Illusions
CHAPTER 37 (Part 2)

"Ra, where are you?" inner Greysie.

Moments later, he arrives at school in class 12 A. Greysie's eyes glanced around, looking for the whereabouts of someone he was waiting for. Who else if not me because after I was in prison for 2 weeks, then released about 1 week ago, I immediately disappeared like in the swallow of the earth, like there was no sign of me.

Greysie had also asked Hendry for help, but he still could not find my whereabouts. While Rasya and Heafen were also busy looking for me in their own way. Aunty and Lia were already undeniable, they were still filled with a deep feeling of sadness and anxiety about my situation.

In the classroom, the teacher immediately distributed the exam questions to all students assisted by our class president. Riska, Alfie and Greysie simultaneously glanced at my empty seat. Meanwhile, I walked slowly towards my class.

"Excuse me ma'am. I'm sorry I'm late" I said quietly, keeping the entire class focused on me. Greysie stood up while looking at me.

"Ra" said Greysie softly, breathing softly.

All the students/schoolers in the class even become very noisy, they whisper like a night market.

"Greysie, why are you standing? The exam will be held soon. You sit down, you guys shhht too... Quiescent. Now is the time for exams" said the bespectacled girl teacher.

"How do you please enter" said Guru, please.

Then I walked slowly to my seat, while all the students were still focused on me. I just kept quiet with a flat expression, didn't want to look around and didn't care.

"Ra, where are you from? I'm looking for you" whispered Greysie, looking at me.

And I don't care about it. Riska also wanted to ask, but I glanced slowly at the teacher sitting in front of the class while issuing a bluetooth headsed, then immediately played music with a volume of 99%. Because I still hear the sound, I then increase the volume of music to 100%, the teacher does not know, I also do not really care.

A few hours of testing. Bell break also reads, I immediately stand up and collect my answer sheet on the teacher's desk. Greysie immediately chased after me, his hand trying to hold me. However, without looking at him I always avoided making Greysie could not touch let alone hold my hand.

"Ra, Raa. Ra wait. Wait Ra, we need to talk. Ra, Ra wait" call Greysie, while I ignore.

Greysie continued to chase me to a quiet place. After that, he stopped my movements by tightly hugging me from behind. I just kept quiet until he felt tired of himself, and then I just left him again. But Greysie was directly in front of me to block, while I did not want to see his face, continued to look in the other direction.

"Ra, I'm sorry. I'm sorry pliss, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Sorry I'm Ra. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry" Greysie said softly, hugging from the front while her tears kept dripping.

While I did not return his embrace and just kept quiet with an ordinary expression as if I did not care, and did not want to know.

"Raa, I'm sorry. Pliss I'm sorry. I don't want you to lose your respect for me. Don't get me Ra, I know I'm evil, I'm sorry" Greysie said, holding both arms.

I just look at it with a normal expression. My mouth was also always locked, and then I left Greysie again. So that makes Greysie immediately squat while crying out.

Meanwhile, in the classroom. Riska realized that Greysie and I were fighting. He remembered when I was in the hospital at the time.

Flashback, in the hospital at the time. Riska came to visit me. He saw me lying on my back to Greysie.

"R. A...?" call Riska.

While Greysie just stood looking at us. His face looked flat, then Riska glanced at Greysie with an angry look.

"Ra, it's me Riska" Riska said.

I still did not want to turn around, then Riska stepped up to look at me from the front. He saw my hand in handcuffs and there was a reddened mark on my wrist.

"Ra, you why?," looked at my hand, "Hand lo luka Ra, lo why? Lo marahan with Grey?" ask Riska.

I woke up from my bed because Riska was sitting on the bed, she saw my eyes swollen from crying. Then my lips trembled withholding tears as my left tear dripped until I cried again.

"Pliss kill me now... I don't want to live anymore.... Plis kill me.." I asked with a cry to Riska.

Riska then glanced at Greysie with an angry face. He got out of bed and held Greysie's collar until he hit the wall behind Greysie.

"Lo apain Cara huh?! How until he doesn't want to live again?!" ask Riska, emotions.

While I saw them trying to pull my handcuffed hand again.

"Anj*ng!" cela Riska, while her hand was on top threatening to hit Greysie.

Greysie's face was flat. He didn't respond to anything.

"Hnhuhu... Kaas... Riska... Uda... Don't do ituhuhuu.." my barrel, soft and weeping.

"Lo why do you accuse Cara who killed bokap elo hah?! He's your crazy best friend! Very much with your own friends. If you do not want to take care of the way again let the cave! Lo really-reasonably! Create a cave of emotions. Or you deliberately lied about cctv at Cara's house? It's clear that Cassie has her video, when you trust her more than your own best friend. Sinting kali lo!" maki Riska, emotions.

"Riskaahaha.... Hudahh..," I said, tugging at my hand.

"Lo still belain him this is Ra?! He's just as evil as Elo!" said Riska.

"Lo better not interfere. It's the same cave business" Greysie said, with his trademark cold flat face.

Plakkp......!

A loud slap floated on Greysie's face. It makes Greysie no less emotional. He also wanted to get a knife out of his pocket.

"Greymmm... I beg you.... I beg you not to do thatuhuhuu.... I beg Grey.... Grey huhuuu." I said, trying to get out of bed but fell.

Brakk....!

Meanwhile, my left arm was bleeding from the handcuffs. I kept crying until I was sad. While Riska immediately approached me and Greysie tried to hold herself back.

"Ra, Ra... You are not pp? I help you, I help you." said Riska, helping me stand up.

After helping me lie in bed. Riska tried to calm me down because I kept crying.

"I'm sorry, Ra. Lo calm down, from now on I will take care of you" said Riska.

Meanwhile, I kept crying and Riska wiped my tears. While Greysie he just kept quiet and let Riska.

Tomorrow, a few days in the hospital. Riska always comes, and she always feeds me porridge even if it's just a few spoons. While Greysie let it go because if he were to bribe me I wouldn't eat it.

Right now, Riska was awakened from her daydream. He leaned over the chair and looked up to see the classroom ceiling.

"Hmmm... I have to say the same way. He's been missing for a week. Do I need to stop Grey? He's too much the same way. Now when everything has been proven that Cara is not the new culprit she pursues Cara. I'm gonna apologize, hnh.. Better you don't have to excuse him Ra" Inner Riska.

A few moments later. Bell went home ringing. We each went home. And I immediately drove on my motorbike, while Greysie also chased me using his car.

A few moments later, after I got to my house. I entered my house until I was in my room, and I lay down to sleep.

Meanwhile, Greysie was just trying to get in but I changed the pins in my door smart door system so that he could not open it.

"Caraa... Bukain the door of Raaa... We need to talk.... L'm... I'm really sorry about you... I'm sorry." said Greysie, shouting with a cry.

After Greysie banged on my door and kept shouting, he decided not to leave because I still did not open the door for him.

At night, in my room. I was still asleep with a face that looked very pale.

"Huk, uhuk," coughed up to wake me up.

"Uhuk, uhuueggh," held my mouth and saw the blood in my hands very much.

I then ran to the toilet and vomited blood in the sink.

"Hueeghh huk huhugggh... Aarhghh, "weak breathing and leaning against the wall.

After I calmed down, I then stood up again and washed the blood on my hands and mouth, then came to a halt due to sobbing.

"Eghm... Sssk... Huhuu..," cried softly.

Then I looked at the wall, hit the glass and also shouted while slamming all the items in the bathroom.

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A few moments later. I went back to bed, and went back to sleep. I don't know why I keep feeling sleepy even though I've been asleep since noon.

The next day, I woke up and immediately got ready to go to school. There have been all the students/students who came before me.

All eyes are on me again. I don't like that very much. Do they have any other activities other than seeing me?

Moments later, after bell istrahat. Riska wanted to send chat whattsap to me, but she saw me using a new phone. Of course I did not use the phone before and I keep it in my drawer. Greysie then approached in the seat. He looked at me with a pleading gaze.

"That's your face Raaa... Pliss sorryin meu.." Inner Greysie.

"Raa, I'm sorry." said Greysie, not too cool because I went straight from there.

Greysie's lips trembled withholding tears until her tears came back. While Riska was also trying to chase after me.

"Raa... Waitaminute! I want to talk to you" said Riska, continuing to pursue.

Now we are far away among the crowd of our school students.

"Your face really shoots? Where are you going Ra? I look for it every day. You're not pp, are you?" ask Riska, with her worried face.

I didn't answer, then took Riska's hand off my hand and immediately left.

"Byh! Ra wait...!" call Riska, but I keep walking away.

A few moments later. The bell went off and we continued the test, and when I finished I went and drove on my bike.

Meanwhile, Greysie felt more and more guilty towards me. For a few days later until we finished our school exams, I still ignored Greysie and Riska.

During the 1 week of the school exam, I also coughed blood up to three times while at my house because at school I always held it.

The next day, exactly a week later after the implementation of the school exam. Later that night, I went to a building while Greysie got information from Hendry and immediately followed me.

In a tall building, I stood on the roof while looking at the view of Jakarta at night, where city lights filled the area, felt very win heart with the wind that blows.

"Mother, Dad, Tiya. You calm down, I'll follow you" I said, smiling.

Greysie saw me standing on the edge of the roof of the tall building, he immediately ran without shouting first. He immediately pulled my hand, making me fall from the wall. I looked at him in wonder, then immediately stood up, wanting to leave from there.

I think Greysie is very disturbing, even though I just want to see the view of the city while enjoying the beautiful melody in my ears.

I got up, wanted to stand up. However, Greysie held my hand with a sad look, where clear water filled her cheeks.

"Ahh, just disturb people" my inner self.

"Lo why?" my question was short, just to make Greysie stand up, directly hugging me again.

"Are you sorry, Ra?" ask Greysie, wryly.

"Huhuh? Who until the cave angry to elo. Sorry the cave doesn't have time. Excuse me" I said leave immediately.

But again, again and again. Greysie held back, clasped my hand tightly until it made me angry and stared intently at him.

"Nying" I grumbled a little, staring annoyedly.

"R. Don't gini, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry Raa" Greysie said.

A memory also flashed through Greysie's mind, where I said that we were no longer friends, and I hated him so much.

Greysie also could not defend himself who had been completely evil, outrageous, accusing even slandering me, his own best friend. Though Greysie knew full well that I was sick because of his own actions, he could have accused me of killing his father.

"A shit. If the cave is not in the last semester, of course from yesterday the cave has moved schools. Males really ngadepin your cake man. Cave energy drained, tired Anj*ing. You don't think the cave's tired of you all, huh?!" I said, complaining about trying to let go of Greysie's hand.

"Please!" I snapped, trying to take Greysie's hand off. But he did not want to take it off, even his hand grip was getting stronger.

"Aahh, fuc*k this shitt. Look at the cave face! Lookie! You think the cave is joking now?! No need to look. Don't cry, the cave doesn't care!. Who are you? Huh uh?! Who anji*ng?! disturb the peace of life only people, kek have no other job. Not release!" I said, denouncing while forcibly removing Greysie's hand.

His hands are red, and so are my hands. No one wants to budge between us. Because I was feeling so upset, I slapped him with a slap that was so powerful that it left a reddened mark on his face.

"Plaaaa..........!"

Greysie turned away from my hand due to a hard slap.

"Denger no lo?! have ears, right?! aah damn live cave must meet people kek gini" said I, complaining with emotion.

"Remove you?!" I said, then took the knife out of my pocket.

"Lepasin or cave iris your hand!" I threatened, seriously looking at him.

However, Greysia did not budge in the slightest. He only showed a face with an ordinary expression, as if he did not care. So that made me really slice her hand.

Blood in red curdled up from his hands. However, it still made him not want to let go of my hand.

"Aaahh siaal's. Cave kill also lo now. You want to kill elo kek bokap lo cave, huh?! want lo?!" almighty, put a knife-sharp piece around his neck.

"Siaall!" my mind, staring annoyed.

"Lo emamg will not care if the cave ngelukain self elo. Well, then," sliced my hand, "lo prefers this, right?!" I said, slicing my hand.

Greysie's eyes immediately rounded in surprise as he released his hand from me. His eyes glared at me as well as my hands, he did not expect that my change of attitude would be really like this.

"Byh!" greysie.

Then I immediately left Greysie. He wanted to chase after me, but I immediately threatened him by putting a sharp knife to my neck.

"Retreat loo!" I said, pointing at Greysie with my left index finger while putting the knife to my neck with my right hand.

Greysie's steps stopped instantly as he saw that my neck was already slightly sliced where the blood also flowed. While taking my face very seriously, I will actually do it.

"Lo dwells there or cave iris neck cave," walk backwards, "Don't ii, kuutin guaa!" I said walk backwards.

Then I immediately ran down the stairs, leaving Greysie alone.

In the meantime, I've been driving my bike to my house. After that, I took off my jacket and sat on the bed until I was pensive.

Inside the room was only the sound of the ticking of a wall clock accompanying the silence of my night. Memories began to cross my mind, where I saw Greysie lying limp in the bathroom while his blood continued to flow due to being pierced by a sharp object.

We were at the Pavillion hotel, I was still asleep but my ears heard the news on tv, where the serial killer was arrested by the police, and I woke up to hear the news.

After that there was a sound like a person falling from the bathroom. Inside Greysie was already lying on the floor in the sense of fainting while his blood was pouring out. I'll call an ambulance immediately.

Moments later, we arrived at the hospital. Doctors treated Greysie's wounds. My mind was also very messed up at that time because it kept looking for Greysie's reason to get hurt.

The night is at 01:03 midnight. Greysie is sleeping. I left him alone because I had to take care of something.

Inside my house (secret room). I was focusing on looking at the computer, while my hand kept moving typing the computer keyboard.

Ting nung, Ting nung....

Right now, I'm waking up from my long daydream because I hear the bell sound of my house keep ringing. Then I stepped up, walked towards the door, opened the door of the room and immediately went to the first floor to open the door.

The door opened, the face of a stranger standing right in front of me.

His hand held a gun pointed at my head, precisely on my forehead. I frowned, staring in surprise with a casual expression as I looked at her.

Slowly his hand moved the gun that had been pointing at me to his head. He pulled the trigger while his index finger was preparing to shoot. Simultaneously, my hand reflexively stopped it, making the gun sound loud. My eyes are round, surprised. But I managed to point the gun upwards.

"Anj! fuc! What's up?!" i say, snarl.

Greysie was silent as her tears continued to flow down her cheeks. I immediately grabbed the gun from his hand and pulled it into my house.

Then, I glanced around before locking my door tightly. I pulled Greysie's hand, then pushed her to sit on the sofa, then I clapped my waist, wagging my hair back while pacing back and forth, occasionally I glanced at Greysie and let out another heavy long sigh while sighing in annoyance.

"Aaaah, siall" I shouted as I slammed the vase violently.

"Lo! aaahh," holding the hair, "Lo never changes! always gini! you can't do living a quiet cave for a while, huh?!," approached, "huh?! answerb! anj*ing!" I said, holding onto Greysie's rough shoulder. Greysie was silent while crying.

"Aaah," stood up, "fuckk!," punching all the objects that could break, "fuckk Grey! fuc!" shouting while throwing, and punching things.

Long time I slammed all the stuff in my house because of the feeling of anger. After that, I sat down leaning between the broken glass while looking at Greysie. My hands were trembling with anger and my hands were also bleeding on the floor of my house.

My breath was puffed up because I was tired. Then, I held my hair while crying a little. The sound of sobs between me and Greysie was mutually muttering as if both were hurt.

After that, we both fell asleep. Greysie fell asleep sitting on the sofa, while I fell asleep sitting leaning against the wall.

Tomorrow morning. My eyes slowly opened, then I glanced around where my house looked a mess as a result of my own actions. Stuff broke everywhere. Greysie was still asleep while I stood up, walked up to him and sat down next to him.

"Emf, ergh~" whimpering while holding stomach.

"Erg, must have been because last night, huff" my inner self while sighing heavily.

"What is his mental wound still not healed" my mind again asked.

Greysie woke up, surprised to see me. Whereas I just looked at him normally and immediately stood up, yet.

"Argh~" moaning pain, holding the abdomen.

"Ra, Ra you're why. Your wounds still hurt?" greysie asked worriedly, then told me to sit down.

"Hmfz," still whimpering sickly.

"It hurts so much anj*ing, the feeling didn't hurt at all" my mind, asked.

"Raa, we go to the hospital, yes, we go to the hospital now" Greysie said, putting my right arm around her neck to help me stand up. However, I let go violently.

"Well, hmz," the moaning, "oh my gat fuc*k! fuc! erg, fuc!" I said, cursing excruciating pain.

My hands squeezed the part of my stomach where the pain came from. Greysie then carried me on his back, he took me to the room. As I groaned more and more with the pain.

Inside the room, Greysie immediately laid me down and immediately searched for my medicine. He took a packet of medicine from inside the drawer that still looked full like it had never been touched by me.

"Well, fuc*k! argh" my dance, whimpering sickly.

Greysie also immediately searched for the P3k box. After finding the p3k box, he walked up to me and immediately unbuttoned my shirt, because my wound was all over Cassie's body, so Greysie had to see everything.

Actually I wanted to hold Greysie's hand, but the pain was too domineering to make me continue whimpering while holding the stomach.

After my shirt opens. It looks like the blood has already pierced through the bandage. Greysie's eyes were round with surprise.

"This must be all because of me. Aric has said that the wound must be treated for months so that the external wound and the chest are completely healed. But. I even made Cara hurt herself, even she got to jail because of me" inner Greysie, staring guiltily.

"Ra, what medicine have you ever taken? this cake's cure was never touched. Why don't you take the medicine, Ra?" ask Greysie, worried.

"Ergh, you're noisy! because of you tauk! the cave does not want to take the medicine because of the elo, you think the cave wants to be a lag madman.., erg fuc*k! argh," whimpering.

Greysie also undressed my inner shirt by cutting it. I wanted to scold her for acting as if she were cutting people's clothes, but the pain I felt was unbearable, even my body started to limp while my lips trembled and paled.

My body was covered with bandages on all parts of my chest and stomach. Then Greysie removed the bandage that had been mixed with red blood.

Lukaku turns blue, while on the sidelines stitches out blood. The wound was torn because the place was the same as the wound I got (the same time that happened to Greysie's father when he met Bryan).

Greysie also continued to open all the bandages in my chest, where two holes from the shot that almost hit my heart were covered by stitches. While other shots are affected below the heart, the upper part of the abdomen, the middle of the lower chest and the middle of the abdomen.

Other puncture wounds are in the right chest, left and left abdomen that are double with the previous wound. The wound stitches due to the shot are also still very blue to purplish like unkempt.

"Ra! you never take care of your wounds?!" greysie asked, a little snapping.

"Your medicine has never been drunk, Ra!" continued, nagging.

"Argh. be, rrii ssik" I said, squeezing while holding the aching part of the stomach.

Greysie then immediately treated my wound. The white liquid inside the small bottle was directly doused into my blood-producing wounds, making me scream in pain.

"Aargh, peri anj*ing! that's anj*ing pain! hah fuc*k! fuc!" I said, denouncing, and cursing while holding Greysie's hand.

But Grsysie held my hand back, piercing my right hand with her foot. While my left hand in the seat with his left hand. I couldn't fight much because my body had been squeezing from the pain.

"Ergh, Grey perr, riih, gak uu, ssah di, medatt, inn, argh, hmf" I said, but Greysie continued to give medicine in my wound. While I feel more and more weak.

Greysie then released his hand on my hand. Then I fainted, but Greysie was relieved, he felt more free when I fainted because he could quickly treat and bandage my wounds with bandages.

Greysie has also treated my other wounds because they look red, blue, and even purplish.

"If only you hadn't said for a week more, Ra. Maybe your injuries won't be this bad. I'll nurse you until you're healed. Where were you all that time, Ra?" inner Greysie.

A few moments later, I woke up. My eyes are slowly opening.

"Ergh," holding the stomach. I woke up, while Greysie who had just opened the room door immediately helped me sit down.

"Ra, you eat first keep taking the medicine" Greysie said taking a spoonful of porridge on the table.

"Lo is still here? why not go. The cave doesn't want to see your face!" I said, pull the spoon.

"Tomorrow after graduation. I'm not leaving here because I'm sure you'll go again somewhere" said Greysis, looking at me.

"Lo! why do you do that, huh?!" I said, annoyed to see it.

"I'm sorry, Ra. I don't mean to harm you, I don't want to hurt you at all. Everything changed, I had to brainstorm again after I knew everything. I'm sorry I'm so scared." said Greysie unfinished.

"Stop! stop it right there! don't talk anymore. The cave does not care if Grey you want to kill the cave or not. You want a cave, the cave doesn't care at all. But the cave does not like to make promises to the cave, the cave does not like to know! You've made me," tremble, "lo careless know no, aaah. The cave doesn't want you, ckk! gua don't want you to know why not! could-can lo, could-can be elo to all of Greyy. Lo make the cave think Grey crazy cake, you make the cave think that lo already hianatin cave, you also make the cave think that you hate the same cave, you make a cave, you make a cave, you also make a cave, you make the cave very sick, sakiitt Grey, sakiitt" said I, shrieked with sobs.

"I told you not to think of Grey, I forbid you do not think of it" I said, softly while covering the face with the palm of the hand.

"I have forbidden you, but you have done it all until I have, I really don't know what is right and what is wrong. I'm confused as to which one to believe, Grey. My brain and heart are completely out of sync, I can't think straight. I don't know, I don't know. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, huhuu. I'm sorry" I continued, still crying.

While Greysie immediately hugged me tightly as if not to let go.

"I should be the one apologizing, Ra. I'm sorry" Greysie said, slowly with tears pouring down.

"We promised, hmf. You promised Grey. But you made me so mean, I shouldn't have thought that. Foolish, I'm really stupid, stupid, stupid," hit the head, "stupid, stupid!" I said while continuing to hit my head.

"Ra, Ra it's not your fault. It's my fault, I should apologize to you. I should have talked to you first, I'm sorry. You have to skip everything because of me" Greysie said, trying to calm down.

Malamannya. Greysie and I are asleep. Greysie was in a sideways sleeping position while hugging me and I fell asleep on my back.

"Uhuk, eghmm." I coughed, still with my eyes closed.

"Uhuk, uhuk, uhuk, egmm..," coughed again with his eyes closed.

Greysie. While I turned my body to the side. Greysie also rubbed me lately.

"Now, uhuk, uhuk...."

Greysie's still wiping my back. In the meantime I held onto my chest, trying to stop coughing. But it made my cough worse and I woke up from my bed while running to the toilet.

Greysie followed me from behind. I wanted to lock the toilet door, but he wouldn't let me do it.

Meanwhile, my hand was still in my mouth and looking at her with a faint look. Then I immediately ran to the sink, then vomited blood there. Greysie's eyes were round, he looked very surprised. His heart was beating very fast, while he was still rubbing my back with fear.

"Uhukeeghh, hueggg..hugh, uhugk..," breathing fast and weak.

"Uhugh, huegrrgg... Uhuk, uhuk, uhuk, erggh..," looking at his own face in front of the mirror.

After which, I glanced at Greysie and immediately washed my mouth. Her tears filled her cheeks earlier. He was very scared, and continued to rub behind me with trembling hands.

"Grey shouldn't have seen this" I thought.

Then I pulled her up to the bed. On the bed, I sat straight up staring at her tear-filled face. Slowly my lips lifted, and I smiled sincerely.

"I don't pp" I said, shrewdly.

"Are you being this because of me, Ra?" greysie asked, teary-eyed.

"Don't blame yourself. It's not your fault" I said, trying to win her over while wiping away her tears.

"Sorry, huhuuu.... I'm sorry.." said Greysie, weeping bitterly.

After that, Greysie even cried out in the shade of my lap. While I rubbed his upper arm and also his head.

"The cave is going to die?" my inner.

A few moments after Greysie stopped crying. He sat down, looking at me expectantly with a sad look.

"Ra, promise don't stay with me" Greysie said.

"Hmm" I replied, smiling as I nodded.

"Say a promise" said Greysie, as his lips trembled with tears.

"Yes, I promise" I said, softly smiling at him.

"Why?" my question, no sound.

Greysie was silent with a sad face mixed with fear.

"Why ask me to promise that cake?" my question, lirih.

"I fear you will leave me alone" Greysie replied, trembling.

"I should have made you promise that cake" I said, looking at him.

"Reason?" ask Greysie.

"Emm, don't know. But... There is something strange" I said.

"How weird?" ask Greysie, wryly.

"No, you don't cry anymore. I'm not papa. Still at 3, mending sleeping again" I said, smiling.

"Raa, we're going to the hospital to check on you" Pinta Greysie, looking expectantly at her sad mimicry.

"Emm, I don't like Grey's hospital. In a few days, our school will be camping, right? I really want to come along" I said, still smiling.

"But Ra, what if you.." Greysie said not finished because I interrupted him immediately.

"I want to enjoy everything right now. As long as I'm in jail I can't go anywhere. Later if I go to the hospital I will feel the prison kek kekim again" I said.

Meanwhile, Greysie seemed to hold back the cry until finally the cry broke. She was crying while hugging me tightly.

"Sorry hakuuu huhuu... Sorry I'm Raaa... Maafin... It's all because of me.." said Greysie, weeping bitterly.

Moments later, after Greysie fell asleep I laid her on the bed.

"Ergghh," groaned a little because he could not lift a heavy load.

I then looked at Greysie while shedding tears.

"I can't bear it... The cave has to take Grey to Aric before Grey decides to kill himself if I'm really gonna die. He'll want to go to the cave wherever the cave goes. If the cake is not calm cave even so and will continue to feel guilty" my mind.

Seriate...