but not now, love me time to lose my feelings first”.