Illusions
CHAPTER 31 (Part 1)

Today, Greysie was still with his sour face. From yesterday he was still angry with me.

"Grey.." call me, gently.

Greysie was still with his sour face, he was sitting leaning on the bed while his hands were crossed.

I looked at him and sighed softly, suddenly my phone shook. A stranger's name called me, while I glanced at Greysie and didn't answer the phone.

But my phone kept shaking so many times, that I decided to answer it. Greysie was curious, but he pretended not to care.

"By!" snapped Riska, on the phone.

Hearing the snapping, it made me reflex to slightly keep the phone away from my ears while closing my eyes.

"Don't yell, cave earache" I said.

"Totally lifted it. Didn't you call the cave?" ask Riska, emotions.

"Please K.." I said, unfinished and glanced at Greysie.

Then, I walked out of the room, then closed the door. While Greysie's face was getting upset.

"So, Ka?" my many.

"Teacher said, you've been suspended for weeks, why?" ask Riska.

"Huff, these are her ears so much" my mind.

"Who knows?" my many.

"The old cave was, why did it get to a score of up to 3 weeks?" ask Riska.

"Huh? Lo talk what? The gak denger cave. Your voice is unclear, Ka. Tut" I said, put the phone away and turned off the phone.

"Ck! Taik" muttered Riska, looking at her phone.

"He thought the cave didn't know that he hit Kesya's gang. Wait aja lo, Ra" Inner Riska.

I went back into the room, and saw Greysie lying behind me.

"Grey, I'll go first" I said, leaving immediately.

Hearing me, Greysie instantly got up from her bed and looked at me flat.

"Lo go, the cave will never talk to you again forever" Greysie said.

Hearing him, made my steps stop. I turned to him, and sighed softly.

Then, I walked up to him and sat down in a chair.

"Grey, I. Hitherto. Bulatin tekat." I said, slowly.

While my hand that held Greysie's hand began to tremble. It made me immediately take off my grip, and put both of my hands on my thighs.

"I. I." started gasping for air.

"Parris, Ra. Don't sip that again. All this for Grey. Lo don't be weak" my mind, while I close my eyes, trying to calm down.

"Why?" inner Greysie.

Then, I opened my eyes and looked at him deeply.

"I.. I promise you, you don't have to worry anymore. No one will hurt you again" I said, then smiled.

Hearing me, making Greysie's tears flow, her lips trembled withstanding the cries.

"But, now you have to heal first we can start everything" I continued, still smiling.

Hearing me, it made Greysie immediately hug me tightly. Her tears kept flowing, while I kept trying to control myself.

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Five days passed. We went home to Greysie's parents. Arriving at his room, I immediately told him to rest.

We looked at each other because we understood each other's thoughts, and then I sat down next to him.

"You calm down, I'll keep you. Papa you will not be able to hurt you again as long as there is me" I said, hugging and rubbing her hair.

A few hours of steering. The sound of the phone vibrated, we were shocked and stared at each other. Then I went to check on him. When I opened this phone, it turned out that a new number was calling me.

Phone lifting.

"Hallo" I said, putting the phone in my ear.

"Yes, hello" he said.

"Who is this, huh?" manya curious.

"I am Rasya, the detective of yesterday" explained Rasya.

Greysie looked at me with a curious face as to who had called me.

"Oh yes, why sir?" I asked, while looking at Greysie who was kepo.

"Mm, I'm calling you again" Rasya said.

"Who? who?" whisper Greysie, kepo.

"Detektive yesterday, Rasya" I whispered to Greysie.

"Detektkve's? It's a good opportunity, haha. The way should be deket same detective it" inner Greysie, he smiled faintly.

"Yeah, I mean Rasya, what's wrong?" ask her.

"No pp, I'm just.. emm, I got your number from the file, so I. prank on wanting to call you, but I'm not bothering you anymore, am I?" obviously Rasya is awkward.

"Oo, not really, not pp, but if you call him because of a prank, it's not about the case that was yesterday, right?" my many.

"The volume is up, I want to hear it too" Greysie said, whispering.

"Yes, yes no, emm. mm. eee" Rasya said awkwardly.

"Yeah?" ask me while increasing the volume of my phone.

"You want not to, if not busy I want to go out together" pinta Rasya.

Greysie who gripped him seemed happy not to play. He also forced me to accept it.

"You, you want to, just accept it, take it" whispered Greysie.

"Huh?," stared in surprise, "don't want me, males out, you're still sick, I don't want to" I whispered to him.

"iihh yes aja," holding my hand, "pliss, plisss" said Greysie kekeh.

Greysie keeps pushy with repeated questions. It forced me to agree to it.

"Hm, yeaahh ok" I answered spontaneously hardening the sound.

"Yeah? really ni?" sahut Rasya on the phone.

Meanwhile, I was surprised and gawked. Then looked resentfully at Greysie.

"Hnh, because of loe sih ahh, shame again immediately answer yeah ok" I whispered while holding my head in shame.

"Hahahaha" Greysie laughed softly.

"Hmh," saw it, "laugh again, you're satisfied" I protested to Greysie.

"Hahahaha, ble. "the Greysie ledk stuck out his tongue.

"Listas? I call him lista can't I? ask Rasya.

"Mm. eee, aaa. yah, uh sory-sory, i mean. ee, yaa. yep" I replied, stiff.

"Well, what's tomorrow?" ask Rasya.

"Can't" I said without thinking.

"Owh, eem after that?" ask Rasya, again.

"Mm, can't mind me just the day, because I still want to take care of Grey, he's sick again, can't he?" obviously slowly.

"Owh, isn't it pp, isn't it pp, Grey is sick? what pain would it hurt if I knew?" rasha asked, worried.

"M. mm, eee, he's sick. ee, he's got a fever, he's got a fever" I replied.

"Oh yes if that is so. send greetings with Greysie yes hopefully soon recover, and.. later you call me right?" ask Rasya.

"Mm. yeahh of course" I answered sitting down.

The sound of the door opening.

"May?" greysie.

I immediately stood back up and hung up the phone. I looked back and was a little surprised.

"Aunty? aunt has come home" I said walking towards her and patted her.

"Grey is sick again? what pain?" asked her mother, wondering what I should answer.

"Mmm, eee, gini aunt" I replied.

"Yesterday I sported mah, I ride a bicycle keeps falling, so the iron scratches are a bit" Greysie said in response to her mother's question.

"How scratched, dear? ask his mother, sit down.

"Let's see" said his mother, taking off some of Greysie's clothes and looking at the wound on her abdomen.

"It's to the doang Grey scratches? how thick is the gini?" ask his mother, frowning.

"Em, I mean. nosy bit mah" replied Greysie.

"Piercing? darling what are you doing? how to bring a bike to a stab? you're not careful? how can I go to gini? dalem gak's? a lot of not sewing?" ask his mother, worried.

"Five kok mah" Greysie replied briefly.

"Your germs say? justuman?!" his mother said, starting to get angry with him.

"Auntie tan, tan. sorryin Grey. Grey if you bring your mama do not do that" I said, holding his mother who already looks angry.

"Tan, we just went out a little while ago, nenangin themselves aunt and Grey, just met tan, time to fight again" said I, invite his mother out of the room.

Outside the room.

"Rabaloo, Raaa. Aunty is also dizzy if gini, tomorrow papa Grey will come home, with all the problems that occur here and Grey is also the cake, pusiiing aunt" complained his mother while holding her head.

"Yes tan, I know tan, sabarr yaa tan" I said trying to calm him down.

"How to, papa Grey's coming home tomorrow. Aunty knows from her secretary, aunt confused Cara. Huhuu" her mother said, starting to cry.

"Tante Halen is the same patient Grey. I'm sure one day Arya's om will change. I'm sure that Arya's om is really dear to the aunt and Grey, just. om Arya does not know any way to express his affection to Grey and Aunt" I said, smiling.

Greysie's mother then looked at me, while I gave her a sincere smile.

"Tante thanks very much the same way. How to always take care of Grey. The way is always there for both of us. Cara's words also always make aunty happy" said Ms. Greysie, hugging me.

I smiled, then rubbed Greysie's back. Then, my tears came.

"I miss the same, Mother" my inner self.

At 01:20 midnight. Sobs rang out from inside the blanket, the trembling voice signifying deep fear and pain, I woke up to it.

"Grey," opened the blanket, "are you sick?" I checked on him, cold sweat running from his forehead, he looked very pale.

"Grey, is your body really cold? why are you crying?" manyworry.

"I can't sleep" Greysie replied, slowly.

The entirety of the Greysie was trembling, his voice almost inaudible with his sobs. It made me embrace her right away.

Do I need to tell his father and mother if Greysie is sick, but this is a disease that not everyone can understand even some people even underestimate him.

What if I told her dad? Is his father going to try to understand, Grey? Can his father stop beating him? Or should I wear my last?

I continued to strengthen my embrace of Greysie. A few moments later, he fell asleep.

"Grey, hnhehe," chuckled, "Maybe you'll see my weakest version. I hope you don't lose control, I know you can't see me on that cake. But... How else, I'm a Grey truck too. Whatever way I tried to do to get rid of that trauma, I still couldn't. I will never forget that night. That night took everything away from me, I completely lost all my family, even myself" my inner self.

"But you don't have to worry, I'll do it all for you. Because in my life right now, I only have you, I just care about you. You are my most precious friend. I would do anything for you. In fact, if you ask me to stop all my plans and forget everything, I can do all that for you" continued, my mind.

Tomorrow. I went out and stood in front of Greysie's house while thinking about something, my feelings were extremely agitated as well as scared.

Every now and then I look at the clock in my hand, look at the gate, bite my nails, pacing back and forth, holding back anger and crying. I think I just want to scream.

"Greysieee!" yelled Greysie's father.

Hearing that, it surprised me while looking back.

"Greysiee! where're you?! here you!" his father shouted at his waist.

"Om, om don't be angry first om, let me explain, It's all my fault, om don't be angry first to Grey" I said, approaching.

Meanwhile. Inside Greysie's room was shocked to hear her father's scream, she started crying while holding his head.

Greydie then ran to his father. While in the kitchen, his mother stopped with her activities, and immediately approached us.

"I don't care! do you know how long it took me to build my company? and you think I'm going to abbey a kid who doesn't know how to profit that's ruining my company and my reputation?!" greysie's father snaps at me.

Mother came.

"You why the hell? your company is not destroyed! I look carefully, if it is destroyed, it is because you are cheating yourself continuously until I can no longer count how much you are cheating now!" her mother, angry at her husband.

"You again, you again, you don't join campurr! it's my business as well as the kid, mending you go there!" his father said, expelling his wife from his presence.

"What?! you told me to leave?! Okay!" answer his mother's annoyance.

Greysie.

"Let's get out of here Grey" said his mother, who pulled Greysie's left hand.

"Well," a pleading gaze, "mah." said Greysie, holding his hand.

"What did you say?! if you want to go, go by yourself!" snapped his father, pulling Greysie's right hand.

"Sepasin gakk!" his mother said, pulling Greysie to him.

"Of! auntie! Grey is in pain" I said interrupting them.

"You don't interfere!" snapped his father at me.

"Om really bad with Grey, Grey is not his own son, om really do not care about Grey?" many me teary.

"It's his own fault, you're told not to interfere, you better get out now!" his father pointed out of the house.

"What the hell are you! no way to stay here" his mother replied.

"Tan..," a pleading gaze, "pliss freelanin Grey" I said trying to tear them apart.

His mother then released her hand against Greysie, but suddenly his father took out his belt and started beating Greysie.

Seeing that, my body moved reflexively trying to hold back his father, but I was pushed to the point of falling.

"Bahh! don't hurt me..," holding his father's hand, "i'm the reward, I'm the wrong one" Greysie's pinta cried, begging his father.

"Shut up!" his father brushed off Greysie's hand.

"How dare you tell me and treat me, you should keep quiet!" his father said, kicking and stepping on Greysie's body.

Meanwhile, her mother is still trying to stop her husband.

I was the one who fell silent while staring at them. My hands are clenched, my breath heavy.

Voices began to sound in my head, my ears buzzing, while I continued to stare at Greysie's father.

Haha. Come on, come on, come on, come on, Ayooo...!! Let's kill him, hehahahaha. Kill him, kill him, kill him. Kill him now, kill him now. Kill him now.....!!!

Screaming that scream, made me stand up and step away from them. I went to the kitchen and got a knife.

After that, I looked at Greysie's father while tightly grasping the knife in my hand, my feet slowly walking towards them. While Greysie, he looked at me and the knife in my hand.

"R. A...?" greysie rounded his eyes.

Grunting Greysie, made Mom and her dad stop fighting, then look at me.

While I directly swung the knife, and pierced Greysie's father's heart. When his father fell, I started smiling and stabbing him constantly.

"Hahahahaha," I laughed satisfiedly at her.

The moment I wanted to stab her father again, Greysie suddenly stopped my hand.

"R-ha?" greysie said shaking.

I looked towards Greysie. The look in his eyes was like a frightened man looking at me, he looked at me with hatred.

"It shouldn't be gini, Raaa!!" scream Greysie.

My eyes were round, then slowly I saw Greysie's father in the blood, and then the blood touched my left hand.

Then, I also immediately saw my right hand that was holding a knife that had been mixed with his father's blood.

"Grey?" I said, shrieking while looking at Greysie.

Then, I saw my father's body and Greysie's father's body next to each other, and then I saw both palms of my hands filled with their blood.

Whispers began to be heard in my ears. It was very noisy, entering into my brain, making me hold my head.

"Accept yourself, hahaha. Accept it, accept you, accept you, accept you, accept you! Haha, hahaha. That's you fool! Hahaha, just accept that it is you! How long are you going to pretend like this? Until when, huh?!!"

The whispers and screams filled my head. I closed my eyes because my ears kept buzzing.

"Lo has to die, Ra" Greysie said, taking the knife out of my hand.

Greysie then swung the knife at me, then stabbed me in the heart. It made me realize from my illusion.

The sound of sobs is still clear, short breaths and heartbeats are heard faster.

I woke up and saw Greysie was lying limp because it was beaten all out by his father. Both parents still had a big fight as if they did not care about the state of their children.

Seeing Greysie lying limp, I immediately stood up and approached him.

Greysie endured the pain, her short breaths sounding fast, while her tears continued to flow while looking at me. I could read from the look in his eyes that meant that.

I don't want to live anymore, if you can, please kill me now.

Looking at the look in her eyes, making my chest feel tight, I hugged her tightly with a cry of pain.

Meanwhile, there was still the sound of his father and mother fighting fiercely and slamming things inside this house.

Shortly after, Greysie's father approached us again, while his mother was still trying to restrain him.

Then, his father immediately separated us then he asked Greysie.

"Say your mother, you were yesterday from the hospital?!" asked his father, angry.

"I-iya reward.." replied Greysie, whimpering in pain.

"What pain did you get to the hospital, answer quickly!" snapped his father, pulling Greysie.

Greysie just kept quiet, he didn't answer questions from his father. Her lips trembled, her tears continuously flowing down her cheeks.

Then his father roughly began to examine Greysie's wrist, seeing his son's body covered in incision scars.

When he saw that, Greyssie's father's anger became more and more, making him slap Greysie until he fell to the floor.

"Why so much," pulled Greysie's hand, "the incision scar is here?!" his father asked, clasping Greysie's hand tightly.

"Don't tell me you're trying to kill yourself?! how many times have you done that, huh?!" asked his father, revealing an incision scar.

"Hmfff, ak. i.." said Greysie holding back tears.

"Jawabb! don't cry!!" his father shouted at him.

"Heyy, are you crazy?!" her mother, while trying to let go of her husband's hand.

"Om, stop it, stop it" I said, also trying to let go of his father's hand.

"You're Silent!" his father snapped at my hand, but his hand accidentally slapped me in the face.

Plaaq.....!

"Aaah" I said, shivering and turning my face away,

Seeing this, Greysie made him beg his father.

"Pahh, pliss don't be sick," held his father's leg, "Ca. ra.." pinta Greysie, trembling with tears.

"I. I'll answer the reward, I'll answer" Greysie trembled.

"Yaudahhh quickly answer!" his father said, pressing Greysie's hand.

"Hmff. en. enem. six times the reward" Greysie replied, trembling withstanding the pain.

"Hooh, six?! six you say?! how dare you!" his father said, hitting and kicking Greysie.

"Pahh, pahh, pahn pah, pardon me pah, excuse me, excuse me.." pinta Greysie, pain begging for mercy.

I kept trying to protect Greysie from his father's growing anger at knowing what his son had done to himself.

Meanwhile, his mother who struggled to hold his father, even pushed him to fall.

"Om, stop it! Grey lasin it all because of om! if you do not continue to naekitin Grey physically and mentally will not be that kek, It's all wrong om!" obviously, I'm angry at his father.

"I told you not to interfere!" his father said, immediately pulling me out of the house.

"Pahh, noo" restrained his father's leg, "no, plis pah. I'm sorry Grey, Grey's asking for forgiveness." Greysie said, stopping his father.

We kept protecting each other from his father's anger until his father was tired of himself. After feeling tired, his father left again with a feeling of anger.

After his father left, his mother came to us.

"Grey, here's your mama mending your wounds. Cara also will aunt medin" ujae his mother, help us stand.

They sat on the couch, while I was still standing. His mother started while treating Greysie's wounds, it seemed like the wounds on Greysie's abdomen were open again.

Without me noticing also the blood kept flowing from my hands, the red droplets fell to the floor, it seemed like the seams were also open.

"Darling" glazed over, "why don't you tell mama, pliss don't try to kill yourself again, why don't you tell my dear mama?" ask her mother, start crying.

Greysie just gave that annoyed look at his mother.

"Mommy still has time for me?! where's Mom when I need her again? mama must have had more time to get drunk with all the guys at the club!" greysie explained, raising the volume of his voice.

"You know where it came from? sorry baby, sorry mama, mama kek is also because it can not stand the same attitude of your father who constantly cheating on you from mama" said his mother, holding Greysie's hand.

"Why? why was my mother born?! whyyy?! I want to die!" greysie said, shaking his mother's hand.

Meanwhile, I just looked at them blankly. Unconsciously my tears came dripping, my hands were shaking and bleeding, while my head was feeling very dizzy.

"I'm sorry Mother, sorry sister Tiya. I can't save you from Dad. It was all my fault, I should never have lived and been born into this world. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry" inwardly.

Yes, all that is true. Everything is your fault. You should have killed your father before your father killed them, if you had killed your father first, your brother and your mother might not have died. You tau? That's why I hate you so much! Because you are the reason I lost everything! Now, you listen to me! Kill your best friend's father before his father kills him! Hear it?! Just kill your father!!!

Hearing that, made my breath even more breathless. Sobs rang out, while I continued to cover my ears.

My breathing was irregular, while my gaze also began to fade. I saw the world as it rotated, subconsciously I began to fall.

"Why are you talking about that, honey?" asked her mother to hold back the tears.

Greysie then took out a knife to slice his wrist again.

Brakkk......!

Sound of falling. They stopped fighting and immediately looked at me.

"Raa," round the eyes, "Raa? omaygat Raa!" greysie shouted, running towards me.

My short breath sounded fast, my every breath felt like it was slashed many times. My gaze blackened and the sounds of laughter filled my head.

Haha. Siall, you are so weak! listen to my weak self, one day.. I'm gonna take control of you, so you're the only one. I will kill everyone, including your best friend. I can't bear to see him alive, hahahahaha. Hahaahaha.

My tears were unceasingly flowing, my lips were also trembling withstanding the cries. I stared straight ahead, where Greysie was looking at me.

"Byh! Raaa!" scream Greysie.

All the voices in my head slowly disappeared as I slowly closed my eyes.

"Raa, you're why Ra. Raaa, Ra wake up... Wake up Ra, Raaa. Huhuuu, Raa banguuun" Greysie said anxiously, then cried.

"Mahh, maaa. Mama call ambulance cepetan maa!" yelled Greysie, trembling.

"Why Grey?! what's he sick of?" ask her mother to worry.

"Ak.., I don't know mahh, It's the first time I've seen Ca-ra kek gini" Greysie replied, trembling.

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