Illusions
CHAPTER 6 (Part 2)

...**Through Night Events**...

Inside the hospital. I was having a big fight with Greysie, but accidentally saw someone peeking at us from behind the small glass of the hospital door.

"Rase?" I said round my eyes.

"Em, haii" said Rasya. He walked in.

"You," astonished look, "why here?" my many.

"I told Rasya earlier that you were in the hospital" Greysie told me.

"Em, I called you earlier, but Grey picked up, he said you were in the hospital, so.., I was worried" explained Rasya, a doubtful look.

"Em, sorry, ee.., I accidentally kicked you guys" said Rasya. I took Greysie's hand off from me, she was forced to let go, while Rasya was confused to see our behavior.

"Em, where are you going?" ask Rasya.

"We're not going anywhere" Greysie replied, he pulled over forcibly, then told me to sit on the bed and I had to obey.

"I was.., accidentally heard you guys fighting, you okay?" ask Rasya.

"Well," smiled, "we don't pp, thank you" Greysie replied.

They were still talking, while I just kept quiet looking at the two of them. From now on I held back my tears when I had a fight with Greysie, wanting to get out of here, cry and vent my emotions right now, because I couldn't if anyone else saw me cry, as much as possible I would avoid it even if it was Greysie. But it is usually very difficult to hold back tears from falling.

"Lista, are you okay?" rasha asked, looking worriedly.

Reaching the question that Rasya asked, I don't know why my heart feels so much pain, it feels like I can't stand the crying I'm holding anymore.

When I felt I could no longer hold everything back, at that moment the cry I had been harboring all this time exploded by itself.

Drowning alone, in the vast ocean is very unpleasant. Later then.

The sobbing from my mouth sounded painful, my chest felt tight, the crying I was craving was exploding, unexplainable, the pain was truly slashing.

Greysie looked at me with a guilty look, he had no idea that his words would hurt me so much like this. Then I dissolved in my tears, remembering the gripping night that day.

That Time.

"You're out of work as a manager, you dare to tell me now?!" snapped Dad.

"I didn't tell you to, um," holding my father's hand, "but.., you have to stop drinking, our son is still a child," she begged, "do you have no pity to look at them?" obviously my mom pointed at the door.

My father saw my bedroom door, I was peeping at them from behind the door, then hiding.

"Mass, pliss, it's for our children.., you have to go back to the cake first.., I can't if you keep gini," she begged, "I need you to take care of our children" my mother pleaded.

"What do you want me to do, huh?!" snapped my father looked at hate.

"I'm out now! my business is bankrupt, my ideas are stolen from them, you see this," pointed to the bottle of drink, look at this!" snapped at my dad again.

"We can start all over again mas..," a hopeful gaze, "I promise to help you, will support you, will support you, I will continue to be by your side until the business you build can succeed again" my mother pleaded.

My father began to melt after hearing the words of my mother, but the voice of his phone suddenly rang, my father picked it up.

"Mass," worried look, "what do you want with that knife?" asked my mother to hold my father's hand.

"Please gakk!," shook hands, "I'll kill them now!" snapped my dad.

"Don't mass," the pleading gaze, "pliss don't ruin your life.., look at our children's mass" my mother asked, she pointed at us, because we were out of the room.

However, my father had lost his temper, he had already come to the point where emotions controlled his mind. So he doesn't care anymore even though we're there. I wanted to go, but it was always stopped by my mother, she pushed my mother down.

Tiya saw it, then she held my father's hand to keep him from leaving. However, without looking back, my father brushed aside Tiya's hand to escape her hand.

Bloods. I saw blood, blood rushing from Tiya's neck. My father rushed away without knowing what he had done to Tiya with the knife in his hand. The knife accidentally hit Tiya's neck.

"Ti.yaa?," trembled, "yahh? OH DADDY!" my yelling.

Hearing my screams. Suddenly, made my father look back. He also saw Tiya lying helplessly, blood continuously flowing from his neck.

"Tiyaa? Tiyaa!" call my mother, round my eyes.

"Tiya dear," hugged Tiya, "sadly open your eyes, tiya dear this dear mother, dear wake up," hugged tightly, "wake up dear" said my mother, crying bitterly. My father was surprised, he immediately approached Tiya.

"Ti, ti, tiyaa," guilty look, "honey?" call my father, hold Tiya's hand. However, my mother removed my father's hand from Tiya, she looked very angry.

"Don't touch my son! it's your fault mass, it's all your fault!" snapped my mother, screaming.

"Tiyaa dear, this is my dear mother" said my mother, while her hand held the bleeding that continued to flow from Tiya's neck.

My mother started to check on Tiya, but Tiya was dead making my mother cry bitterly. A feeling of anger pervaded him, shortly after, he went to pick up something in the room.

While my father was still overwhelmed with guilt, he continued to cry, not believing what had happened. I was silent, unable to move my body. Instantly I looked at everything that happened tonight.

A few minutes later. My mom came back from the room, she held a gun, and then pointed a gun at my dad. That was my father's gun.

"You want to" raised his hand, "why?" ask my father, rounding his eyes.

"You killed my son!" my mother snapped, she put a gun to her with a cry.

"Dear, calm your mind, Cara is here, she sees us," saw me, "we calm down, I. I was wrong, you don't need to forgive someone like me, but I realize now" asked my father, pleading.

My mother just cried while holding the gun that was pointing at my father. My father slowly approached my mother, trying to get her to put the gun down.

While my mother was still filled with feelings of sadness mixed with anger, she did not want to take the gun out of her hands, making them fight for each other's gun, no one wanted to budge between the two. I just kept quiet to see them.

A few minutes later, fighting over the gun. My mother's feet tripped over the chair, making them fall to the floor. However, the knife that was still in my father's hand, was stabbed into the chest in my mother's heart.

Blood was pouring down the floor of my house. While my mother's mouth also unceasingly spewed blood-red thick.

My mother saw my father, then saw me. Her tears were staring at him. He said something to me, but I couldn't hear him. Then his eyes slowly closed, I looked at him blankly as if I was disappearing.

Slowly my eyes glanced at my father with a look of emptiness, as if I was no longer there.

Seriate...